like if they were alive at the time of the Spree events
aand english is not my first language so sorry if there any mistakes
Kurt is a very complex and interesting character to me in terms of personality. Throughout the entire movie, he behaves like an impulsive ticking bomb, but in the last minutes of the film? He is like... so quiet. And that is frightening. I think something still broke inside him at that moment, so... I suppose he would understand that cops will got him right after, so he just went to, yk. but it's just my thoughts for my AU. I don't think of him like depressed deadinside ass, no (bro literally listens to gummybear), I'm just curious abt his real mental state. Is he like psychopath? or sociopath? smth like that.
In my opinion, the relationship between Michael and Kurt would be nothing more than an attempt to take out their own problems on each other. It's not even love, just strange connection between two sick souls. Something like the fact that neither of them would ever become normal people, but Michael still tried to find something good in life for himself, however, meeting Kurt became for him the main point of "I only deserve ts".
My explanation is the sorrowful desire to obtain love even by the most terrible means (after years of being bullied and rejected by society), and Kurt's obsession is so similar to real love! Yeah. Michael is looking for something that doesn't exist. As much as he longs for love in its normal form, Kurt is simply incapable of giving it. But the paradox is that this lack of connection would somehow keep Michael alive. Neither alive, nor dead. Neither loving, nor loved.
He has a wild desire to be recognized, to be seen, to be noticed, he always feels lacking, and when Michael gives that small bit of attention β he melts. He wants more, more, more. He nuzzles against his neck, peppering his pale face with trails of kisses, pulls him closer (even though Michael isn't particularly fond of touch), and the indifference in the eyes across from him is just gray noise to his wildly beating heart. Because Michael understands his sickness. Oh, he understands.
Michael doesn't even like having sex, and is most likely asexual; it's just... an act of self-harm or releasing suppressed aggression. Nothing more.
The point is, they can't be fixed. They're eating what is left.
Both of their stories were coming to an end. And the worst thing they could do was to cling to each other to continue existing.
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