merc :3

ok northies this is it. these last five days to the solstice are a motherfucker. everything feels dark and hopeless because the sun's fucked off. but you MUST. i cannot stress enough you MUST hang on until the 21st. the light will come back

Do you think the humble maaliini buss got flustered when it got squished between the two tall and dark Luxexpress Superior buses?

i think it's funny how 'arm' in estonian means both 'love' and 'scar'. the joke writes itself truly some of the finest r/im14andthisisdeep shit

You can have harmful beliefs and harmful impulses and harmful urges and not be evil. You can make yourself aware that these things are harmful and take steps to correct yourself and not be evil. You can walk around with the urge to kick puppies all goddamn day and as long as you are capable of redirecting that impulse to something benign then it doesn’t matter. I don’t know how else to say this

Also you're allowed to exist and relax and be kind to yourself no matter what your brain is shouting about. You don't need to punish yourself for having 'bad' thoughts/feelings/impulses; you can choose a healthier outlet. Drink some cold water, punch a pillow, go for a walk, draw/scribble something, journal... even if you feel like you don't deserve it in the moment. Practice working with your brain.