You have never struggled with shifting. Your ego has.
when you are finally staying consistent with shifting and allowing it to show itself to youβ¦
when you feel that youβve finally got itβ¦
do not change your focus to βfailureβ β
remember that you are the creator of this reality!!! all paths are available to you. and you can accidentally use your brilliant creation against yourself out of fear and identification with the self.
and you wonβt even realise that youβre doing it.
shifting to your desired reality is an incredibly NATURAL thing. but to the ego that doesnβt remember anything but its version of reality, it feels like itβs dying when you very closely entertain the idea of βleavingβ.
so what it does is try its best to convince you to redirect your attention to anything that makes you feel like the OR is something so heavy and insistent that you canβt get it off you. all so that you very quickly forget who you really are and what youβre capable of experiencing and go back into the limited OR self. BUT PLEASE
do not give into ego. β
it has a HUGE fear of the unknown. but hereβs the secretβ¦ the only thing you can find in the unknown is more of YOU! the real you. you as awareness can change the focus point to anywhere in βAll That Isβ because βAll That Isβ is YOU.
i could say getting past this is the last hurdle but i donβt want you picturing some heavy difficult wall in your head. if anything, the wall is made of paper. this βfinal bossβ is basically Mushu when he faked that large shadow to try and trick Mulan into thinking he was a great big dragon. itβs a trick and not a very good one if youβre aware of it.
iβve said here that you have to stop giving your mind the wheel. iβve explained here who you really are. and in this post, iβm trying to explain to you that when you apply this stuffβ¦ when you actually manage to surrender and allow even for just a moment β¦ someone will panic.
β’ someone will start showing you things in your OR to make you believe you need to stay and fix something.
β’ someone will tell you that you should give up in the middle of your attempt because itβs βnot workingβ or βnothing is happeningβ or βi can still feel the ORβ
β’ someone will tell you to tell you to do more research or try new methods or script more.
β’ someone will try to make sure you get on whatever app keeps you scrolling and scrolling without end. (iβm looking at you tumblr, pinterest, tiktok etc)
β’ someone will tell you youβre doing something wrong, itβs not working and youβre stuck here because you donβt remember ever being able to βleaveβ.
all of this conveniently screams OR OR OR. so who must it be vowing for your attention?
is the someone you? no. itβs ego. but itβs not YOU.
so how you do make it stop? how do you make it go away? how do you kill ego? you donβt.
you canβt force it away. the βthreatβ isnβt real anyway. thatβs the point. if you push something awayβ¦ where are you pushing it away to? thereβs no βout thereβ. thereβs only now. so all youβre doing is creating resistance which just puts even more focus on it. Youβre feeding it and making sure it survives longer than it needs to.
so treat it with indifference. treat it with complete and utter acceptance. it doesnβt have any effect if you donβt give it the power, i promise. but donβt villainise it because itβs doing itβs job. treat it with a love that says βyes, i accept you but i am not youβ. but you donβt actually have to say the words, just ignore it because itβs just not you.
donβt misunderstand, iβm not telling you youβre doing anything wrong. make all those posts about missing your s/o or how much you hate your OR, thatβs totally fine! just as long as u know at the end of the day or at least when you are with the intention to shift, that it isnβt the real you missing or hating anything. youβre already on the path of success, why would you?
and despite the fact that i said youβre the creator of your reality, none of what youβre perceiving is newly created. Awareness is not shocked by anything thatβs happening. the Ego Self might be, but pure awareness never is. who you truly are has seen this all before. it exists within you. always has.
and same with your DR. it is familiar to you. beyond memory, beyond feeling. like a hidden room in the house, it belongs to you. you are familiar to all that is within all that is because againβ¦ thatβs you. this is a homecoming, not an invasion. the only reason you donβt make yourself aware of everything is because you have chosen to experience yourself as a master of limitation. now limit yourself to your DR!
anything that says thatβs hard is not you. anyone whoβs struggling is not you. YOU have never struggled with shifting to your DR, not once!
β’ struggling with shifting? not you.
β’ struggling with focusing? not you.
β’ feeling doubt? not you.
β’ desperate to leave the OR? thatβs fine, but itβs not you.
β’ aware of the OR body and surroundings? as soon as you have that intention to shift, thatβs not you.
- so if the ego is attacking? who cares? is it your problem when youβre already your dr self in your dr? no. good thing youβre not in your OR or identifying with OR ego anyway π. so itβs simply not your problem even if you are aware of it. itβs so much not your problem that you donβt have to judge it or make it go away, it doesnβt matter if this old you complains. if it goes βiβve been trying so hard for years blablablaβ literally pay it no mind bcs itβs not you thatβs been struggling for years. and the OR ego will never make it into your DR anyway so that bitch can keep crying, okay?
- and once you totally accept this, thereβs a stillness. because there wonβt seem to be much left. and thatβs perfect. thatβs when you do your meditations and your methods (if you do that) to make sure the mind stays relaxed and out of your business enough for you to concentrate on being the observer and making your intention.
- you can then truly tap into that channel which is your DR. bcs youβll find that knowing that there is no seperation. that youβre already in your DR but you just have to acknowledge it. not through intense conscious effort but by being open and empty enough to receive it. and when you finally notice it, donβt expect a big bang because itβll arrive so quietly as if it was always here, because it has been.
You guys have every reason to feel completely confident in your journey. This is your destiny. The real self i keep talking about? whether you call it god, source, infinite intelligence, consciousness, eye of the storm, all that is, higher self, higher mind etc. this is its game. so when you lie down to shift, who is really making that happen for you to observe. source or ego? of course itβs source. so what could possibly make you βfailβ if youβve already been guided to this point? itβs your choice of focus. do you focus on the fact that source already decided you succeeded or the mind that wants to keep casting light on a βstrugglerβ? your choice as the observer reflects what shows up for you to observe next. thatβs it, all is true to you π¦
i know non dual concepts can be intimidating to apply with shifting. but i donβt intend to force you guys to operate on feeling yourself as pure awareness all the time. most of you arenβt in search of enlightenment which is fine - awakening is something you canβt unsee anyway so itβll always be there for you to notice again when you need that rest from ego/self.
so feel free to temporarily zoom out so you can zoom back in again but this time when youβre diving into all that life ego drama, youβll be doing it happily in your DR :]
You when ego tries it: π₯±
i wrote this a little sleep deprived so i hope it makes sense ππ½
