Mar 21
In vino veritas...
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In vino veritas...
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“I’d rather go through life sober believing I’m an alcoholic than go through life drunk convincing myself I’m not”
Recently I’ve been struggling with identifying as an alcoholic. I got sober 4 years ago. Went to rehab for 30 days. Haven’t drank since.
Some days I feel like I didn’t go through enough, I didn’t lose enough, I didn’t get close enough to death.
But I did. I suffered abuse, I lost my mother to this addiction, I lost my whole life and suffered health consequences.
I don’t think you need to suffer a certain amount to accept yourself as an addict.
876 days sober AF
I have no one to tell this to, but I’m 32, going on 33 days sober 👀
I haven’t seen my own blood in (basically) 33 days now, woop woop 🥳🎉🥂
And if anyone cares, this little snowman ☃️ is my new heart emoji. He looks so cute and jolly, that’s why I think he’s perfectly qualified as a heart 💝
Reflecting
I miss u so much
Even though u were bad for me
I know i'd probably get hurt, but ohh well
Still, i miss it
I don't know how much more i can take
I’ve been good for so long
I know i have to be sober
But god damn, forever feels too long
The fear of having a seizure
makes it heavier
I just hate this
Time on this earth isn't even enjoyable
Just wanting to feel something
I want relief
Even if it's short
My mind hasn’t been good to me
mentally or physically
How can u fail me like that
So unfair
just a reflection
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(1) New Realization being sober
...that my brain has to work harder all day, make more choices in activities, digest information more, since I'm not shutting it off with w33d, and as a result, I slowly gain back my creativity and deeper thoughts that I used to think w33d would help me with.
The world is ending, my country is falling apart in real time and it’s All My Fault