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Please read this.

Welcome to my blog, my name is Apollo and I am a perisex (not intersex) transneumasc agender dude that goes by he/it/xe/they pronouns.

You might know me from previous blogs like I-exist-mofos, ApolloTheSpaceTrans, or apollo-the-crazy. I have deactivated my Tumblr accounts a few times due to intense panic.

Due to trauma and mental illness, I have done some pretty terrible wacky shit, and I am making active efforts to try and better myself and stop using it as an excuse for being a dickass.

I made this blog to just goof off and have a safe space for myself and others.

DNI:

(you will be blocked instantly if you fit any of these)

- Basic DNI

- xenophobes (yes, even towards Americans.)

- people who make jokes about school shootings and shit like that (I've done that before but I know better now, it's not dark humour it's just a dick move.)

- anti (educated) self diagnosis

- Anti Xenogenders

- Xenosatanists

- Radqueers

- Safequeers

- Pro contact paras (I have intrusive thoughts and I hate it please stay away from my blog)

- Under 13s (sorry kids)

- please do not interact if I am in your DNI. (If I accidentally interact with you and I am in your DNI please just block me. I try my best to follow DNI lists but I can misunderstand things sometimes and may reblog things on my dash without looking at the blog first.)

- 'is he acoustic?, Nah, he's restarted' (you know who you are you ableist fucks)

- Those who believe in *insert cluster B disorder* abuse

- people who romanticise disorders

- Pro Trump

- Pro ICE

- Support gen AI use (yes, even if it's 'for fun')

- people who write / draw shota or loli or child x adult ships. I am mostly neutral on shipcourse but that specifically gives me the mega icks so please just stay away from me. Some of it is also classed as CSAM (child sex abuse material) so... (I am alright with relationships that are between an adult and another one that they knew as a child whilst being an adult, that's ok, but if one of them's still a child whilst they're getting it on (romantically OR sexually) then that is a big NOPE!)

- people that condone irl incest

- people that make rape headcanons. Not talking about the ones like 'x character has rape trauma', that's fine, I'm taking about those disgusting headcanons often made by dark shippers. You probably already know what I'm talking about.

- people that post untagged forcefem, incest ships, or vent posts. Tagged is fine, but if I can't filter it out, then please, with all due respect, stay away from this blog so that I don't need to see it. No shade, it just makes me really uncomfortable.

Thin ice:

(you will not be blocked, as long as you're careful)

- 18+, just don't be creepy

- people who ship incest (NOT CHILD X ADULT) or complicated dynamics (AGAIN! NOT CHILD X ADULT!). I don't give a fuck what fiction you enjoy as long as you don't do shota or loli or anything freakalicious in real life and tag your stuff with the proper tags so that people can avoid it if they don't wanna see it.

This account is:

- a complete shit show lol

- pro Palestine, Congo, Sudan, Ukraine, any country going through problematic shit.

- mostly neutral on syscourse, don't really give much of a fuck tbh

- pro feminism (NOT THE RADICAL KIND!)

- anti TERF

- pro reclaiming slurs that are yours to use

- pro good faith identities (if you don't support them pls fuck right off!)

- mostly neutral on shipcourse

- ran by a minor who is in fandoms for some adult media (eg. Hazbin Hotel, Date Everything, Obey Me) if this makes you uncomfortable, please feel free to block me. I am well aware of the contents of what I am engaging with, please do not send me messages saying that I should not be in these fandoms, I know damn well that the media is 18+ and have the capacity to understand what is going on in said media, please leave me alone. (I DO NOT SUPPORT VIVZIEPOP!)

I do not define myself as 'anti-ship' not 'pro-ship'. Fiction can affect reality, and it is important to make sure that you tag stuff properly and do not fetishise shit such as children, animals that do not pass the harkness test, or dead people. However, I do also believe that shipping clusters of pixels that are supposedly siblings is not a punishable offence, neither is writing smutty fanfics with certain toxic power dynamics (between adults). Again, just make sure that you trigger tag your stuff properly (e.g, incest, cannabalism, noncon, etc.) and DO NOT BREAK PEOPLE'S DNIS I SWEAR TO FUCK!! People have boundaries for a reason! Behave!

OP does not personally ship incest, however it does ship characters with certain complicated dynamics that others may find uncomfortable (i.e Dialuci, DiaBarb, SoloDeus, Huskerdust, etc.) if this makes you uncomfortable, feel free to block, I will not take it personally.

Also btw I love DMs please message me I love talking to the funky peoples in my mobile device! (Anyone over 13 can message me but please remember that I am 16 so don't be weird towards me)

Tag key

#Apollo talks - me talking about random shit

#Apollo does important shit - basically last tag but serious

#Apollo reblogs things - reblogs

#Apollo responds - answering asks

#Apollo does stupid shit - miscellaneous shite that doesn't fit in any other category

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Have fun in this weird and whacky place