Diagnosed AuDHD - Tired - Diagnosed Depressed and Anxious - Donation Requests will be Ignored, Sorry Not Sorry (Anymore) - Relatively SFW - DMs are always open - Asks are always open - for those curious, I'm demiromantic and somewhere on the aspectrum!
She/they/it pronouns (and occasionally he/him as well)
Other nicknames include Fake, Wolf, Lucky, and Alt, feel free to assign me new nicknames lol
New nicknames since joining tumblr: Egg
I am 23 btw - I will tell you when I'm getting uncomfortable but plz do avoid being NSFW with me
Check out my Dragon Cave account! I may possibly make art occasionally of my interpretation of the dragons and their sprites if you give my eggies views :)
Please check out my friend's Dragon Cave account - their eggies need views too!
Diagnosed with AuDHD!
Send me an ask that says "Trick or treat!", and see what you get! :3 (tag - #halloween is eternal) (effective all year 'round)
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AU BLOG >:D
@crk-soulsealed is a blog for my Cookie Run Kingdom AU, you can learn more on its pinned post! Please send asks about it there :3
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My only mixed blog thus far - @energys-tism-creetur
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Active:
@zorya-the-night-fury - a night fury oc (crossovers very welcome lol)
@q-the-poncho-boi - Q the Disassembly Drone oc, he's been separated from his squad and thinks they're dead :D
@null-church-cynthea - an accidental AU or whatever that has a religion/cult/whatever around a version of Cyn who goes by Cynthea now
@the-winged-scug - a winged scug oc, yes, from rainworld. No, I haven't played the game. Yes, this exists anyways :3
@the-magenta-glows-tonight - a Ninjago oc I been working on for a bit that I think is done enough to show y'all! Enjoy :3
@aucronix - an au version of Acronix from Ninjago who's found himself in the wrong timeline :3
@nebulousorbit - a ninjago oc who's a Dragoni! Also Elemental Master of Space :). Be afraid, be very afraid of this child :)
@labyrinths-falconer - another ninjago oc who's half Oni, half Islander, and their two wack-ass birds :)
@deceitful-oni - a rp blog for my Shmilk :3 it's a Cookie Run Kingdom character
@founts-mirrored - started as a Shmilk blog, is now a multi-muse blog
@cakepack-cookie - a crk oc rp blog! :)
@faerie-of-the-spire - :P crk rp blog :b
@fount-of-denial - a rp blog for my latest variant of Shmilk. Or, more accurately, the Fount of Knowledge!
@unchained-sapphires - new Sapph blog! Read it's pinned post tho lol
@the-fluffiest-dough - it's my take on Pom Pom Dough Cookie from Cookie Run Kingdom! Yay :D
@robotic-greenery - Aloe Cookie! From Cookie Run Ovenbreak! Gay gecko... gaycko...
@canid-archer - another oc! Bearing a striking resemblance to Red Velvet, yet still unique...
@the-cosmic-birb - it's my boyyyyyyy! Finally braved up to doing a Stardust blog TwT
@a-tragic-fish - a tragic Affo
@a-storytelling-bard - a Clover Cookie joins the ranks!
@a-dragon-of-salt - crk dragon oc! No intro/pinned post atm :/
@honeycrisp-faerie-cookie - a baby beeeeeeeee!!!!
@feathered-dough - Whatever, go my Doughlings
@plush-chimera - Ash Salt ate my brain >:0
@merchantsofthepearl - Jagae, Manju, and Black Pearl appear! Three fourths of OceanicMerchants, check out the remaining quarter here!
@cryptid-of-the-snow - a Crunchy Chip au, where he is not a part of the Dark Cacao Kingdom. Yet, at least. Instead, he lives his days on the outskirts of the kingdom, a cryptid in a wolf pack!
@feathery-faeries - an au blog! With new variants of the deceit trio, of course.
@wiltedmagma - CAPSAICIN!!!!
@time-cygnet - Crispyyyy!!!
Inactive:
@se3kretz - part of a project with @the-solver-reformatted - check out what they're up to! Pin (my associated blog) just needs some tweaks done before she's reactivated
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I like to draw and will post most of that here
I have @energys-writing-corner-ig for some random writing and stuff
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Listen, fellow trans women, I love you all, but if you think that trans men or transmascs are an oppressor class you need to log the fuck off because you are being brainpoisoned by discourse-mongers. That is a legitimately rocks for brains take
pedestrians don't seem to realize how exhausting using a wheelchair is, both manual and powered. i had to wheel around a hospital today with several ramps i had to go up and down multiple times, and even with my smoov i ended up with shoulder and chest pain and deep exhaustion.
people look at wheelchair users and think "well you're sitting down all the time that doesn't take effort" no actually it does. pushing a manual chair takes a lot of fucking effort, especially without a power assist. repetitive stress injuries are a huge problem manual chair users encounter all the time. going up hills and ramps is so deeply fatiguing.
this doesn't just apply to manual chair users btw. power chair usage can also be really exhausting, especially for people with complex seating needs. going over bumps and cracks can trigger many symptoms such as spasticity, pressure sores are common, even just sitting upright can be exhausting for many people.
basically don't assume using a wheelchair takes 0 effort, it really really does. getting to "sit down all the time" doesn't mean it's easy.
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When you tell someone about being mistreated because of your disability, there is a common response that goes something along the lines of, "But did you explain to them properly why you can't do x thing?" "Did you make sure they understood why you need x accomodation?" "Maybe they just didn't understand?"
For example: "Did you properly explain that the reason you don't do hugs is because of your autism?" or "Maybe they don't really understand how bad fibro fatigue is and that's why they got upset at you for concelling plans."
I hate these kind of responses. They give me the same vibe as being asked, "Yeah, but what were you wearing when you got catcalled?" They put the responsability for the problem onto the person who was discriminated against, instead of the one doing the discriminating. Disabled people should not be expected to go through grueling explanations or justify their needs before those needs are respected.
Cringe culture is built off of ableism, specifically towards autistic people. The moment you are shown having autistic traits and attachment to your hyperfixations, people will call that “cringe” and essentially encourage them to start masking their autistic traits
audism is the fact that in the US cops are only legally obligated to provide an interpreter after a Deaf person is detained. this results in many Deaf people being murdered by the state for not understanding instructions at things as simple as traffic stops.
many cops make no effort to use alternative communication with Deaf people even after we have identified ourselves as Deaf.
audism is also the fact that our signing is considered threatening and something that warrants murder. audism is the fact that our signing is labeled as gang signs and is used to justify murdering us. (and, for the record, actual gang signs also don't justify murder)
audism is the way Deaf people are accused of lying to "get out of things" when we identify ourselves as Deaf.... which is then used to deny us accommodations like interpreters or written communication.
audism is the fact that multiple Deaf people (mostly unhoused) have been murdered in my city alone in the last 5 years under the premises of "refusing to follow instructions" and "threatening hand gestures" and "gang signs." audism is the fact that Deaf people (and especially multiply marginalized Deaf people such as Black Deaf people) disproportionately experience police brutality even when it isn't lethal.
it’s such a basic part of the reality of disabled people as a whole but it’s STILL so hard to get ppl to understand that some people will simply die without 24/7 care. their care is not for comfort, it’s not for fun, it’s literally a matter of life and death. “if their care was taken away i’m sure they’d learn to suck it up like the rest of us!” – something ive heard time and time again. no they wouldn’t, they would die. they HAVE died. they continue to die as cuts are made to welfare and health. why is this so impossible for people to grasp.
IM SO TIRED OF SO MANY THINGS ABOUT DISABILITY BEING IN PRIMARY COLORS & CUTE BUBBLE TEXT
IM SO TIRED OF CAPTIONS AUTO-CENSORING CURSES & VIDEO CREATORS TRYING TO CIRCUMVENT THE ALGORITHM BY LEAVING PEOPLE OUT OF WHAT THEYRE ACTUALLY SAYING
IM SO TIRED OF FORCED BEDTIMES IN CARE HOMES & FORCED CELIBACY & SOBERNESS BY CAREGIVERS
WE ARE NOT CHILDREN . WE ARE ADULTS . WE CUSS AND FUCK AND DRINK AND DO DRUGS AND WE LIKE ADULT THINGS . HORROR MOVIES AND BOOKS AND SHOWS ABOUT SEX AND VIOLENCE . TREAT US LIKE ADULTS OR I'LL CUT YOU
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disabled people have endless time apparently but also actually we're only really around at certain times right? so the disabled person bus pass only needs to be valid after 9am and before 6pm. because it's not like disabled people have places to be right? they don't visit places or work or go out in the evenings.
yeah our covid safe hour. for the first hour of our event we're asking everyone to wear masks. obviously everyone who needs protection from pathogens can arrive exactly on time and won't take longer than an hour to go through our whole event. not like they've got anything else to do, or any sort of time restrictions.
yeah our accessible viewing is at 7am on a wednesday. because you lazy fucks don't work right? we put it in the least appealing time slot just for you disabled people because everyone else has important things to do. i'm sure everyone can wake up early and get support to go out early and feels like watching a film at the ass crack of dawn. but hey we're accessible. look. we've made all these concessions and accommodations. what do you mean you want to decide your own schedule? disabled people don't exist after dark
for several years of my life i assumed (and was told by adults) the severe pain from the muscular compensation chain caused by my bilateral limb difference was just from carrying my schoolbag around all day. and like yeah, we should talk about the obvious medical negligence there and dismissal of disabled experiences by healthcare providers but can we also talk about how fucking terribly we treat 11-15 year olds? the fact that you have to carry around a bag half your weight (and punished for bringing the wrong books or equipment) for 8+ hours a day, and it's normalised that that often results in chronic back pain or injury? waking up at 7am and getting home at 5pm just to do another 2+ hours of unpaid work? i'm 21 now and i haven't forgotten how bad it was
"But some mentally ill people really ARE dangerous-" Yes you can always find examples of violent abusers. Doesn't mean entire groups of people fundamentally deserve systematically being denied basic human rights
So you can avoid them stealing things from you, the artist/writer, etc.
Pro GenAI websites/Programs:
Facebook
Instagram
X/Twitter (Remember, Grok gives people cancer)
Threads
Pro Writing Aid
Grammarly
Duolingo
Google Docs
Microsoft Word/all Microsoft products Takes from and will feed their machine.
Youtube (taking advantage of people who are hearing impaired. ==;;)
Adobe Products. All of them. If you HAVE to use them (Some businesses require it), save offline because there is a film of at least some privacy protections there, so if you have to sue, you can say it violates US privacy law. Remember, contracts do not circumvent US law.
Corel won't feed the machines, but still uses AI stolen from other artists. Which sucks since Corel Draw is the second best overall for vector programs. (Plus I love Painter, but I bought the offline version to avoid AI). (Canadian company)
Canva Takes and feeds their machine.
Deviant Art Not only supports AI, but put a tool in and said they are going to steal your work if you like it or not for their machine.
Sketchup went Pro-GenAI. The thing is that you can do the same thing in Blender these days with precise measurements.
Autodesk has stated they are Pro-Gen AI here. It is not clear if they will use your models to feed their machine. But be on guard. They make Maya and 3Dmax. You can replace it with Blender.
Neutral ground:
Tumblr (there is a way to opt out [Link] and they don't have an active AI machine.) https://www.tumblr.com/dookins/743519550598987776/heres-how-to-disable-third-parties-like-ai
Etsy allows GenAI, but still has some (minor) restrictions. I'd still be cautious. (Also be cautious of drop shippers). Complaints about too much AI and AI images+patterns made by Ai still exist on the website. They lean slightly more pro-AI, but still won't let it run completely amok, say like Facebook. They won't feed your work into a machine, but also don't ban it through robots.txt.
Bluesky They don't use an AI algorithm except for in the "Discover" section of their website, but while they are anti-GenAI strongly, they don't seem to block the Gen AI bots from entry, so you'd still have to use Nightshade or Glaze (links below). There is no opt-out because they don't need an opt out. (Leaning towards strong position on AI, but I wish they would block GenAI bots).
Searxng- If you super want to screw over Google, in general, and have some tech savvy, you can set up your own search engine through searxng. It's easier on Windows and Linux than it is on a Mac. (Mac you need Docker), but if you're determined on privacy, Searxng adds a layer of privacy. Some of it sometimes uses bits of AI, but most of it doesn't and you can fuss with the settings so it doesn't spit out AI results. At sheer minimum Google will stop spitting out weird videos on Youtube at you because in your private browsing, you searched for the origin of ball bearings while not logged in for a book and Google likes to break privacy laws.
Strong positions against AI:
Scrivener (Creator vowed against AI) Writing program. There is an active forum, and versions for Mac, Linux and PC. It is paid, but at ~60 USD, it's cheaper than most programs. There is usually a holiday sale around Christmas. It has a learning curve, but with an active forum with the programmer of it there to ask obscure questions it's not a dead zone. They often take suggestions and implement them over time. (Especially if you rank the importance, applications, etc) US company.
LibreOffice Open source and free Spreadsheet and Word processor program that can replace Microsoft Word. Some people might have seen older versions where it was called Neo Office (now extinct) and Open Office. LibreOffice is still populated, plus the forums are super helpful if you get stuck. The UX is pretty intuitive if you've used Microsoft Word. Scrivener, BTW, supports exporting to odt (the native file) as well as .doc, and this can open both. The slight thing is that sometimes it doesn't export to .doc smoothly. And I DO wish more magazines, and agent (big clue here) supported .odt files since it is free. Part of the reason .odt isn't as supported is because Microsoft and Adobe have a deal with the devil with each other, so Adobe's Book formatting program InDesign doesn't support ODT. (BTW, if you have a good open source replacement for InDesign that supports ODT, let me know.)
Dabble (as suggested by SF stories, see reblog) is a writing program. Similar to Scrivener. Has vowed against AI and to resist it. 108 dollars a year for Basic. It is almost twice the price of Scrivener who lets you update for fairly cheap. 29 dollars a month, v. 59 dollars for the whole program (Scrivener) for the same features of Premium. You choose.
yWriter is a free Writing program and like Scrivener, and has vowed against AI Last I looked it had some UX issues, but some people swear by it. The learning curve is higher than Scrivener which is saying something.
Ellipsus is an online writing program and vowed against AI. The main feature I like (which Scrivener doesn't have) is the ability to change spellcheck based on region/language. It is a requested feature of Scrivener, but lower priority. So if you have a Brit, you can get the spelling for the character. They are a British-based company.
Cara.app (The creator of the website sued GenAI there is no chance they'll convert) is an artist website. Cara is trying to institute an auto Glaze/Nightshade into the website if given enough funds. People see it as a soft replacement for deviant art. (which went fully AI) If you believe in human art, please donate if you can. Zhang Jingna, the Creator,is Chinese-Singporean. She lives in Singapore.
Clip Studio Paint added AI, but saw the light and decided to protect artists instead because of protest and removed it. There are tutorials and a good forum if you get super stuck. Based in Japan, so the UI and UX is really clean.
Davinci Resolve Pro is a film editing software that's super good. There is a free version and a paid version. The forums are responsive. The programmers aren't always present. There is a healthy group of tutorials. US company. Clean UX. It does take a little bit of time to remember the shortcuts.
Tahoma2D is anti-AI and open source animation program. Takes a little getting used to, but is good for animations and doesn't crash as often as Animate. Programmers are in the forums and some bugs are fixed within hours. The forums are super responsive and helpful.
Krita open source and free, no AI. I'd rank it secondary to Clip Studio Paint (which is paid) I haven't tried the forums, but it's pretty intuitive and can stand for a lower level replacement for Painter, and do a lot of the basics of Photoshop. It's usually ranked higher than the equally open source Gimp.
Writer P AKA Writer+ (app for when you're on the go) is a simple word processor app for your phone that doesn't use AI. The original programmer stopped updating, so Writer+ person took over and isn't out to make a profit since it's free in the spirit of the original app. It has subfolders you can use. Since it was programmed before GenAI it doesn't have AI. Intuitive, easy to use. Fairly easy to upload the files through three dots->share. The files can save to your card or phone with some settings fussing. Simple word processor.
Inkscape is a free vector program and no AI. It is harder to use than illustrator and has less features. But if you're doing smaller vectors for one-offs with less complexity, it'll do you after some learning curve. Best of the lot. I hate Affinity Designer which is the same thing, only paid. (Neither Affinity program was worth the money paid)
Affinity (Designer, etc) swore to be AI-free and does Vector and Photos. The UX is messy, I dislike the program and regret paying for it. Inkscape and Krita are better UX and do the same thing. The forums aren't as friendly since there has been an onslaught of people seeing it's supposed to be a replacement for Photoshop and Illustrator, but the programmers aren't present. The people on the forums are often on edge about this assertion. And the capabilities of the program don't outshine basically Krita or Inkscape capabilities (both free). What is usually intuitive is not. UK company. If you're going to pay for a program, go for Clip Studio Paint which rivals Corel Painter.
Blender is a 3D art program and does not use GenAI. It can do 2D animation, but Tahoma is easier to use in this regard. It's open source and free. Plus there are plenty of tutorials. The forums can be touch and go sometimes, but there are plenty of sub Blender communities that might be responsive. It can also do animation.
Handmade vowed against AI and promised to never sell itself for stock prices to prevent AI (as a replacement for Etsy.)
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Proton (to replace Google Suite) as suggested by SF Stories (see reblog) Vowed against AI. They are missing a spreadsheet, but have online and offline capabilities, plus a built-in VPN.
But you need a pro website...
Look up robots.txt and AI bots: https://www.cyberciti.biz/web-developer/block-openai-bard-bing-ai-crawler-bots-using-robots-txt-file/
Use cloudflare:
Use Nightshade:
https://nightshade.cs.uchicago.edu/whatis.html
which will poison the algorithm
Use Glaze:
Take Away:
The thing is you think you doing it alone will do nothing, but the more AI feeds on itself, AI images, the worse they become, and the less detailed so, denying it the images, adding poison or not being able to read the human text is eventually going to lead to an AI collapse.
Analysis shows that indiscriminately training generative artificial intelligence on real and generated content, usually done by scrapi
And why not help that along?
I don't want to give cancer to poor people [Link] or make the planet burn faster [Link]. So GenAI collapse is everything I dream of. GenAI apocalypse is not.
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Like I think that the shift that happened when I got diagnosed with schizophrenia and the way it fundamentally dehumanized me and kept me stuck in a part of the psychiatric system where people generally never get better and contributed to a frankly unethical medication regime ruining my life for a decade would be wrong and abusive completely regardless of how schizophrenic someone is
And I take some issue with all the "if your doctor does x just do y to fix it" type of advice posts - not for the sharing of strategies that might work, definitely do that and definitely try them if at all relevant - but I think the frequent implication that there's ever a guaranteed way to strategize yourself out of facing medical neglect or medical abuse is objectively incorrect in a lot of cases and thus misses the core of the issue with violence and oppression in the medical field
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