MISS E 𝜗𝜚

it’s like you’re taking a trip and a friend of yours who isn’t coming is talking about how they don’t think they’ll be able to leave. okay…? maybe cause you don’t have a ticket? you’re not taking her with you.

i swear some of u (with much love) keep postponing shifting so that u can comfort or try to fix the ‘friend’ crying in the doorway. ur missing ur flight for someone who’s not even getting on the fricking plane anyway! whyyyyyyyy😭

when you are finally staying consistent with shifting and allowing it to show itself to you…

when you feel that you’ve finally got it…

do not change your focus to “failure” ❌

remember that you are the creator of this reality!!! all paths are available to you. and you can accidentally use your brilliant creation against yourself out of fear and identification with the self.

and you won’t even realise that you’re doing it.

shifting to your desired reality is an incredibly NATURAL thing. but to the ego that doesn’t remember anything but its version of reality, it feels like it’s dying when you very closely entertain the idea of “leaving”.

so what it does is try its best to convince you to redirect your attention to anything that makes you feel like the OR is something so heavy and insistent that you can’t get it off you. all so that you very quickly forget who you really are and what you’re capable of experiencing and go back into the limited OR self. BUT PLEASE

do not give into ego. ❌

it has a HUGE fear of the unknown. but here’s the secret… the only thing you can find in the unknown is more of YOU! the real you. you as awareness can change the focus point to anywhere in ‘All That Is’ because ‘All That Is’ is YOU.

i could say getting past this is the last hurdle but i don’t want you picturing some heavy difficult wall in your head. if anything, the wall is made of paper. this ‘final boss’ is basically Mushu when he faked that large shadow to try and trick Mulan into thinking he was a great big dragon. it’s a trick and not a very good one if you’re aware of it.

i’ve said here that you have to stop giving your mind the wheel. i’ve explained here who you really are. and in this post, i’m trying to explain to you that when you apply this stuff… when you actually manage to surrender and allow even for just a moment … someone will panic.

• someone will start showing you things in your OR to make you believe you need to stay and fix something.

• someone will tell you that you should give up in the middle of your attempt because it’s “not working” or “nothing is happening” or “i can still feel the OR”

• someone will tell you to tell you to do more research or try new methods or script more.

• someone will try to make sure you get on whatever app keeps you scrolling and scrolling without end. (i’m looking at you tumblr, pinterest, tiktok etc)

• someone will tell you you’re doing something wrong, it’s not working and you’re stuck here because you don’t remember ever being able to ‘leave’.

all of this conveniently screams OR OR OR. so who must it be vowing for your attention?

is the someone you? no. it’s ego. but it’s not YOU.

so how you do make it stop? how do you make it go away? how do you kill ego? you don’t.

you can’t force it away. the ‘threat’ isn’t real anyway. that’s the point. if you push something away… where are you pushing it away to? there’s no “out there”. there’s only now. so all you’re doing is creating resistance which just puts even more focus on it. You’re feeding it and making sure it survives longer than it needs to.

so treat it with indifference. treat it with complete and utter acceptance. it doesn’t have any effect if you don’t give it the power, i promise. but don’t villainise it because it’s doing it’s job. treat it with a love that says “yes, i accept you but i am not you”. but you don’t actually have to say the words, just ignore it because it’s just not you.

don’t misunderstand, i’m not telling you you’re doing anything wrong. make all those posts about missing your s/o or how much you hate your OR, that’s totally fine! just as long as u know at the end of the day or at least when you are with the intention to shift, that it isn’t the real you missing or hating anything. you’re already on the path of success, why would you?

and despite the fact that i said you’re the creator of your reality, none of what you’re perceiving is newly created. Awareness is not shocked by anything that’s happening. the Ego Self might be, but pure awareness never is. who you truly are has seen this all before. it exists within you. always has.

and same with your DR. it is familiar to you. beyond memory, beyond feeling. like a hidden room in the house, it belongs to you. you are familiar to all that is within all that is because again… that’s you. this is a homecoming, not an invasion. the only reason you don’t make yourself aware of everything is because you have chosen to experience yourself as a master of limitation. now limit yourself to your DR!

anything that says that’s hard is not you. anyone who’s struggling is not you. YOU have never struggled with shifting to your DR, not once!

• struggling with shifting? not you.

• struggling with focusing? not you.

• feeling doubt? not you.

• desperate to leave the OR? that’s fine, but it’s not you.

• aware of the OR body and surroundings? as soon as you have that intention to shift, that’s not you.

- so if the ego is attacking? who cares? is it your problem when you’re already your dr self in your dr? no. good thing you’re not in your OR or identifying with OR ego anyway 👀. so it’s simply not your problem even if you are aware of it. it’s so much not your problem that you don’t have to judge it or make it go away, it doesn’t matter if this old you complains. if it goes “i’ve been trying so hard for years blablabla” literally pay it no mind bcs it’s not you that’s been struggling for years. and the OR ego will never make it into your DR anyway so that bitch can keep crying, okay?

- and once you totally accept this, there’s a stillness. because there won’t seem to be much left. and that’s perfect. that’s when you do your meditations and your methods (if you do that) to make sure the mind stays relaxed and out of your business enough for you to concentrate on being the observer and making your intention.

- you can then truly tap into that channel which is your DR. bcs you’ll find that knowing that there is no seperation. that you’re already in your DR but you just have to acknowledge it. not through intense conscious effort but by being open and empty enough to receive it. and when you finally notice it, don’t expect a big bang because it’ll arrive so quietly as if it was always here, because it has been.

You guys have every reason to feel completely confident in your journey. This is your destiny. The real self i keep talking about? whether you call it god, source, infinite intelligence, consciousness, eye of the storm, all that is, higher self, higher mind etc. this is its game. so when you lie down to shift, who is really making that happen for you to observe. source or ego? of course it’s source. so what could possibly make you ‘fail’ if you’ve already been guided to this point? it’s your choice of focus. do you focus on the fact that source already decided you succeeded or the mind that wants to keep casting light on a “struggler”? your choice as the observer reflects what shows up for you to observe next. that’s it, all is true to you 🦋

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i know non dual concepts can be intimidating to apply with shifting. but i don’t intend to force you guys to operate on feeling yourself as pure awareness all the time. most of you aren’t in search of enlightenment which is fine - awakening is something you can’t unsee anyway so it’ll always be there for you to notice again when you need that rest from ego/self.

so feel free to temporarily zoom out so you can zoom back in again but this time when you’re diving into all that life ego drama, you’ll be doing it happily in your DR :]

You when ego tries it: 🥱

guys, i really recommend this subliminal maker. a very popular sub maker so this is not a niche suggestion lol but for anyone who doesn’t know about them (or needs to be reminded) and likes subliminals, this is a very good choice. 💙

for a long time i didn’t use subliminals very much even though i respected them as reminders and permission slips / tools that aided with mindset reprogramming and manifestation. none of them really clicked for me until slade. their subs work like magic. i don’t know what they put in their stuff but its insane. has helped me a lot but then again their work is just what resonates with me which is why it works in my opinion. (the power is always in u, u don’t need subs)

and they’re a regular shifter too.

(!! pls check in description / pinned comments where benefits are listed, the creator also practices witchcraft - most of their subs don’t have it but u should check if ur against that stuff)

my personal recommendations: (all are great though)

shifting brew v5: amazing. this is the more recent shifting brew they made and i know they had other ones but this is the one that really worked for me. i already shift frequently but i’ve only done it awake a few times, and one of those times i had this one on.

i am: a very popular one and for good reason. really good if you want to maintain that ‘there is no separation’ state. and because of that it is ridiculously easy to manifest anything with it. i’d also recommend setting that intention to shift with this on. another really good manifestation one is arrival

draconic: if you feel like you lack the willpower, strength or self control to do or stop doing something, i recommend this one. i used to have really bad mdd, put this one on everyday i had any urge to escape that way and i finally managed the strength to get over it consistently, haven’t since. (fyi this one contains witchcraft according to the creator, important if that’s against ur beliefs)

void: i have this one on during meditation (with somatic) usually for its meditation benefits but i have also induced the void state with it a couple times. has been really great also if i’m affirming for something that i want quickly/instantly. if you have it on overnight will likely induce a lucid dream at least in my experience but they have a specific one for LC i think it’s dreamworld

the gold coin: really good money specific subliminal. i have it on occasionally just to reinforce my lifestyle as someone that doesn’t have to worry about money because i personally don’t care to think about it. so if anything happens that pretends to be a threat to that i just put this on to shut it up and it resolves itself. i choose to be unbothered bcs money worries are very boring considering ur not separate from money. 🌊

identity: i used to listen to this one very often and its basically a subliminal for self concept. i chose the self concept of a shifter with a very malleable identity and it really worked for me, i don’t feel stuck to one identity or script

the collector: i usually like coming back to this version of reality after a shift bcs i do some crazy shit and need a break but occasionally i actually want to have something fun to do here, so this sub has been my permission slip for quickly manifesting trips, friends inviting to go out etc. i also script slade into my drs that have internet so this is one i use often

flow: if you had a bad day and feel the urge to curse your whole life and reality, put this one on and take a nap 😭. or meditate/journal. recommend to those who feel they’re in a shifting slump or about to spiral. you don’t struggle with stress - stress struggles with you.

🦋they have a lot more subs for pretty much everything. and the benefits list can be quite big especially when they link a doc for it. i usually resonate with some specific benefits and go from there. if almost all of them are inducing lucid dreams or mild headaches when ur first starting with them its normal. and if ur having nightmares that doesn’t mean a sub is bad sometimes its just purging - as in the bad thing is surfacing in ur dreams and if u don’t wake up and hold onto it, u get to release it safely🦋

here’s their guide for shifting which is great for anyone that’s confused or wants a reminder (based on their views): https://docs.google.com/document/d/17VoT0A8668oV0UlOVeK-0xFmNjynygsm9VZJpCAcGB4/edit?usp=drivesdk

(fyi there’s the tiniest mention at the end of how they don’t believe u should change ur ethnicity. this is an opinion that is completely valid and i don’t personally care unless ur doing something truly fucked up like incest shifting. at the end of the day, no one can stop u from exploring whatever infinity u want to explore. but ppl have the right to feel uncomfortable ✌🏽)

you do not have to like your OR. if you really feel this way in this moment then you are meant to. you might simply be realising that it’s not currently in alignment with who you are or what you wish to experience anymore. don’t force yourself to feel any differently.

So don’t like what you do not prefer

however, i think you should always love it.

and my personal/spiritual definition of love is not adoration! it is unconditional acceptance of your present moment.

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“This is what i am perceiving right now, and I allow it to be here because it already is here (and it always has been). It can sit here with me, but I’m not holding onto it and I’m not defining myself with it. I forgive it for coming and I let it go.”

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if you are perceiving anything in your present moment then a bigger part of you has already accepted to experience it or you wouldn’t be perceiving it. do not deny any experience (including your emotions) its right to exist. as consciousness, you’re just denying yourself.

*this does not mean passive detachment, emotional suppression, or resignation during negative circumstances. and it does not mean toxic positivity. it simply means acknowledging the reality of the moment fully without fighting against it in your mind. if you are in pain, feel it all the way. but don’t think yourself into suffering an eternal winter. winter is a season, it is meant to pass.

resistance: “this should not be happening. i should be somewhere better right now. i hate reality and this will never change unless i shift in the future. i need to find what im doing wrong. i’m going to keep thinking about ways to fix this because it makes me feel in control.”

passive detachment: "This reality doesn't matter, it's all an illusion anyway, so I don't care. i’m not going to do anything or participate because only my desired reality matters.”

toxic positivity/suppression: “I am so grateful for the horrible things happening now. i’m feeling bad emotions coming up but im going to overcorrect myself into happiness instead.”

unconditional acceptance: "This moment is here, and because it is here, I choose to be completely one with it. I accept what is and I don’t need what will be. i will do exactly what i feel called to do whether that’s walking away, changing it, sitting here with my emotions without judgement, just being etc…”

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after all, what does resisting something in the present moment do other than just create more of the same? you’re basically declaring that you’re not done with it. what you resist, persists. the things you do not prefer are here to make you more aware of what you do prefer. and because time isn’t real and there’s only now, where exactly do you think you’re pushing anything away to? there is no out there.

even memory is created in the present. it’s a perfect tool for the storytelling aspect of your experience but the past does not physically exist. it can’t. If you completely drop your memory-based identity right now, who are you? You become an open, vast, empty space of pure awareness. To the physical mind, that total freedom feels terrifying, like falling into a void. but we shifters know, the void is the place of pure potential. you get to choose where you go from there. why not just let yourself fall?

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we tend to talk about “this reality” as if it’s in a completely different place to our DRs. We can use all our energy and attention heavily dissing this reality, forgetting it’s on the same stage as our DRs. but everything you will ever experience must happen in the here and now. we are shifting through several different frames in the eternal now. the idea that there’s any connection between them to create private worlds of their own is an illusion. a great and useful illusion but an illusion all the same.

forget any ideas of seperation. Let “this reality” become an idea of expansiveness, rather than the tight definition you’ve held onto so far. An open world so wide that in this current moment it encompasses both the visible and the invisible. because the now is not your enemy, it is the present - the gift. if you want to experience one specific version of the same gift, you have to first accept the presents you’ve already received and are receiving now. if you’re gripping your 🎁 out of contempt then you’re not empty handed enough to receive something different.

there is no other reality to escape to, this right here is the magical space in which your dr lives! without here and now, there is no dr currently existing. so where else would you find it?

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Ironically, the moment you completely accept the present reality and drop the desperate need for it to change, it loses its grip on you and collapses. it’s the most natural thing you can do.

try practicing emptying yourself of your past and future (+old identity) so that the unmanifested energy organises itself to your next instruction - your DR. since your natural desire does not come from a vacuum, it is exactly what reality is meant to show. loving/accepting all that is and dispelling fear/resistance/control from your way of being is the path of least resistance to shifting, in my opinion.

happy journey 💗

Everything you perceive through your senses is received. It is a screen. You are the awareness behind the screen. Why can you not perceive yourself? Because you are the one doing the perceiving. Can a knife cut itself? Can fire burn itself? Can water wet itself? No. Who you perceive to be within the screen cannot be who you truly are.

Enjoy the screen from a higher seat. Don’t sit so close. Don’t make yourself a slave to the screen. Seeing is not believing. Believing is seeing.

If you buy into any stories of being stuck or suffering, who is truly suffering is the character, not you. You are always perfectly safe. The screen is unaffected, untouched and pristine.

You are shifting many times per second. You cannot perceive the you who’s doing that. It is you, a smarter you. You with a broader view. You cannot find that you within the screen but you are always receiving from it. There are many names: infinite intelligence, all that is, source, god, the universe, higher mind, higher self etc.

Why should this bigger you care about your journey? Because you wouldn’t be on this journey if it wasn’t received. Who taught you about shifting? Who put that desire within you? You were here to have this experience, not to give up on it because you decided the screen was the boss of you. Acknowledge the journey you’re on, validate it as the truth.

When you decide where you are and who you are, it is the truth and nothing but the truth. Assert your power as the creator and imagination will fulfil itself. Stick with your choice, let the past finish playing its momentum without resistance. Source will validate you because it is you, it will work as your mirror.

So please don’t be so focused on escaping. Please don’t feel disappointed if you wake up in what you’re perceiving to be the same place. It is never going to be the same place. Believe that. Believe even if you wake up in what you think is your OR after your method last night that everything has changed. Because it has.

It seems like the same reality but it now has the hidden depth of a rabbit hole. Wake up Alice, you’re already in Wonderland (because you are the looking glass).

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I do not chase. I do not grip.

I am.

I receive.

Hello i’m never on tumblr lol.

this was going to be a simple reminder and then it became an essay 🤪 but first paragraph below summarises…

i just feel randomly called to make a little reminder that whenever you guys do your method/ritual you don’t have to convince your critical/physical mind or even source / universe that you’re shifting (in my opinion). You are destined to shift but your physical mind has to stop resisting, that is why you might do a little ritual whether that’s meditating, visualising, affirming or other things. To let it in, not to create it. It’s already knocking on the door, no invitation needed. 💗

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That desire you have to shift (if you’re not forcing it) is not random. You received that. Everything you perceive is received. So that desire is already fulfilled or else your dr wouldn’t have been picked it up with your little mind antenna and held onto it (creating momentum). That momentum is never lost as ur awareness (ur little laser pointer) touched it through imagination, making a ripple in the water of consciousness. That ripple translated in your mind as desire, it DOES NOT ever mean lack. It means you’ve got it right here and you get to see it the moment your physical mind stops resisting

If you feel yourself working hard when you’re doing your ritual/method, please ask yourself what you’re doing that for. It’s different for everybody of course. But you’re supposed to be cupping your hands and receiving. What does gripping water ever do?

Methods are unnecessary as everyone has said a million times. But I do them sometimes because it gives my physical mind one last thing to do before it can surrender and relax into a state of receiving. If you haven’t established the belief though that it’s not your critical/physical mind that’s doing it, then you’re likely going to feel tense when you’re doing a method thinking it all depends on something as powerless as the physical mind. To me, it creates more resistance, the thing you don’t want.

Spoiler: Your physical mind has no power of its own!! There’s a projector for your experience and it is only the higher mind who has the light (AKA the power) to hit those film strips with the reality of your choosing. But with resistance you get a lens called “omg am i still in the or? is this the right way to do it? OR OR OR must escape OR” fucking up the light. If i put some red plastic in front of a white light bulb what am i gonna get? red. but is the white light from the bulb changed? did it turn off? no. then that let the red plastic go pls.

in quantum mechanics, infinite realities can occupy the exact same coordinate simultaneously, as long as they are vibrating at different speeds. when people say ur dr is right here, they’re not fucking kidding.

This is not me shitting on the physical mind. If you make an intention in your head that you fully believe in then that’s going to work for you. But this is just a REMINDER for anyone who wants it that it’s not about how skillful your mind is, it’s about how well you can just let what is already yours happen. I don’t believe in hustle spirituality. I believe in giving yourself whatever permission slip you need to stop working so hard.

I PERSONALLY find great comfort in knowing my mind is just the passenger princess lol who after a long day of narrating, translating and pointing out shit in the OR can just relax and let source drive. Let the mind retire from trying, that was never that girl’s job, k? She’s tired. She just wants to look out the window for a change but u keep making her drive and she doesn’t even have google maps. soon as the higher mind is on the drivers seat, oh look you’re at your destination in the blink of an eye.

pls let ur passenger princess rest and be still for once and shift ppl it’s so easy 😔

Higher mind / source as soon as critical mind gets out of its goddamn way - 😄💗