Eitan | 29 | they/he | currently in the process of dying mad about it, itās just a long process | Zionist to Some, Non-Zionist to others, 100% against your ignorance
I donāt think I should have to have encyclopedic knowledge of Jewish-related history and politics to be able to exist as a Jewish person. Iām tired of having to have sources for why I deserve to live
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
ā Live Streamingā Interactive Chatā Private Showsā HD Qualityā Free Actions
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
Grammy, Emmy, Oscar, and Tony award-winner @barbrastreisand started out with nothing. No money, no encouragement, no real direction. But sheād find opportunities and take them with gusto, until her big moment finally came. And when it did, she owned it with strategy and confidence that allowed her to build her empire, brick by brick.
jewstalkjustice
The Barbara Walters Special with Barbara Streisand was aired September 13, 1985.
āItās very important for me to be who I am, and I am Jewish.ā
Thinking about that one jumblr post from years ago about how A Series of a Unfortunate Events is such a Jewish story and wishing I could find it because the idea of the Baudelaires being constantly gaslit about Count Olafās identity while in disguise as an allegory to Jews being constantly gaslit about antisemitism is on rotation in my brain like a rotisserie chicken
Jews pointing out antisemitism and non-Jews saying itās not/itās just criticism/etc. is literally Jews as the Baudelaire orphans going āthatās Count Olaf in a disguise!ā And non-Jews as Mr. Poe, et al. going āThatās not Count Olaf, thatās sailboat real estate agent Captain Sham, obviously. Honestly orphans, you think everything is Count Olaf.ā
You hear the quote "they move millions in dark money to preserve their power and turn us against each other" and think it's from Nazi Germany or the KKK, but no! It's mayor of the most Jewish city in the diaspora Zohran Mamdani!
It occurred to me that, besides the invoking (intentionally or not) antisemitic tropes, fundamentally what Mamdani was saying was that he didn't think people who disagreed with him politically should be able to fundraise and donate money to a political cause of their choice. That because they disagreed with him (and because he stood for Truth and Justice) their political activism should be viewed as suspect and as fundamentally evil. And fuck that shit! I don't agree with AIPAC, but Mamdani's argument is fundamentally undemocratic, so fuck him.
What's the over/under on Mamdani reposting a political cartoon of a giant world-spanning octopus with a hooked nose and a kippah labelled "AIPAC" within the next month, and his supporters trying to claim there's nothing antisemitic about that and "tentacles are a common symbol for control" or some other mental gymnastics about a meme that's lifted completely unmodified from Nazi propaganda posters except for changing the name?
Why go outside to the nazi or soviet antizionists when he can just source a Molly Crabapple original and say it's by an approved Yevsek "Jew" who wrote a shite book about the Bund.
See this is a hair too obvious
But something from Crabapple's "Occupy" era? When she was kicking it with Taibbi and White supremacist Weev? Great! Brave!
From vampire squids to monster octopuses, a visual history of comparing corporate America to cephalopods.
Oh and apparently doxxing communists. Great
she spent months lionizing and valorizing weev, even though it was as clear as day that the guy was a white supremacist fascist. as a consequence of her efforts and those of others, the guy actually became an icon within the set of scenester activists and media professionals she and her ilk associate with, the centrepiece of a string of cool kid parties thrown in hipster venues around his court schedule, at which they snapped selfies with each other and bragged about their proximity to him. they were constantly running apologia for his disgraceful antisemitic, racist internet posts, in which he fantasized about and incited, e.g. sexual violence against jewish women, on the basis that he was being "a troll" - it was all just "irony", they said. you just don't "get" it. when eventually the internet at large caught on that the guy was a nazi - the prison swastika tatt seems to have done it - she downplayed her role in promoting him, incited her fans against anyone calling her on it, and then slinked off and moved on.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
ā Live Streamingā Interactive Chatā Private Showsā HD Qualityā Free Actions
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
The amount of people calling Scott Weiner an "AIPAC centrist" when he takes literally zero money from them should tell you exactly what people mean when they talk about AIPAC. It should tell you exactly what Mamdani meant.
Don't turn away from this, and don't for a minute think that your behavior doesn't imply your agreement with that last guy, because as Palestine has become the omnicause of the American left to the point of ceding to fascism in our own country, the number of people I've seen mention Congo or Sudan or Haiti is minuscule. I no longer talk about the situation in those places on social media because the silence when I have posted was deafening.
The word genocide stays in your daily vocabulary but you didn't apply it to el-Fasher. As the aid community has begged for help for years, years,and now today has sent an open letter pleading with the United Nations for international intervention to prevent a repeat of el-Fasher in el-Obeid which is under threat of imminent RSF siege, you probably don't even know what country I'm talking about.
the thing that upsets me most about the footage of Sen Scott Wiener being run out of the SF Trans march is nobody stood up for him.
you can see moments where they pass people who look up and see whatās happening but then just ignore it and go about their business.
thereās something viscerally terrifying about seeing masked people following a Jew to hurl abuse at him, and having to wonder if the next time I see footage like that, it wonāt end with a rope and a tree.
one could hope if it escalated that far someone would finally do something, but I donāt have any confidence that they would.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
ā Live Streamingā Interactive Chatā Private Showsā HD Qualityā Free Actions
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
You know how leading up to the World Cup everyone was line āoh no evil America with evil Americans who hate soccer and love guns and fascismā and then thousands and thousands of people from all over the world were posting constant updates about how Americans are nice actually and the media led them to believe complete falsehoods about America and Americans.
Call me a glutton for punishment but I still consume some of my older left media diet despite the clear infestation of antisemitic rhetoric, arguments and understanding of the world even among ethnically Jewish content creators. Perhaps it comes from a wishfulness for the future, for the past or out of a concern for things I may have to refute.
So I found the most recent episode of The Ezra Klein Show featuring Chris Rufo, interesting. Iām not through all of it, but around 3/4ths and considering Klein called the ADL not a left leaning organization anymore (I consider it center-left) I donāt think Iām going to get a lot of self-reflective analysis of antisemitism on the left.
Discussions on Antisemitism across the political spectrum as it pertains to this episode below the cut!
Intro, Antisemitism and the Right Wing
So Iām not going to do a play by play of the whole episode (itās 2 hours and would spawn a behemoth essay), so I want to focus on one part of the episode.
Klein and Rufo are both establishment voices. They have some unsurprising disagreements on policy and rhetoric.
However there is an argument that Klein makes with Rufo that Rufo doesnāt engage with (rather denies outright) that basically boils down to: the right underestimates and underestimated the hate and forces it unleashed that it utilized to win elections.
I completely agree with Klein here. Rufo argues that the rightās most conspiratorial, frothing at the mouth antisemites & racists past & present (Duke, Fuentes, Owens, Fishback, Carlson) are not actually supported by the Right wing American establishment. Rather, they are the fringes are mere entertainment or entry points to get people engaged with politics.
Klein counters that these individuals often get explicit backing from right wing leaders (Trump, Vance, etc.) and can in fact change the minds of people in a way they arenāt anticipating. Itās the fact they are creating this environment of hate and discrimination thatās here and real. That this fringe of the party isnāt the fringe, its intellectual products travel from the fringe -> far right -> media personalities -> Trump. They arenāt able to control or mitigate the level of hatred and bigotry that emerges. The movement of ideas is constant and decentralized. It changes the base and the party as well as its orbiting organizations change to meet that base, see the heritage foundation.
This in turn, explicitly creates antisemitic beliefs and actions that Klein does call out: Israel killed Charlie Kirk, the great replacement, etc.
But letās take Kleinās argument, and turn it back to the left for a moment. Rufo attempts to do so as a cynical defense, but the points Klein concedes (there were too many āwhite man badā policies, canceling went too far) make no purchase for me.
I donāt agree with them because the research doesnāt show this. Where are the large scale numbers of white men who lost their jobs and positions during the Obama to Early Trump years? The better critique is one based on antisemitism.
Rufo fails to bring a true discussion of antisemitism because he doesnāt understand it and isnāt Jewish. In fact he seems to think that these current right wing antisemites will just āfizzle outā of the party. Klein calls that view āoptimisticā in a joking manner, obviously well aware of the rightās historic inability to ever truly remove this antisemitic kernel at the heart of their beliefs.
Itās a shame he canāt stretch his analysis back over to address our own side with his own analysis.
The Left & Antisemitism
This is what I want to provide perspective on. Let us remind ourselves first of Kleinās central point and message he is sussing out of Rufo. Itās that Rufoās success as an activist and the right more over has unleashed powers of hatred beyond their ken. Weāre supposed to glean: the right underestimates and underestimated the racist/antisemitic hate and forces it unleashed that it utilized to win elections
Most here on Tumblr likely agree with this, most people left of the American center would agree. Iād go as so far to say center right figures see this as well. I would also say that it feels to me that the left has gotten jealous of exactly this populist playbook.
Who among us has heard calls for a āJoe Roganā of the left? Who among hasnāt seen that realized not only in Hasan Piker, but among the greater left American media ecosystem? Just like how you have political figures like Fishburn emerging in an extremely red area, is it surprising that you see figures like the āMamdani clusterā candidates in New York and other deep blue areas. What is rapidly emerging to me is that the left underestimates and underestimated the antisemitic hate and forces it unleashed that it utilized to win elections
What is my evidence for these claims? Klein provided Rufo with some, so itās only reasonable that I brought my own. (Itās also worth noting that I am not positioning this claim to say there havenāt been actions taken against pro-Palestinian activists under a false justification of antisemitism, but the fact that I have to get that out of the way illuminates the inherent suspicion of antisemitismās validity often not brought forth for other bigotries.)
First, we can observe from the justice statistics that antisemitism is on the rise in the US. This is absolutely undeniable, we have my own anecdotal experience (that Iāve documented on this blog) but there are more widely publicized, deadlier instances: outside peace events, at peopleās homes, in the streets, at protests. We see red triangles, we see swastikas, we see antisemitic caricatures. This is in front of our eyes. They are not solely coming from people like Fuentes, this is at left leaning marches.
Second, we see explicitly antisemitic rhetoric emerging from the fringes and moving toward the center. If we consider opinions coming from Hasan Piker our fringe (Jews are inbred, Israel is a settlercolonialapartheidfascistethnostate, Jews are oppressors, the ZOG) we can see them mirrored in people closer to the mainstream, even Jewish officials like Sanders and Lander, but in particular goyishe ones like AOC, Khanna, Tlaib, Omar, Mamdani and others. When we hear things like: AIPAC dark money, organ theft, 80 years of genocide, trained rape dogs, and more⦠how is that any different than the right? There have been too many times where it has become impossible to separate the two. Anecdotally, how many TikToks speak to the experience of an Antizionist agreed in lock step with antisemites only to eventually find out they were getting chummy with a Nazi?
Third, this rhetoric is translating into some electoral success. Notably in the bluest, richest, whitest districts, but a win is still a win. A win is still power that is in the hands of people who have used antisemitic dog whistles and populist tactics to emerge over more moderate incumbents. It is now that we officially have our Trump-esque pipeline as words emerge from Hasan Piker, then get prettied up by Mamdaniās charisma.
Now we are at the same place republicans are, where the democrats are increasingly arenāt able to control or mitigate the level of hatred and bigotry that emerges.
For me this moment is best exemplified with the treatment of Schumer and Wiener. Two left politicians, from the center to the farther left respectively. One has establishment views and the other has said everything that other goyishe left voices have said on Palestine. Both are still held to a unique standard just for being Jewish.
Enough that Wiener, despite having notable LGBTQ legislation, gay himself and saying all the right things: was run out of a California pride event.
When people who are on your side in every conceivable way, benefitted you directly, are members of your queer community⦠but you still havenāt had enough out of him? I guess thatās just one more Jew who ran out of pockets to turn out.
So this is where we are now, our tea party moment. Where weāve now decided itās worth entering into the rightās own game, all it cost the left was just a few percentage points of people, right?
Conclusion
Look Iām not here to be in the business of saying that āeveryone is antisemiticā, but I am in the business of pointing out the bar that weāre sitting at.
Once upon a time a story has been passed around about how you canāt let Nazis get a foothold in a bar, because it becomes a Nazi bar. It regularly still makes the rounds.
Itās easy to point over to the bar across the street, who changed their name to Grand Old Iron Cross or some shit snappier than GOP, and accost its owners. And yes, it should be done. I am doing it now.
But itās much harder to accept that yes, we have Nazis at our bar too. And yes, those Nazis are now kicking out your fellows. And sure⦠they werenāt your favorites right? Maybe a few were annoying, a few were problematic. And the bar is going great right?
All Iām saying is that while weāre out crusading against the evil without, itās about time we start to reckon with the evil within.
After almost a decade on this site, I found another Tumblr user in the wild. I stopped to tie my shoe with rainbow laces this morning outside the silversmith at Colonial Williamsburg, and I heard it.
āI like your shoelaces.ā
Oh. Oh no.
I responded the only way I could. āThanks.ā And then I reluctantly added, āI stole them from the presidentā¦and if that makes sense to you, Iām very sorry.ā
The poor man, in full Colonial dress, stared at me for a long moment. And then burst into laughter. And said, āI havenāt thought about that in YEARS and this has never happened to me before.ā
The marchās organizers criticized the state senatorās āchoices throughout his political career.ā
This is a pathetic response and an incredibly telling one.
This is just another place and group that has no problem reaping the benefits of the hard work Jews do, but every problem with the Jew itself.
We are allowed to exist in a limited way and so as we are useful. Once that is done we may not.
Once we have been wrung dry we are discarded.
I think about Harvey Milk ×¢×“× and I truly believe that if he were alive he would get the exact same treatment. Because all that matters is that he is a Jew.
I once watched a girl in the produce aisle pick up a bushel of bananas that were precariously perched on the edge and move them farther back and under her breath she said āthere you go sweeties - that will be more comfortableā before shuffling off and⦠I think about her often.
I was driving on the highway and passed a dude absolutely JAMMING alone in his car, doing those little half dance moves you do when youāre stuck sitting down in a small space, bellowing unheard lyrics at the top of his lungs, and my instant reaction was to think āI love you.ā And then to pray he had a good day, or whatever, because those fleeting moments of connection are so incredible.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
ā Live Streamingā Interactive Chatā Private Showsā HD Qualityā Free Actions
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
i thought my laptop was on its last leg because it was running at six billion degrees and using 100% disk space at all times and then i turned off shadows and some other windows effects and it was immediately cured. i just did the same to my roommate's computer and its performance issues were also immediately cured. okay. i guess.
so i guess if you have creaky freezy windows 10/11 try searching "advanced system settings", go to performance settings, and uncheck "show shadows under windows" and anything else you don't want. hope that helps someone else.
hey this is apparently helping a lot of people! adding that on top of this you can also go to settings > personalization > colors and turn off transparency to also boost performance. this wasn't the Big Fix for me but might as well do that too if you're trying to optimize.
Ok I know we joke about this but I just went to the settings and first clicked "adjust for best performance" and then re-checked only 1 box:
"Smooth edges of screen fonts"
My computer was running hot before I turned everything off; the office I'm in is very warm, I could feel the heat of my CPU through the keyboard. The fans were going, not as loud as they usually get, but they were still blasting.
Y'all.
I can barely feel the warmth through the keyboard now. It's been like 2 minutes. The fan is nearly silent.
Click the Windows key and start typing "System settings", and "View Advanced system settings" will pop up. Then click "Settings" under Performance:
Then you'll see this:
TURN IT ALL OFF.
I turned "Show window contents while dragging" and then turned that off again. It's up to you.
The second best thing you can do for a Win10 computer is turn off whatever unnecessary services it's decided it needs to run in the background always. Some services it does need, but others are useless. Here's an article that goes into step by steps.
10AppsManager lets you uninstall bloatware. Winaero Tweaker lets you disable crap like Cortana/Copilot, ads, telemetry, internet search results when you search from the taskbar, and all kinds of other stuff, plus it gives you lots of other little options that are just nice to have (like, it can restore the old MS Paint program in place of Paint 3D). Both are totally free.
Oh, and check your startup programs in the Task Manager tab to make sure your computer isn't automatically starting eight million programs every time it boots. But I think people mostly know about that. (Unless this is me going "they only know one or two feldspars... and quartz of course.")
The first best thing you can do for a Windows computer is install Linux Mint. But some of us do need a few pesky Windows-specific programs. Bleh. Still, if you're up for a project, you can have both (and it's awesome). Here's an article about setting up a dual boot Windows/Mint system.
tzedek tzedek tirdof @leunusualsuspect - Tumblr Blog | Tumlook