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Finally started with statistics, I am so lost and is so much info and so many formulas.

Had one exam today, and will have another one in two days. The problem is that this one was shit - like, very much worse than I expected, and I put all my cards into this one bc I thought I had the most chances with it.

So I gotta cram a whole semester tomorrow for the other class, WHILST knowing I fucked this one up; so I'm gonna fail both of them, probably. I don't even want to think about that.

[ 18th june, 2026 • day 45/80 ]

studying with company today

-> calc3 worksheet 3 (exercises: 3, 4a-b, 5a-c, 6a-d although c-d aren’t correct i’m doing sth wrong but haven’t been able to figure it out)

🎧 Yellow, by Coldplay

19.06 pt.2 // YES, thank you, please tell me more about collapse and anarchitecture and unworlding and the politics of repair and desire!!!

[23.06.26, tuesday]

Had such a stressing day at work, yesterday they gave me a project that would normally take at least two weeks (having the right materials, which they didnt give me mind you) that needed to be done by friday morning :D I'm the least confrontational person ever, but ended up in a call with higher ups because it literally couldn't be done. I'm very lucky that my supervisor is great and stands up for me, but god I was stressed.

So, had a very well deserved nap afterwards, and did some studying. Revised a bit for my lesson tomorrow, watched some youtube and read another children's book. I gave up with the one in the photo, is definitely not my level and it uses vocabulary that's not day to day at all, since it's set in the past. Don't think I'll need to know horse-drawn carriage in the near future tbh

-> Revised grammar, the conditional

-> 20 mins reading

Does anyone have a YPT group i could join? i'd love to study together 📚

if there isn't one already, and even a few people are interested, i'm happy to make one so we can do study sessions, stay accountable, and motivate each other. Just lmk! 📖✨

(05/03/2026)

> Had my first acupuncture session of the year. Still not effective for the intense pains but relieves my headache like a charm

> Made lunch for my mom and me

> Read a bit more of the Review on Solar Dynamo and wrote some more notes for my introduction

June 5

IM BEING PRODUCTIVE. FORCING MYSELF TO DO ADULT TASKS.

Goals:

download and catalogue all valuable documents from classes & start resource database in Notion

set up drivers license renewal

housing logistics

set up optometrists appointment

Request final transcripts

Write thank you cards

respond to texts

June 20th, 2026. Saturday. || 🙃

Feeling very burnt out. Logically, I should take a few days to do nothing, but doing nothing feels even worse.

I have schoolwork to catch up on. That will be my only focus tomorrow. Gotta do it.

What I accomplished:

Registered all received postcards

Checked grades

Made plan to get ahead on schoolwork before trip

Social media upkeep

Wrote bullet journal entry

June 21st, 2026. Sunday. || Some focused schoolwork + productivity!

Today was a great day! I woke up, took a walk, played Pikmin Bloom (basically Pokemon Go), and then completed a lot of school assignments. I didn't get as much studying done as I wanted but I'm still very satisfied with this progress.

Tomorrow I have an interview I'm very excited for! The job pays $5 as a baseline more than my last job, and up to $10 more in total. I am very qualified for the position, so I'm really hoping I can get it. Sending you good vibes for your own projects!

What I accomplished:

Went through all my Postcrossing bookmarks

Logged into my old Pikmin Bloom account

Went for a 30 min walk, first in probably a year

1 hour of focused schoolwork

Embroidery 1+ hours

Rolled on my wheel, took meds

Wrote bullet journal entry

Wrote Slowly letter

Completed module 5 exit ticket for Biostatistics

Completed module 5 quiz for Biostatistics

Completed module 4 assignment for Communications

Ordered groceries for the week