💃✨Nyx✨💃

While Cas likes sitting on Dean's lap

think other angels can hear it or just cas?

"Come on, Cas, get your fine feathered ass down here. I'm really lonely and could use some company to keep me warm haha wink wink"

Cas avoiding eye contact with the other angels he's in a meeting with, trying to come up with an excuse to visit the righteous man under his charge

"... Dean may be hurt. I should go help him"

"oohhh ahh angel~ I know you can hear me. Come over, sweetheart and help me out"

Cas is making sure Dean sleeps

he doesn't need to touch his face to do all that

Like would go smackdown WWE John Cena his ass while Bobby watches at the side with beer in his hand telling Cas to go for his balls or something

I honestly need more fics of it like there's not much of it mann I love those

Now see, I have a different take on this

I never really thought of Cas as a fully physically violent person. Yes he fights and he's been to war, and he totally wants tosmack both Sam and Dean upside the head, but personally

I think he enjoys psychological warfare

So riddle me this, Anon

Would you rather get your ass kicked in heaven once by the gay angel that your sons keep bringing up

Or

Have to sit with said gay angel and your wife as he solemnly regales the trauma, hardships, and pain your sons have endured due to your neglect and single minded drive for revenge

To sit there and listen as he unloads this information onto YOUR WIFE, who slowly starts to grip her mug of coffee tighter the more she hears about the things neither Sam nor Dean have told her about John's treatment

To live forever in heaven knowing your wife will never forgive you for giving your sons the life she ran away from for you. Both of you now eternally sitting in this regret after DECADES of being apart and finally being together again

Castiel is a petty bitch

Naughty boys get punished

Imagine all these little things pile up and it clicks for Dean why the weight on his shoulders has always been lighter since Cas came around

All this time, the angel on his shoulder never answered his prayers for victory or safety, but had answered his prayers for peace in little moments of life. The prayers for small comforts, for things to be easier in small ways that could change the course of Dean's entire day

and when Cas is weak, is more human than angel, Dean returns the favor in his own little gestures

A shoulder to lean on, an ear to listen, a late night of company. An unashamed smile here and there that always seems to brighten Cas' day for reasons Dean has yet to let himself think about. He makes Cas happy, shows Cas the little juvenile joys of being human, of being here on earth with them. He reminds Cas, in his own way, that he wants his company

Big gestures of love tell the world you care

When has Chuck ever told the full truth if it wasn't to benefit himself?

Because let me tell you a theory

Chuck knew full well that Cas was going to die, one way or another

Telling Dean that this Cas, this singular Castiel in this timeline was the only one to rebel against him, to stray and fall, means that no other Castiels that have ever existed have felt ANYTHING for Sam or Dean

Only this one

And this one dies because of them

Because of Dean

My theory is that Chuck knew this, knew how suicidal Dean became when Cas wasn't around, and if anything else, if he died, he will have one thing over them

and that is the belief that THIS Castiel will be the only one who has loved Dean. One being in all creation who could love him

and that he will die because of that love