Reposting this because this motherfucker has the settlement and just won't fucking pay me. I have permanent stress related nerve damage now. I have a broken fucking tooth.
My landlord is going to start the eviction process this week. Next week I owe 500 dollars in other fees. I can't pay it. I'm fucking drowning because of this piece of shit. I've been drowning. Its just now I'm about to lose any ability to get back up.
One of my hands is now almost entirely numb. I have these constant electric nerve spasms because everything is so fucking tightened up. Because I'm so stressed. Because this has been going on for months I keep getting sicker and sicker and sicker and can't fucking recover.
I just want it to be over, you know? One way or another.
I can't even begin paying the stuff I owe. I've been trying and trying and just nothing fucking works.
I don't expect anything. Don't expect to get funds. I've had to ask a lot because of how dire this has been.
I'm just. I'm trying. Last week I had a fever for half the week and couldn't move for most of a day because of the stress nerve spasms.
I need to go to the doctor. I need to get my broken tooth fixed. I've spent weeks in like, constant pain.
And this motherfucker just. Keeps lying to me.
Here's the link for my PayPal thing.
Its really scary and sad, ultimately, the situation im in. Knowing that until this stabilizes im not getting better. It sucks. I need medicine and I can't get it.
My birthday is this weekend and I just wish I weren't here for it. I'm trying really hard. It just isn't enough. I'm not giving up but christ man it hurts so much all the time.





















