ven palmer

thinking about how shauna called for tai and van immediately after realizing her baby was missing from his crib

it just hit me that we will probably never witness happy taivan ever again... adult van is dead and teen taivan are breaking up and won't be together post rescue ugh i'm gonna miss my girls :((

when i'm reading a yj fanfic and van is nonbinary, i know i'm in the right place amen

another thing i really love about loumand is how their relationship shows how toxic it can be when one partner pretends that everything is fine and just folds themselves into a bland pile of people pleasing goop to keep things going. louis's main complaint with armand is that he's boring, which is something that armand isn't... but he makes himself into that to try to keep their 77 year long farce alive. because if armand isn't keeping hold of the corpse of a relationship that died in the 40s alive then what does he have? what IS he? he might have to deal with his real feelings and a real rejection... or just as bad, the mortifying ideal of being known