anyway i'm thinking abt that scene in book 4 where the detective goes to ub after meeting li-sar and there's the option to choose to walk/run either to A or N on lt, and i love it when you choose to run to A, bc for once A is not thinking about N seeing A interacting intimately with the detective, but instead they catch the detective into a comforting embrace and cup their cheek and ask them what's wrong like fuuuuuuck me

















