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Warning!! This post is long as fuck!! And yes, it is about the dearest moot of all my life!! If you're annoyed by any of these things, don't look under the cut, and, uhh... leave a note!!! Thank you!! <3
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Uhh putting my relationships in homestuck chara ter terms
me and my mom
me - rose
mom - porrim
shes not the best mother in the world, but she tries.
she likes feminism a bunch.
i for one dont interact with her often. But i do love her
Me and my dad
me- jane
Dad - bro
i usually grow quiet when he starts speaking.
i dont even dare to talk back or thats gonna set him off
i try to tread carefully with my words, if i crack a joke that doesnt seem well for him he gets angry or either threatens me
We arent that healthy.
Me and my sister
me - dave
sister - jade
shes a radiant ball of just sunshine and rainbows
i for one- wish i interact with her more
shes usually walking into my room, looking at my computer or just talking
i wish i wasnt so easily annoyed
Me and my friend(s)
me and X
me - Karkat
X - Sollux
we argue dumb stuff a LOT
i always end up being wrongπ
they also care for me a bunch, no matter what it is
it's mutual care and we're really healthy so thats a good thing.
Me and K
Me - Dirk
K - Jake
i believe i have some destructive things abt me when it comes to me and him.
i dislike it, i sometimes dont enjoy being friends with them considering our history of arguments or the lack of care i get
half of the time idc abt them if they have problems
okay, deal with it
i wish it was over, but i cant seem to let them go half the time.
Me and A
me - vriska
A - Eridan
i fucking hate them and i hope they hate me too
im so fucking glad i blocked their number and in moving to a new school
They fucking sucked to hang around
and they hang with K, so thats a evil duo right there!!!!!!!
people might not take this serious
But like
im never taken seriously anyways ssooooo
Bye
would you still like me if I was radqueer, hypersexual, and proship?
And would you still like me if I was mentally ill... :(?
I can't fucking use BlueSky anymore thanks to this dumbass state and age verification. No, I am NOT giving anyone online my id or the last digits of my SSN, this is bullshit and I hate it.
what if all my friends think im ugly. i think that would be worse than if they all secretly hated me. which they also do. im sure of it. i just can't prove it yet... hmm..... takes out my bigass magnifying glass and starts looking for clues hmmmmm yes.... oh im gonna crack this thing wide open.....
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quick vent
i know its not right to do things just for a man, but the panic i felt at that moment was so intense that its the only thing driving me right now to improve for my own sake. i never want to feel that way again.
a few days ago i saw a guy i used to really like and talk to though things ended very badly between us. i still feel terrible because i didn't expect to see him in person again after so much time. he didn't spot me, which im glad about, but idk what id have done if he had... i looked awful that day, i even remember feeling like crying.
Tw small vent
fucckkk i need to keep writing shit before I slip back into old habits I've gone a whole mouth without doing.... Plssss don't make me get back into the hole I'm doing so good
I don't usually post about this stuff on my main, but everything is so foggy all the time, ghhh. I think the depersonalisation/derealisation is getting worse for for some reasok? It's not distressing as much as it's annoying. I can take it lightly, I can joke about it, but I'm just. Tired. I want to feel something more than jusr this.
