Meko

It's been such a long time since I've used Tumblr. Is it even still a thing? Anyway, peek a thing I made. Crochet for someone. You can look at stuff I make on Etsy Beeutiful Blankets

Does anyone remember that website where you could build your own little world/floor of a building called metaplace? I loved that game when I waws in middle school and I forgot about it for so long but when I tried to go back, it had disappeared. I only just googled it to make sure I didn't imagine it today and I didn't. It was so sad that it ended. You didn't have to pay money to get any items, you already had everything you needed right at your finger tips and I really wish that that sort of thing was still around. A game where you could have access to all of it without money. Did anyone else play this?

I made a sweater. My second one (the purple in the corner of the second pic is the first sweater I made). I made it for my friend and she loved it. I'm making my 3rd sweater right now, still a different pattern from the first or one.

Man, I want to become healthier... I gotta start walking/running and eating better.... but hooow. Like I struggle with having the energy to cook so is there anything anyone can suggest to battle that? Like simple things to cook or microwave food that isn't completely crapped? It sucks because I'm a picky eater... so I really don't eat eggs or fish or a lot of things... really just chicken and occationally beef and veg and rice. Good thing though, I don't need a lot of spices because I like plain food. I've already been able to start taking care of my body in other ways though. I don't sleep nearly as long, going from 12+ hours to 6-9 hours. And it doesn't feel too bad. I'm taking Iron and vitamin D to battle the deficiancies that my doctor said I had and that actually makes me feel a lot better. Cleaning my face every day on top of actually brushing my teeth in the morning after my shower. I used to only have the energy to do it at night. Still haven't gotten around to eating breakfast or being active or eating well at all. I live off bread, microwave chicken pot pie and occationally chicken and sweet corn soup.

When you hear people talking about you in an unsavory way, it makes you feel like a worthless thing that is less than human. Sometimes, listening makes you angry and motivated enough to try and change how you are, your entire personality because, what you hear people saying is how every part of you isn't enough, is bad, isn't good. You make a plan. You get motivated. You go to sleep and in the morning.. you open your eyes to the sun and that moment of feeling well rested comes to a halt bevause you look at the time and realize that you overself and missed all of your alarms and you feel like a failure. You feel ashamed and stupid and you start to think 'how are you supposed to change when you can't even get out of bed on time? You can't do the simplest thing, the simplest step to change. You couldn't even do that.' All your motivation flies out the window because if you can't do the easiest thing, how can you do anything else? You lie back down because your body is too heavy to get up and you go back to sleep because it's the only think you can do right.

Does anyone know what online stores are FREE that I could sell blankets on? I don't have enough money right now to get on a site that has fees. But all the ones without fees have very low market averages so my blankets aren't really selling that well. I'm on Ebay and Facebook and Offerup right now. If those are the only good ones, let me know. I just wanna keep making blankets but they're filling my room up, gotta get rid of them and the best way is to sell them so I can fund more blankets.