Sad art and broken thoughts

Everything ended so I hope you're happy and I wish nothing but the best for you cause I want to be the happiest I can be too

I hope that this is not goodbye....that this is a see you later. We hurt each other and that sucked, I really wanted to make you laugh and feel loved. But I hope that you can get your happiness that you lost I hope that you become so happy that you can feel it in your eyes. You deserve it after all the pain you've been thru, just know that I'll always love you and that I'll always be here for you. And if someday you're not being loved the way you should be I'll love you like no one ever has I'll give you the love you deserve. So see you later I'll be here waiting, hope our paths intertwine again...

Now that you don't know what I'm posting maybe I can just let everything out. I can talk about the fact the your feelings for me are probably slowly fading or probably not even there anymore. The fact that I wish we could go back in time when we could feel each others heart and knew how much we wanted to be in each others arms. How it hurts when you get mad at me and I don't even know the reasons or how you won't even say it if I try to say the reasons. It hurts because i don't get an explanation or even a half ass sorry I just get left in the dark. And that has me really twisted in the inside because I try to be ok with it when I'm not and in the process I hurt you too and I can't take it back. But at the end of the day i just want to understand you more, I want to know the real you and most importantly I want you to be happy, even if were not together. But it would be a lie if I didn't say that I hope one day we can be together and then i can show you all the happiness your missing so until then try to be the happiest person you can because I believe in you and you should to