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I have no desire to be unkind, hateful or cruel. All I have inside me is kindness, and love.

And society will look at this and tell you that you are the problem.

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I will never understand, why some people see other peoples love and joy for something and do everything in their power to destroy that joy and love and poison everything with their hate.

Nothing hurts as much as finding out that the person you thought was safe for you, turns out not to be so safe as you thought...

I wish they would tell you that childhood is the ONLY time of your life where you are genuinely happy.

Sometimes I just think, damn I hate living on this shitty planet... but what I really mean is, damn I hate living among humans. The planet is fine, it's just humans that suck.

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When you are a sensitive (neurodivergent) child your ENTIRE childhood will consist of being told that you are overreacting, that you are "too sensitive", that you are too much and too weak. You will get punished, made fun of, bullied, humiliated and ostracised for your sensitivity, to a point where you build a mask just to make it stop and to survive. You will spend the rest of your life trying to be tough and not appear weak more than anything else. Because you learned the hard way that in this society sensitivity cannot exist without punishment.

And well into adulthood you will realise that you will never be this tough mask and that there is nothing wrong with being sensitive, because you always liked yourself the way you actually are, before society punished you for that. The sensitive highly empathetic child was always who you truely were. But you also come to the conclusion that society killed this version of you and that no matter how much you wish you could go back to your true self, as you were when you were little, this version no longer exists. And that in this society high sensitivity can never safely exist.

Am I the only one who feels like life has become unbearable and pointless with all the shit people in power have done or plan to do?

Healthcare for women (or all people assigned female at birth to be honest) can barely be called that, even in wealthy countries. It is a story of neglegt.

Doctors don't take us seriously at all. You can go to a bunch of different doctors over the years and it's always the same. "Oh it's probably just in your head. You make it up to get attention. Have you tried losing weight? I think you don't want to get healthy." Among many other comments are, what we listen to every time, no matter how much we suffer and in how much pain we are.

Just because the diagnosis female hysteria does not exist anymore. Does not mean that doctors will not act and treat us exactly like that, they will just call it "✨anxiety disorder✨ The fact that every chronically ill woman tells the exact same story of medical professionals dismissing everything she says, is heartbreaking.

Society still thinks that women don't even understand what is going on with their own bodies, that they are unable to understand when they are in pain.

We don't matter. Our pain does not matter.

And even those who do get diagnosed, are always diagnosed years later than a man would have been. Leading to severe consequences and permanently worsening health.

It's not even "just" male doctors who will dismiss women, other women do it just as often. Our whole society got conditioned, that women are just "a little dramatic." When the reality is far from that.

There are also those who died, because they did not receive the treatment they would have needed. And those who were locked up in mental facilities.

Many of us had to give up going to doctors, because we simply never received any help. It is awful enough to live with a chronic illness, but never receiving any help and no one believing us is just as bad.

#I wish things would be different #my thoughts #thoughts #health #chronically ill #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #chronic illnesses #IBS #health problems #chronic health issues #pain #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #textpost #neurodivergent problems #neurodivergency #neurodiverse

Felt like absolute shit earlier, then an old Cascada song started playing on my recommended playlist and I feel ALIVE!

#teen me knew what she was doing by obsessing over her music #genuinelly afraid to turn it off not gonna lie #were we all obsessed with her songs around 2009 or was thar just me??#my thoughts #thoughts #cascada #music #2000s nostalgia #2000s #2000s music #the kind of shitposting I usually do on my main profile #youre welcome

Honestly so cute how we all left high school thinking "at least the horrors are finally over" only for the new different horrors to hit us...

Bless our naive teen hearts. :')

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One time a few years ago, after the contract of my job at that time ended and I answered "I don't know." to the question of my aunt, about what I plan on doing with my life now, she straight up told me that there was really no point for me to go on with my life. And I was just like, "okay sure." then went completely to no contact with that part of the family. Never regretted that by the way. That woman had been pissing me off with her lack of empathy for decades.

So guys, go on no contact with your disrespectful family members. Life is better after.

#Like ma'am I was ready end it all years before that you think not having a job is my last straw... adorable...#my thoughts #thoughts #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #textpost #lgbtq #wlw #shitty family members #family #neurodivergent problems #neurodiverse #neurodivergency #no contact

You can fix your own life. You can save yourself. Don't wait for others. No one will come and magically fix your life. Only you can do that. And once you try to do it on your own, you will notice how strong you are and that you never even needed anyone's help, because you are more than capable on your own. You got this!

#some positivity today! :)#my thoughts #thoughts #introvert #neurodivergent #introverted #neurodiversity #textpost #writing #positivity #positive #reminder #resilience #resilient #strenght #alone

There is probably nothing I hate more than when people tell me what to do and how I can and cannot live my own life.

#I wish people would just mind their own business and not be so involved in other peoples business #my thoughts #thoughts #introvert #introverted #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #textpost #writing #spilled words #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #loner #outcast

"You won't feel this way forever."

Okay... Then how do you explain that I have been feeling this way for literally all my life?!

#this is about loneliness and feeling like you don't belong anywhere but I guess it applies to other feelings too #my thoughts #thoughts #introvert #introverted #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #textpost #neurodivergent problems #neurodivergency #neurodiverse #alone #loneliness #lonely #loner #outcast #outsider #not belonging

Everything is shit but at least stuffed animals exist.

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Humans have always been hateful and cruel but in the last few years it has gotten worse and worse. Nowhere is safe anymore.

Sometimes I stop and realise that I really did turn into the adult that I would have needed when I was a child. Adult me would have protected little me. All that anger was necessary to turn me into a protector. Little me would have been safe if adult me would have been there. None of the bad things would have happened to little me if the adult version of me would have been there. No one protected me as a child. But adult me would have.

#my thoughts #thoughts #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #textpost #introverted #introvert #neurodivergent problems #neurodivergency #neurodiverse #actually neurodiverse #alone #childhood #anger #wlw #loner #spilled words #spilled thoughts #spilled ink

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