i'm not joking when i say ilya admitting to shane that he looked up compatible was one of the bravest things ever. shane also asking for ilya's room number was so brave too. i love them

Kevin coming out to Neil tbh

ilya promising children cash if they win knowing he's gonna let them win and then asking shane for money because he doesn't have his wallet. he wasn't even an annoying husband yet but he was letting shane know his potential

All For The Game & Heated Rivalry both start around 2007-2008 btw. While Neil Josten is being tortured by his serial killer dad Shane Hollander is somewhere getting his box eaten by his rival

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

I know it makes sense as part of Shane's health and wellness obsession that Reid made him do yoga and meditate and be the type who would go on a silent retreat but it is so funny to imagine #myShane doing any of this, because it is so paradoxical with his nature. It is essential to him to do it all expertly, even though it is impossible for him to even do it sufficiently, precisely because he is fixated on doing it expertly. He's meditating and the entire time he's trying to clear his head he's trapped in a cycle of thinking about getting a good grade in meditation and reassuring himself that this is normal to want and possible to achieve and then stressing out because he knows he is not going to get a good grade in meditation if he can't clear his head.