IDFK

god it would be awesome if the human brain could just ignore an upsetting thing instead of constantly wandering back to it for no fucking reason

you ever be so stressed and you look in the mirror and you’re like wow ok great I’m ugly too

it's really gross how you can be self aware enough to know what's going on in your head but you can't actually stop it from happening. i need to grab it like a pigeon that got stuck in a house and throw it out the window. be free

They should invent a form of existence that isn't just an endless loop of waking up and feeling misunderstood and alone

i just dont want it to feel like this anymore

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

i’m doing really well for someone who goes through the five stages of grief every day

sorry i cant talk rn im busy thinking about how i should have done everything differently

imagine hating me and im just in my room straight up sobbing

depressed in my room pumping out those 0-noters like its 2017

when you’re laying in your bed crying and wondering when the pain and fear will stop and suddenly you’re 14 years old again and wondering why everyone you love hurts you and uses you and leaves you and why you aren’t good enough

somewhere between idgaf and vomiting from anxiety

i think i accidentally break my own heart a lot

10 am faded as fuck going "am i unwanted"