i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

"whats your 5 year plan?" buddy I nearly go insane thinking about what I should have for dinner

and suddenly, again, I feel really tired, as if the world is draining me of everything i ever had

People think I overreact, but they don’t understand that even silence feels like abandonment when you’ve been left too many times.

when the "i don’t need anyone anyway“ act wears off and all i want is for someone to hold me in their arms and tell me their biggest fear is losing me.

I'm slowly going insane, there something wrong with my fucking mental state

my suicidal ideations are slowly growing onto me

I can't be a giver anymore. I want to be loved, nourished, taken care of, spoiled & prioritized. Not just by words, but by actions too.

I hate having an internal monologue. Girl shut the fuck up.