we're gonna win this time!

i wanna ask a horny infamous question but i'm too embarrassed . I will think abt it the entire night and tmrw morning however

am i unculling antonia just to write a sad fic where seven finds out about antonia self harming??? no. why would you even suggest that. what am i? evil? (yes and i'm going to do it)

scary manager is working tonight and i'm with a bunch of newbies so we're probably gonna get scolded. wish me luck !!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really hope seven gets to a point where they think about the time they spent apart from mc and don't see it with any bitterness or anger at least not towards mc. like he probably missed a lot of really important and formative moments of olive's life (like her getting sober! when her drinking always lowkey worried him!) and i would like for him to be like... sympathetic and sad he missed them as opposed to his brain defaulting to the like "Well i would've been there if it weren't for the band and the vote and the betrayal!!!". in other words i would like him to eventually come to terms with the fact that he is also responsible for everything that happened bc if that drunk bar scene in chapter 5 is any indication he clearly thinks they didn't need to break up after the vote/the fight/weren't broken up but mc did think so so again he was NOT COMMUNICATING CLEARLY !!!!! which is a PERSONAL PROBLEM and he should not be able to fault us for NOT READING HIS MIND !!! sorry idk why i got so heated. oliven 4ever

the thing about seven is he already canonically wears the clothes i think are hottest on men (oversized clothes with multiple layers). that being said can someone please draw this man in an unbuttoned waistcoat and white dress shirt with a tie around his head like he got too drunk at a wedding. i need it for science.

i love how almost all the comments on my pregnancy scare fic are some variation of "abort that thang"