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I was diagnosed with bpd and now they are going to diagnose me with adhd 😩😩😩😩😩

I just overdosed on antidepressants and my stepfather is helping me. I don't know if I should tell my psychologist and psychiatrist, if I tell them, they will admit me...

I don't understand pwbpd who have partners and are in love, how do they maintain long-term love? I can't "love" someone for more than two months, I always end up devaluing them, I don't feel real love, I only feel sexual attraction and obsession, but not love.

I smoked weed and suddenly the voices in my head disappeared, I felt normal.

I'm the bad person again, I end up making someone feel bad, disappointed and rejected because of my attachment problems and the guilt is invading my body. Once again I ended up making someone fall in love with me, but I already devalued him...I don't know how to love, I don't know how to feel love.

I started watching Bojack Horseman and discovered that they were based on me to create a serie.

I love smoking menthol cigarettes and feeling how my lungs are burning, I love feeling how my body is damaged and slowly dying, I like this form of slow suicide

Am I the only one who uses hot bath water to self-harm?

I hate when pwbpd demonize pwnpd, YOU ARE ALSO FROM CLUSTER B, YOU EVEN SHARE CERTAIN PERSONALITY TRAITS.

I became SO depressed and dissociated that I felt like my body was slowly shutting down, I felt tiny, I felt like the world was getting bigger and I was getting smaller and smaller while my body was shutting down, my arms and legs were losing strength and my stomach closed, as if my soul had left my body, I felt like I was about to die.