all the softest colors god has made

maybe i need to quit my job and take up ceramics

if only everything in my life could magically get better without me having to put in effort

my dad says quit your job i say well i was thinking of doing it sometime toward the end of this year anyway. i cant do it right now (to help eliminate any potential rumors #iknowmycoworkers) so i have to wait at least a little while (probably at least end of summer if i can manage that long) but in the meantime i have to actually look for jobs. i guess i could always not look for a job and just plan to be unemployed for a while but that feels irresponsible on some level even if its what's better for me and also i genuinely dont know how to get a job it's so scary out there. i only got this job because i walked in at the right time and my old general manager was like a hack who interviewed me on the spot and asked me like 3 questions and told me to turn up tuesday . people have been telling me to quit since 2024 btw and i was never really ready to leave because where the fuck else would i go

work was bad today but at least my cat loves me (has come to hang out with me in bed FOUR times today...)

the fun thing about playing icewind dale dnd is that i often have the opportunity to segue into random polar facts. today i got to inform the table about how cherry got frozen into his clothing at the wrong angle and had to haul for 4 hours like that and the resulting conversation from that led to one of the other players opening up worst journey on project gutenberg and being charmed by the opening paragraph so i think im winning