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Okay so rn, I work at a call centre and HATEEE it. I work with old people, and get sworn at by customers so that's fun. I decided to apply for a job that's kinda picky with who they hire. I applied there before, and got rejected (not even an interview) but tbh I was mass applying to jobs now; I was desperate.

So anyways, we get to the interview stage. Starts off a bit awkward. The receptionist told me to go upstairs and sit on a row of chairs that were there, but no one else was there besides me. So yk I sit for like 5 mins but then I was like thinking I was in the wrong space so I stood up and was looking around.

My interviewer snuck up behind me and it was just an awkward interaction 😭 Now the actual interview was horrible too. I had done mock interviews for this job bc I was down baddd but I forgot the answers and it was a panel interview with three people and I'm very shy. So my whole pitch was 'I'm a __ student, please hire me' (this was for a hospital job). The interview was meant to be 30 mins long, but we finished it in literally TEN so I was freaking out.

But, I took a deep breath and realised that if I don't get the job, it's my own creation so I wanted to create something beneficial. I did the interview 20 November and got the job today, 7 Jan. I'm so happyyyy

period i love this for you!! it doesn't matter what things "look like", it's all about what you choose. i'm glad you got out of your way and gave yourself what you wanted. congratulations my love!!!!

A short excerpt from the lecture I'm about to show you:

"Now, I had stepped into a world just as real as this. I am telling you, there are worlds within worlds within worlds, and they are all here . . right here . . just like turning on a radio. You turn it ever so slightly, and you have a new wave length and a new station coming in, bringing in something entirely different. And they are not interfering with each other! And these worlds are all here now and they are peopled, just as we are peopling this world, and they are just as real as this world. It’s terrestrial"

guys OMG please read this to the end, it is just amazing how Neville describes his experiences, although he says they were accidental, it lines up with our modern idea of reality shifting to a T!!!

The first one reads like a minishift. starting with this initial "dream flow" and then it solidifying into its own reality, him grounding through touch, and he shifts back because he panicked after being shocked back by a freaky critter (too real)

His second one is a little crazier, he's already fully grounded in the reality he just shifted to, goes back and forth between rooms* and scares the shittt out of people living in it by telling them its a dream while he attempts reality checks and passes every time. Once he accepts that this reality is solid, he tries to wake up but can't! He only successfully shifts back by imagining himself back in his bed. When he wakes up he's met with sleep paralysis

I'll let you read these awesome stories for yourself now ^^

"I stumbled upon this one day in a dream. In my dream I came upon this huge, big pillar . . a pile driven into the ocean, and the bridge that it formerly supported was gone now. Only the piles remained. And I knew I was dreaming, and I figured to myself if I held that pile and I could touch it, if it seemed to me solidly real, what I am going to do: I’m going to hold onto that pile in the dream. I know it’s a dream, but I am going to hold that as solidly as I can and compel myself to awake holding the pile. Well, I did. I held the pile with all my might. I said, “Now, Neville, you know you are sleeping. You know that you are dreaming now. So awake!” And I awoke in the water, actually holding that pile and I am standing up in what formerly I knew to be a dream. It ceased to be a dream; it’s real. I’m in a world just as real as this and here I am, holding this enormous pile, and it’s in the East Indies (not the West Indies where I was born) . . it was in the East Indies, a very primitive area. And then some animal came down to the beach . . a strange. . looking creature, and at that moment I was a little bit … I was panicky. In that moment of shaking emotion I awoke on my bed in New York City.

But I discovered that secret of feeling. So, he said: “Come close, come near, that I may feel you, my son.” He heard the voice; he said: “Your voice is the voice of Jacob. Come near and let me see really if you are Esau. And he did it by feeling.

So, lying on my bed one night right here in Beverly Hills many years ago (it must have been fourteen or fifteen years ago) I suddenly became aware that I am seeing what I shouldn’t see. I am looking into the most marvelous interior of a plush hotel, it seemed that way to me. So, consciousness followed vision and I found myself in the room, but I knew I was on the bed. So I came back to the bed. I am still seeing the interior of the room, and I went back into that room. I came back again. I must have done it twelve or twenty times. It was fun going into the room; and the room was just like this . . real, and then I came back to the bed.

Now I said: “l am now going to explore. Regardless of consequences I am going to explore.” So I went into the room. It seemed like a room thirty-by-twenty from the bed, but when I entered it with the decision to explore, the room closed in upon me and became a third of itself. Say, it became ten-by-seven, and I found it was a dressing room for a huge, big suite, beautifully done, but it wasn’t yet occupied. It was there to be occupied, but the room at the moment . . that is, the suite . . was not occupied. And I thought: “Well, now I will go through the door.” I didn’t go through like some gossamer; I opened the door with my hand and I walked right through that doorway. I was solidly real to myself. Then I walked down the corridor, and the corridor that I walked down was intersected by the main corridor and all the lights were on. And two ladies were coming down that corridor, the main one. But I knew this thing began as a dream. So, I knew that all ends run true to origins, therefore if the origin is a dream, this is a dream. So I said to the ladies: “Ladies, this is a dream. This whole vast world is a dream.” Then they were afraid of me.

Who wouldn’t be afraid of a man who suddenly appears at a place where you are walking and tells you this whole vast world is a dream? You would think he’s nuts . . he is insane. So, they thought I was insane and they got just as far as they could from me and walked right next to the wall, duck-style . . one behind the other, looking at me very suspiciously. Then I saw this object hanging from space. It reminded me of a similar object I had seen in a friend’s home in North Hollywood. So, I said to them: “Look, see this?” And I held it, and to my surprise it isn’t gossamer. This is not an after-image. This is not a memory image. This is real. The thing is solid. Well, I held it; and by this time, they were way down. They took one last look as they looked back at me and then darted into the main room. And here I am, standing alone holding onto this thing. I said to myself: “Neville, you know this is a dream. The origin is a dream; the end is a dream. Come on, wake up!” I closed my eyes to the obvious and held this thing here, and I couldn’t … I opened my eyes again I am still standing there. I said: “How am I going to get back to my room in Beverly Hills?” I didn’t know what … there was no place I could go to take me back there, but I remembered: Feeling is the secret.

I am holding this here now, and it’s real. It is solid. I am solid. They are solid. They heard my voice. And I walked down and every step was solidly real as walking here now. So, I imagined that my head was on a pillow; and when I could feel a pillow under my head while I am standing, I suddenly felt myself in a horizontal position, and my head is on a pillow. Then all of a sudden I could feel that pillow, but I was cataleptic. I couldn’t open my eyes. I couldn’t move a hand. I couldn’t move a finger. Here I am, a living being in a dead body! So I said to myself: “They will find the body tomorrow morning, and they’ve got to cut it up,” because I am insured for a little bit, and to prove that nobody took my life they have to cut it up to find out why he died. They always have to ask that question, and they give it a name. If they can’t find it they have to give it a name anyway.

So, here I am. I couldn’t open my eyes; I couldn’t move my hand. In about fifteen or twenty seconds (it seemed much longer than that) my little finger, I could move it, and then I could move my hand a bit. I still couldn’t open my eyes. We were sleeping in a double bed so I pushed my hand out . . my left hand . . and I could feel the warmth of my wife’s body. At that, I knew I was back on my bed. In another fifteen or twenty seconds I could, with great effort, open the lids of my eyes, and here came all the familiar objects . . on the walls, on the bureau, everything returned to consciousness.

Now, I had stepped into a world just as real as this. I am telling you, there are worlds within worlds within worlds, and they are all here . . right here . . just like turning on a radio. You turn it ever so slightly, and you have a new wave length and a new station coming in, bringing in something entirely different. And they are not interfering with each other! And these worlds are all here now and they are peopled, just as we are peopling this world, and they are just as real as this world. It’s terrestrial and it doesn’t…you don’t have to walk to it. I was on the bed. I seemed to walk into it . . I would say … what? ten feet away, but the same area permeated the bed, and the bed did not obstruct it; and that world into which I stepped did not obstruct the house that I lived in, in Beverly Hills. It’s all here . . the whole vast world . . worlds within worlds within worlds!

So, I tell you: “facts” are the Flood. That’s the deluge. There was no other kind of flood. We are actually inundated with the “facts of life.” And these facts . . we change them every day. Today this is the cause of so-and-so. Tomorrow that’s not so; it is another cause we have found, and the next day another cause. But while we haven’t found the next cause, we believe that to be the fact, and we worship the facts. So I tell you: all things are in the human Imagination. “Man is all imagination; and God is man, and exists in us and we in Him.” [Blake, from “Annotations to Berkeley] “The Eternal Body of man is the imagination. And that is God Himself.” [Blake, from “The Laocoon”]1

-Neville Goddard, from the lecture "The Flood is Still Upon Us"

Weirdest meditation I’ve done so far idk what the fuck happened but I’m pretty sure I would’ve been pure consciousness if I wasn’t wearing my fuckass headphones…

Earlier today I did a meditation where I put delta waves in the back and did yoga nidra without the guided meditation. I couldn’t even finish the yoga nidra bcs I got into the SATS and couldn’t focus because of all the dreams my brain was forming. So I almost got into pure consciousness BUT I freaked out bcs my breathing was weird idk ANYWAY! I meditated again like not even five minutes ago, without the yoga nidra part this time, I put the delta waves to 30minutes so that I could just chill and calm my anxiety down (bcs I got work tomorrow) anywho, I did that and at some point the video just fades and I can’t hear nor feel anything expect for my breathing. So I was like tf? Am I in the void or not 😭 Idk how to think, maybe I was a little bit since I had no thought and could only hear my breathing but I didn’t even gotten fully into that pure consciousness state so it doesn’t count for me.

But like I’m amazed at all the progress I’ve done so far like hello? I’m getting more used to the symptoms and I really think delta waves is the one for me bcs girl… it gets me into the SATS like DEEP in it it’s mind blowing.

Anyways that’s all I just wanted to share with yall bcs I’m so close to manifesting my dream like I’m gonna cry 😭

In case I do go in the void shortly after this meditation idk if I’ll keep uploading on tumblr maybe, maybe not idk! Just want to travel with my bf and just live my best lives not worrying about anything.

And yes I will be manifesting my celebrity crush cause god I need him so bad it’s not even funny anymore

ANYWAYS FR THIS TIME LOVE YOU GUYS AND TY TO ALL THE ANGELS POSTING METHODS AND INFOS ABOUT THE VOID ETC… YALL ARE LIFE SAVERS MWAH! 🫶🏻

I finally did it, My changed life.

Hi doves :P

P.S// THIS WILL BE SUPER LONG.

ITS ME AGAIN.

I suppose I have to give an extremely thorough explanation of why I disappeared, and why I stayed offline for a long while.

I could've deleted this account I had and forgot about everything, yet I remembered my last post when I promised everyone I'm not going to ever leave here, I'm simply going to take a huge break.

So, the question is here,

Where have I been?

STUDYING.

yep, if you remember, I told you guys I've been studying intensively to get to med school, it's my dream to become a doctor, after I took my phone off and decided to focus on my studies, it was one hell of a time.

I remember it might've been the worst in my entire life, senior year and all, and the fact THIS exam determined my WHOLE life.

I studied and studied and studied, yet let me tell you something,

I failed in one singular thing that IIII HAVE BEEEEN PREACHINGGGG IT NONSTOPPP MYSELF.

Persistence.

Guys I crash out whenever I remember it lmao.

I swear I used to study so much then right before exams I'd get doubtful and forget everything that I'm supposed to do, the usual manifesting things the laws everything else, fear is the worst enemy of yourself guys, please remember, FEAR is the worst kind of thing.

How I got into med school when it seemed so impossible and out of reach?

When I got my grades back I fell into the worst spiral of my life, the absolute worst, I have never spiraled this bad, the grade was way below what I have studied for ALL year, and it was EXTREMELY well out of reach of ever getting to med school.

I was started to think, should I repeat? Should I sit down and study the whole year again, should I get a pharmacy degree instead, should I find a scholarship somewhere? Because the grade I got could be getting into engineering, and in all honesty y'all, I fucking hate maths, ain't never I'm stepping a foot in there when I needed medicine to be my pathway.

For a long month everything was so dark, I was still in the process of thinking if I should repeat, or just fly abroad for a scholarship away from my parents, or just accept pharmacy if I could get through.

Now you're thinking, so this was the end for you?

LMAO NO DID Y'ALL THINK I'D LET MYSELF STAY SPIRALING.

yes you heard me right.

I remember so well omfg, a month later I literally got an awakening, idk how idk why but I just LITERALLY woke up out of the daze, what I mean was, I was sitting with my cat, when my thoughts went back to my old blog, and instantly everything else came back to me.

Why the FUCK would I repeat the year, why the FUCK would I need a scholarship to get out of the country, when I already planned to do that for my master's degree and not undergraduate, why the FUCK would I think pharmacy was my destiny after all because of my grade??

BRO, THERE IS SOMETHING CALLED MANIFESTING?

so I did.

I stopped the negative shits and began to hunt, everyday I went on my day as though I literally am a med student and not just anything else, I started already saying my parents would be willing enough to PAY FOR MY DREAM MED SCHOOL, GUYS.

Guys.

HEAR ME OUT RN.

my dream university was super expensive in my country, and back then my parents would always say I'd won't step a foot in there, because they would not pay for it.

Tell me why after trying manifesting and changing my perspective and shit, in just a fucking week my dad randomly picked me up and took me to the same DREAM UNI I WANTED, FOR REGISTRATION??????

HUH?

I cried so hard btw yes, keep in mind it's extremely hard to get to this uni, it needed top marks and extreme well sense of talking when doing interview.

It got to a point once again I was about to spiral, because my acceptance letter, was late, I literally saw others get their letter and even the day they're supposed to go, and I didn't get mine.

What to do again? MANIFEST AND ACT LIKE IM ALSO GOING ON MONDAY.

I fucking KID YOU NOT??? I got the acceptance fucking letter ONE DAY BEFORE OPENING OF THE UNI.

One

Day.

And there we are, that's how I got to med school, now I'm studying there in the biggest and most educated uni for medicine, I'm planning to repay my parents for everything they are currently paying for the 6 years once I start my income.

What else did you achieve?

See this post.

Void? Shifting? Subliminals?

Hmmm, nice question.

I haven't done anything with void, ever since I left it last year, why? Too much energy of me being worried over it.

Did I say it requires energy, no, I said I AM the one that makes it require energy when it doesn't, I used to get super stressed about it, if you can tell from my old posts it was all I was thinking about just to get my life.

Rn I have it, it's not that out of reach ngl.

Shifting? That's something I'm trying lately again, I haven't done a full shift (as if we don't already shift everyday) it's just that I want to get the full hang of it just as manifesting, and subliminals? STILLL my best thing.

Would you accept asks, messages?

Not yet I'm sorry.

It was extremely overwhelming back then trying to help people, no matter how much I'd tear my throat I'd still not get my point across, and once more I'd get the same asks telling me "I didn't do it I can't do it".

For the love of god, every blog out here has been saying the same shits, messages are not gonna come back I'm sorry, I may not reply at all, but asks will be back soon! I promise, you can ask me there anything that sounds relevant and important to ask, if it's not something Important or very repeated I'll not respond.

I'm so sorry doves if it sounds harsh, but I swear it's better for yourself not to think this way or let someone do this, I will answer soon with asks (it's turned off now) plus I'll be posting so much more 😋

Love you all, hope this opened some eyes to start and do the same I did.

Xoxo

Diane.

MY CURRENT Manifestation list!

Achieved ✓

1. Wavy hair pattern (used to have pin straight hair, I liked it to be wavy and poofy)

2. Dream uni and career

3. A huge ass glow up

4. Nose job (yes, I broke it after going hiatus here and my parents said there's low chance to ever get a nose job as they used to be against it, now look who has her childhood nose back)

5. Exact appearance to the tee

6. Exact height (used to be 155 cm just a year ago and I didn't like how short it was, now I'm 160 cm)

7. EXTREME attention around me

8. My parents magically turned 10x more chill with things they'd never let me go with

9. Dream style and wardrobe

10. Tons of confessions (yes, I like attention)

11. Never having that "sweaty" smell

12. Finally got three cats (again my mom was super against cats, and now she loves them)

13. Exams I haven't studied? Aced

14. Life like a movie

15. Everyone to love me and support me

16. Exact dream body (slim curve)

17. Bigger 🍈 and 🍑 (I FUCKING KID U NOT I WAS FLAT AS FUCK, NOW??)

18. Confidence

19. My grandma cured of cancer (gastric)

20. Car... Yes... (I just got news that I'm getting a cute ass car when I least expected.....)

Yet to be achieved!

1. My SP (down to the fucking tee, ion do crushes at my uni anymore, I'll get me a man transferring to my uni exactly the type I want)

2. Body reshape, getting more structure and muscles (ion wanna workout ngl, I'll just manifest muscles and more curves)

4. Green eyes

5. Softer smoother voice (I feel like I sound a lil too whiny and high pitched, I want it lower)

6. More makeup and more clothes

7. Being topper in my next year UG2

Here’s what I’ve manifested recently

• a big ass snowstorm that got my school canceled for 3 days for heavy snow and below freezing temps, and even when they TRIED to open up school( even though it was literally below 7 degrees? Like?) and did, my mother- my west African mother who would rather make me crawl to school than let me miss a day- said out of nowhere” you can stay home from school if you want, it’s way to cold for you to go out”

Name one African mother thats said that ever 🧏🏾‍♀️……….exactly

• a total for 7 snow days this entire winter ULTIMATELY BEATING my record for last year which was 6 snow days so YAYAAYAYA( what should my record for next year be?)

• things going my way/ me being the exception to all of stuff

•healing from sickness, I literally felt a cold coming on a this week but I said “ fuck no I’m not sick” and poof 💨

• fatter ass

• a new phone that I’m typing this on, seriously this was crazy listen-

When I was watching YouTube all of a sudden the volume cut out and my phone just broke down on me out of no where and then my mom buys me the same exact model and phone that I wanted? Huh-

• getting so good at doing nail art

And some other really nice things even teachers treating me the way I want

bye for now bitch because TRUST I’ll be back 👸🏾💞💫

well, our phone service got shut off literally the next day, so I didn’t get the text back and thought that she was literally ignoring me. well, i text a few days ago apologizing for the text because I was getting increasingly anxious about how it came off, but I was still affirming that it was taken the intended way at the same time. it turns out that her text simply didn’t send because our service had been cut off, and it was taken the exact way that I intended!!

CONGRATSSSSSSS GURL! ✨✨

𐙚⋆.˚ Things I’ve Manifested Recently

-iPhone Air brand new with 5g

-Hollister clothes

-Dyson airstraight

-Namebrand makeup (urban decay setting spray, milk primer, tarte concealer, mac foundation & estee lauder foundation)

-my uncle giving me $100 to my bank account

-being pretty (been getting a lot of attention recently) [ps the girl in the cover is NOT me]

-ideal bra size

-clear face!

-good friend group

-good grades

𐙚 Things I've manifested ! ໒꒱

Clear skin

Healthier hair

People being late or early

Good grades

Dreams

Family going to the store just to buy one thing for my breakfast lol

Gifted video games for free

Getting my medication back

Friends wanting to meet up

Lots of gifts in general

i had 9 overdue assignments for school, i was so lazy and didn’t wanna do them, so i thought, “these are done by themselves, i don’t have to do them because they’re already submitted”. it worked. it fucking worked.

this surprised me when i checked a few hours ago, no overdue assignments. i’ve just been playing video games and sleeping over the weekend. i haven’t touched my laptop at all. 😭 i’m happy but not so shocked, in a way? i’ve been trying to manifest this sorta thing for a year now. (old story yadada). keep persisting, i wasn’t really doing that with my last attempts but i just knew it was done this time. then that’s what happened in my 3D!! ^^

(basically my homework did itself, and yes i doubled checked, they were all submitted when i never even touched them or worked on them!)

OMG THIS?!!! YOU GUYS KEEP GETTING CREATIVE WITH YOUR MANIFESTATIONS AND IM LOVING EVERY BIT OF IT! 😭💞✨

a few days ago me and my SP got into the most disgusting, messy fight.

the kind that makes your stomach drop.

the kind where you sit there like… “yeah this is over.”

i felt hopeless.

i questioned if ANYTHING was working.

i cried. i called my friends.

i even called him and yelled at him.

i reacted. heavily.

and for a moment?

i genuinely believed nothing could change.

but here’s the thing.

i never stopped affirming.

did i believe the words? no.

did i feel delusional? yes.

did i feel stupid? absolutely.

but i kept going.

i was manifesting other things too ... career, body, life glow-up

but after the fight i went all in on my SP affirmations.

and even that made me spiral like,

“why am i focusing so much on this??”

yesterday, i saturated my mind with ONE blanket affirmation.

over and over.

even while feeling numb.

and today?

he called me.

and said:

“you’re the only person i want. you’re my only one. i would never leave you. it was a stupid fight. please forgive me.”

and he bought me gifts.

mind you i have NEVER seen him fold like that.

never that fast.

never that soft.

and the wildest part?

i had fully decided in my head there was NO way he would come back like that.

but i affirmed anyway.

and it still manifested.

so if you’re sitting there crying, reacting, doubting, spiraling

THIS is your reminder:

✨ you don’t need to feel perfect

✨ you don’t need to be calm 24/7

✨ you don’t need to believe every word

you just need persistence.

your brain rewires. (neuroplasticity is real.)

your assumptions harden into fact.

and this? this is YOUR reality.

you create the rules.

So for the start I have to say manifesting is not a hard thing it’s just knowing the thing you want is yours and had already happened

You can use my success list as a reference and getting idea from it

Manifesting food out of air

Shifted to my favorite cdrama

My family buying a new house and moving like after 12 years finallyyyy

Moving to Europe

Graduated out of school without doing any exams and attending classes

Built a huge platform over 4 million views within less than a years

Healed my skin without any medication ( I had like horrifying acne scars on my arms and back )

Got an IPad

Controlling the media I consume ( got problematic celebrities called out )

Got some of my tv shows coming out sooner

movie adaptations of my favorite books

Manifesting some of my good memories of the childhood to happen again

Seeing visions of future in my dreams

Shiny hair

Longer eyelashes

I had a flat breast after doing void I affirmed after that I went to my sisters room and she was like you wearing bra ?

Adding to my height

Met one of my favorite fictional character in void ( he was creepy didn’t like it )

We had a plant that hadn’t bloomed in years but I manifested for it to bloom and it happened:)

I knew some cool people online but they seemed unreachable guess what I manifested for them reaching me first and some of them are my close friends ( please make sure they’re good people first )

I wanted to see Dracula’s castle so bad but I didn’t have the money to travel, I just told myself that I’m going to visit that place and believed in it. Turns out we a have a huge castle of Dracula near our new apartment in Europe that we’ve moved to recently

so my parents had planned that we should go to this museum that i just didn’t want to go to AT ALL. like at all. so i affirmed “we won’t go”.

30 mins later my dad tried to buy tickets but his card got declined because the bank wouldn’t let him pay…. i mean rip my dad’s card but yay me!!

Omg hi again! 🦢

YAY CONGRATSSS!! THAT SEEMED EASY ISN’T IT?😭🩷🎉

OMGGGG CONGRATSSSS BABE!! I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU! I CAN’T WAIT TO HEAR FROM YOU MORE SUCCESS STORIES FROM NOW ON!😭🎉✨️

And i'm happy that my blog and reblogs helped you somehow, it's really sweet 🩷.