25 || Bisexual nonbinary disaster || She/he/it +neos
Budding Bat Biologist and autistic little freak
Currently hyperfixating on: Gravity Falls, Binding of Isaac and Hades
Ask me about my OCs (P L E A S E)
Finally getting around to making an actual intro post
My name’s Riley, I’m a 25 year old queer autistic idiot. You can also call me Netscape or whatever
I like to yell about my sad little blorbos and sometimes I write or maybe even draw a tiny bit. Everything on this blog will be kept mostly clean. Sometimes a little suggestive or sexy but you won’t get jumpscared by anything too racy
I am alterhuman, specifically wolfdogkin and bathearted! Don’t like it? You’re welcome to leave!
What’s my gender? I don’t fucking know
Seriously, I have no clue what’s happening anymore and I am too tired and afraid to find out
My pronouns:
She/her
He/him
It/its
Bat/bats
Bite/bites
Vae/vam/vaer/vameself
Watch/watcher/watchers/watcherself
Rai/rain/rains
I don’t really care whether you use my neos or not. Use them, or don’t. Just don’t tell me what to do
Looking for questionable opinions of the nsfw variety? That’s my alt, @flirtymauz
Looking for my rp/gravity falls oc ask blog? That’s @hawaiian-shirts-and-coyote-bones
I do not accept donation requests of any kind
I’m sorry if that makes me selfish or cold hearted, I cannot help you
My specific tags, I try to tag when I can but I do not always have the spoons for it or forget
Riley Rambles: My tag for all my text posts and yelling
Riley writes: My writing tag
Riley doodles: for my art
Riley Shitposts: For when I am specifically shitposting
My ocs: For all my personally made little guys
That’s going on the fridge: For posts that I in particular really like
Yes it’s okay to punch Nazis!: For all Nazi punching
Things I need to show my gf/things to show my gf: Posts that other people have made that made me just go “Oh my girlfriend would love this!”
For later: Stuff I’m saving for later use. What’re you, a cop?
Death Cab for Queuetie: For all my queued posts, the old one was “I’ll never forget queue”
The beloved moots/beloved: When I’m talking about my beloved mutuals
Stuff for da moots: When I’m tagging my moots
La creature/creature moment: A sorta kinda alterhuman tag I use….I’m working on consistency. No longer using La creature as a tag
Batposting: ✨Bats✨
Riley’s being fucking edgy again: Venting and just generally gloomposting shit. Quite literally, me being an edgy shithead on main, feel free to block
Important: for anything I deem important, ranges from politics, PSAs to big deal news
No real DNI anymore. That said:
I would prefer that people who ship incest or incest adjacent on their blog do not interact with me. I’m fully aware that I can’t stop you, but it would just make me WAY more comfortable if you kept it as far away from me as possible.
Otherwise I don’t really care TOO much, I am enough of a series of rent lowering shots that I’m not too worried?
I’m not really not interested in witch hunts or drama, I’m too tired for that, if I’m not comfortable with you following me, I’ll just block you.
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Finally a hand sewing tutorial on a hemline that isn't just the ladder stitch! the ladder stitch disappears when you tighten it, but it's not meant for hemlines because it breaks really easily! The overlock stitch is more stable, so it holds much longer, and it won't pucker or warp the fabric!
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Call me the one friend who's too woke. But to say "YAYYYY Doomguy is FINALLY made into an actual character now they retconned his backstory to give him wife and kids" Is heteronormativity and amatonormativity talking.
Is he not " a real character™ " just because he was NOT in a canon romantic relationship? Is his story simply incomplete, and will only be completed once he got laid and had kids, and became another one of the champion of the undefeated heterosexual union and the traditional nuclear family value? Is that the one criteria for a "well-written" character and therefore HE is somehow lacking?
People say things like "You know he wasn't doing it JUST for Daisy" which would be correct, if they weren't ONLY pointing at the family photo AND NOTHING ELSE.
He lost all his marine friends who went to Mars alongside him who did just punched their CO. In Doom I, his biggest motivation was to go home, but when he finally did he came back to a ruin that was once his hometown. Imagine the civilian death if even a rabbit ended up a mounted head. Are those not good enough motivation for someone to want revenge against entire Hell? Only the death of romantic partner and offspring count as valid, or heavy enough life-altering tragic events? Is a story important only if it's about romantic relationships, and any other kind of love, be it platonic, familial, philia; they simply, naturally, had LESS emotional weight than The True Romance?
(The photo, by the way, didn't exist in classic doom at ALL. In Eternal is left near a Garbage Can as another easter egg, that was more likely a nod to Quake Ranger's family photo than anything that holds real emotional value to the story. Even "Daisy's hind leg" did the "memory token" better than this. The only confirmation of "It's his wife and kid" came from Hugo Martin casually commented about it ONCE during one of his streams. Certain people here are weaponizing it as a confirmation that Doomguy must be their straightest patriarchal romantasy daddy dom husband woobified perfect masculinity warrior and attacking fans who headcanon him queer aroace. Except the latter is A LOT MORE IN CHARACTER and compliant to the overall subtext DOOM has been exploring, than the former. sorry.)
Even if we don't quote Carmack, and I mean this quote:
His sexuality is left intentionally vague and it's good they did that. Sex or romantic love interest subplot is not (NEVER!) where a DOOM story is going to explore because 1. it's not important to a story about killing demons in Hell 2. it's not important to the development of the main character 3. it's SO NOT important Doomguy simply doesn't care to know what sex is AND that's a GOOD thing.
Before anyone jump in to say "He can still be non-cishet or aroace and married to a woman or have children" you do realize the point is queer people are oppressed because they do not follow that norm and it's important when we have someone like Doomguy to NOT being part of THAT and still be considered an iconic, self-realized and extremely cool character by the majority of the fans.
There was so many things to explore in Fortress of Doom that can tell us Doomguy's personality as well as his human side, but SOME OF YOU ONLY NOW wants to recognize him as a real character because they finally decided to double down on making another video game "dead wife avenger" guy and add it to the list. Don't joke with me now.
Doomguy was never "NOT an actual character" when the first thing we knew about him was that he punched his CO for ordering them to shoot civilians, thus broke the stereotype of 80s American patriot GI Joe protagonist. He may be a marine but he's one of the most obvious anti-authority "fuck the system and whoever thinks themselves more important than the rest of us" guy, actually.
The next thing was he watches "restrictive flicks" when he was on Mars, so he isn't one of those repressed model citizens either. Then, despite being the toughest, survivalist one-man army who gets angry and aggressive easily and probably had daddy issues (if we consider the part where he sees Commander Keen, likely his father or grandfather's hanging body), he has a RABBIT as pet or family and HE personally named her Daisy.
"Maybe Daisy is his kid's rabbit" NO DAISY IS. HIS. RABBIT. It's part of his characterization if not one of the most important part. When you want a character to be more human, or have more depth, you give them something that contradicts his archetype. Combining it with the fact he doesn't need a relationship or sex, and felt happy living alone with his pet rabbit, Daisy then holds a broader, bigger significance to Him. Maybe he wanted to improve his temper and bought Daisy, maybe he sees Daisy as a reminder to always protect the most vulnerable. Maybe he sees himself in Daisy because they're both mute. But now Daisy is just a representation of his family or kid.
Is that really a good thing?
Not to mention it's dead wife trope all over again where a woman's only importance to the story is her brutalization, so the man can be shown as the Christmas Hallmark widower guy, who's vulnerable and melancholic and sad and wholesome and ready to love again, still perfectly photogenic (and sexy) though!
Who is she what's her name, what does she do for a living and what are her dreams before she got married and had kids? It doesn't matter. The only thing matters is she's someone else's background wife and she ended with a horrific death.
We can literally have the most unconventional, unique and interesting male protagonist of video games. We can literally have unending discussion about <Doomguy and his fucked up disorders> which would totally put a question mark on whether he is even suitable for any relationship. And still people complain there is too little of him since they can't picture him as a sex symbol. So now it was changed to whatever "Doom daddy" is, because apparently there's never enough of THOSE guys for the straight people to project their CEO romantasy onto.
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>ask if its sexual appreciation of trans men or a boypussy fetish
>they dont understand
>explain that being attracted to trans men and talking about it is normal and good but trans men have all sorts of different bodies and sexual preferences and a lot of trans men dont have vaginas or dont want anything to do with that part of themselves and even a lot of trans men who do have vaginas and like using them during sex dont want to just be fetishized for being a man with a vagina
>they laugh and say "we love and support trans men sir"
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Yet another newly hatched egg here: I had a dream about being trans and the symbolism was so trite I’m kinda mad at myself. I was at a party having a bad time and then I found a mirror in a corner and my reflection was a girl and she was having a good time at her party. What kind of basic bitch Intro To Film 101 ass high school art class level symbolism is this.
The first dozen inceptions were a lot more subtle, but you weren't taking the hint.
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