PHANTOM THREAD 2017, dir. Paul Thomas Anderson
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KIROKAZE
Game of Thrones Daily
Phantogram Three
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cherry valley forever
Monterey Bay Aquarium
Not today Justin
TMBGareOK. The Official They Might Be Giants tumblr
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Game Changer & Make Some Noise

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hello vonnie
YOU ARE THE REASON

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PHANTOM THREAD 2017, dir. Paul Thomas Anderson

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āshane was trying to prove to himself that he was straight by dating roseā āno, he knew he was queer, he was just trying to prove to himself that he liked womenā folks i gotta be honest i donāt think shane was thinking about his sexual identity when he dated rose, i think he was trying to prove to himself that he was Normal. like i donāt think shane was thinking of himself in terms of gay vs bisexual or even attracted to men vs attracted to women, i think he was thinking of himself in terms of Mistake Iāve Been Making With Rozanov vs Normal Acceptable Expected Behavior I Need To Get Serious About Performing. like his actual desire and attraction is so divorced from his understanding of what heās supposed to be doing as a masculine professional athlete that he doesnāt even consider whether heās attracted to rose when he dates her, or rather he avoids considering it until she forces him to. In My Opinion.
okay have we as a fandom come to any consensus on how old show!scott is? because i have thoughts
book!scott was born 1988, kip 1991 (same year as shane and ilya)
the show timeline has kip turning 26 in 2014, so show!kip was born in 1988
from this we can probably infer that show!scott was born in 1985? making him 6 years older than Shane and Ilya
however he could also be older than that. we just don't know. what are your thoughts??
ilya rozanov voice scott hunter is born before they had years. so sad :(
in the interest of fair whackings my favorite ilya flaw is his obnoxious martyr complex that is actually breathtakingly selfish and a way of avoiding intimacy to keep from getting hurt <3 there is just so much there to explore!!!
the sentence āshane obviously does not want to be in a relationship with the giving treeā just popped into my head fully formed and of course i felt the need to share
Ilyaās Iād do anything for youā and Shaneās āI donāt want that/god are you okay?ā Is so meaty to me.
It betrays such a lack of self worth but it also has him assuming negative things about Shane and how Shane perceives him. Shane doesnāt want Ilya for what he can give him and Ilya has such a difficult time internalising that it makes him resentful in his martyrdom ughhh. I love him
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Sofia Boutella and Sharleen Temple in Climax (2018) dir. Gaspar NoƩ
why can't I keep my fingers off you, baby?
I wish I didn't know it so well - Shane + Magnet
cw flashing images
i am my mother's child i'll love you 'til my breathing stops i'll love you 'til you call the cops on me
heated rivalry x writer in the dark by lorde
oh, dark day was i just someone to dominate? worthy opponent ā flint to my blade now we're playing with shadows
heated rivalry x david by lorde

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on the topic of shaneandilya vs. the centaurs media machine. i would be very very interested in like. actual professional conflict between harris + the centaurs new reputation as a gay athlete utopia and shane specifically. shane went to the sidcros school of saying a lot of words but also nothing of substance at all. nothing political. nothing personal. fun anecdotes that just reword the question he was asked. given how shane in particular is treated after being outed, that he is the one person completely ostracised by his team, there is not a universe where i feel he would tolerate his relationship or personal life being used as fluffy content for the centaurs tiktok page. harris wants to show the world shaneandilyaās loving, respectful relationship and how they support each other in the room. he wants them to reveal how they met, their favourite memories, what it was like playing against each other. maybe one of those couple guessing games. shane refuses outright and will not budge. harris asks on behalf of the queer fans, the kids in ottawa who might grow up to be drafted as centaurs in the future. shane declines again. harris, gently, tells shane that thereās nothing to be ashamed of, and the centaurs support him and ilya completely. shane asks if the centaurs will continue to support them if he refuses to be milked for viral bits. harris is perhaps thinking ā unkindly ā that shane is still repressing his sexuality, and denying his and ilyaās right to publicly love each other the way everyone deserves. he asks why shane is so reluctant to even consider it when the centaurs have been so welcoming to him and troy. shane replies well maybe thatās because when you came out as gay it wasnāt a top story on cnn, harris.
outsider POV heated rivalry fic recs
Cliff Marleau/Marlow, Hayden Pike, JJ Boiziau/Dagenais, Kip Grady, Luca Haas, Rose Landry, Scott Hunter, Svetlana Vetrova, Multiple POVs
Your Dog by @bluegrasshole [E 9K]
Did you hear about Lauretteās boy? Cliff, the oldest one. He got drafted to the Boston Raiders. Heard heās doing well for himself.
crossfire by makemegentle [E 10K]
In 2014, Ilya and Marleau went to Paris on a girl to celebrate the Stanley Cup win. Ten years later, on a balmy evening spent in the Hollander-Rozanov Ottawa home, Marleau reminisces and, courtesy of Shane and Ilya, re-enacts. Itās just a game of play pretend.
Give You All You Need by @pillow---forte [E 4K]
Before heās even realised heās doing it, Haydenās opened Shaneās text thread with Rozanov and scrolled way back. Just to check. Just to make sure thereās nothing, like, concerning. Because thatās his job as Shaneās best friend. To make sure heās OK.
Before a Fall by tyrsdayschild [T 2K]
It's almost Pride Night at the Bell Center. Shane isn't happy about it.
nothing makes me feel as good by @bitterbloodyorange [T 4K]
Shane had poured everything into his team (possessively: it wasĀ hisĀ team) and he asked them to give it back that day, so they delivered. When Shane smiled at them afterwards, it felt like love.
predator instinct by @elumish [T 2K]
Kip likes Hunterās teammates more than he expected to, which is to say not all that much. Some of them are goodāsome of them are greatāsome of them are terrible, and a lot of them just have no idea how to talk to a queer person.
tom cat by guarddog [T 2K]
Luca has a crush. Shane gets territorial.
Gossip Girl by @northisnotup [M 6K]
Coming out to the Pikes was not the plan for the evening. It wasn't even in the top 10 list. And yet, here Shane is, sitting on their living room floor, having fought Rose Landry to get his phone back, and making a Face. He knows he is making a face, he can feel his forehead scrunching and his jaw aching and he can do nothing about it except wait forā "So who's Lily?!"
clouds in my coffee by walkingthroughwindows [T 7K]
A scandal breaks. Rose drives to Ottawa, to be not-alone.
the border by @agoodsoldier [T 2K]
Scott Hunter sees himself in Shane Hollander. Many years later, he sees Shane Hollander outed publicly on the internet.
respectability politics by @shanesmouth [E 3K]
Ilya didnāt go to the cottage, and he's feeling pretty Byronic about it. Scott Hunterā¦really does not have that context.
Rook by @catalpa-waltz [M 2K]
Scott felt it ā a cold hard tug under his left ribs, a powerful ache of familiarity. It had been a long time since heād seen so much of himself in the new crop of players, who seemed to get younger and younger every year. But Hollander wasnāt much like his peers. Scott couldnāt decide if he was more or less mature than the rest of them, but whatever he was, he was different. Marked. It gave him the look of a decidedly soft target.
salvage by brokebackmountain2005 [E 3K]
Scott takes Ilya Rozanov to the winnerās room.
#noticing by @theburialofstrawberries [T 3K]
The first thing Svetlana notices as sheās being introduced to the First Couple of North America is that Rose Landry has great style.
a new orbit by walkingthroughwindows [M 6K]
Svetlana quits her job. She can't quite explain why.
that's great, it starts with an earthquake by @trippedlaces [T 6K]
Across the NHL, five players wake up to the news of the FanMail video. There are a lot of group chats, some bad advice, a team who just wants to find their captain, a misunderstanding about how a green screen works and the kind of life-changing news that's too big to be watched on a small screen.
I may be bad (but I'm perfectly good at it) by @gurlsrool [M 6K]
5 times someone's shocked to learn that Shane's a little freaky, +1 time someone isn't.
saturday night & the rest of your life by @eemolu [T 2K]
Ilya Rozanov and the gay magazine profile he so dearly deserves.
Moonlight (2016)
Director: Barry Jenkins Cinematography: James Laxton Production Design: Hannah Beachler Art Direction: Mabel Barba
watching moonlight (2016) with a shane hollander lens and its just. You are picked out as something different before you can even begin to understand yourself. Everyone has an idea of what it means to be a man but you are only just figuring out what it means to be a person, to be a son. There is something that you desire that you have to bury within yourself, that no one is ever allowed to know. There is someone by your side, who is turning himself into your mirror into a shield into a soft place to land. Your body grows into a shape that you cannot keep up with, that you can hide behind. You can build yourself into the idea of a man that everyone wants, but it wonāt safe you from your desire. Your mom loves you but she cannot save you. You will spend your whole life holding your breath. You know that when they find out, when they learn to know what they already know, what they have known forever, you will never be welcome again. You will learn to know that there are people waiting for you regardless. That you have a friend, a person who hears a song and thinks of you. Who makes fun of your car and the way you dress. Who will be the first man who ever touches you. Who knows how to cradle you to his chest.
"You the only man that's ever touched me. You're the only one. I haven't really touched anyone since." - Black
|Moonlight - 2016|

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i wish i had the words to string this thought together more cogently but since i donāt
moonlight (2016) š¤ å»åØä½ åæåŗēåå your name engraved herein (2020)
both being queer semi-autobiographical coming of age stories set around the 1980sā1990s where the storiesā endings serve as closure, as wish fulfillment, as speculation, as a plea for others in future generations to experience the reunions they themselves never got to have
MOONLIGHT (dir. Barry Jenkins, 2016)