always

not unhinged anymore, im calm now

nevermind, i deserve to go on a rampage

i love you character who’s trying to do better but cannot outrun your fate, i love you hope in spite of all proof of doom, i love you despaired attempts at making it right, i love you blind trust even as you know a knife in the back is awaiting, i love you love that doesn’t mean anything when faced with greater forces, i love you slow descend into madness at the unfairness of it all, i love you pure heart not strong enough to withstand tainting, i love you justified anger

I hate you wizard council I hate you spell regulations I hate you familiar rights I hate you banned potion ingredients I hate you geneva convention

I think you carry the people you’ve loved with you forever, not in a ‘you can never get over them’ way but more like loving them changed you and it meant something and you have to make peace with that

can’t believe I have to heal myself from the issues I didn’t even give myself

"this reminded me of u" ok kiss me rn

gonna be honest. no number of iced beverages can save me at this point

i told you i was mentally unstable why are you mad