♡ PREQUELLE - GHOST [ 𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂 ]
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This wretched mischief is now coursing through your soul(s).
Now, all your loved ones and all your kin will suffer punishments beneath the wrath of God.
This devastation left your cities to be burnt, never to return.
They are still coming after you, and there’s nothing you can do.
There’s a scourge in the guise of sanctity, a perpetrator with a quill.
Although it’s often steeped in well-spun mystery, the accuser sends the bill.
And I’m watching you fall because faith is mine.
A pack of fools can take the stand.
Many a sin I have witnessed, and in many indeed, I have been.
Many a rat I’ve befriended and so many a thorn stood between.
But of all demons I’ve known, none could compare to you.
Every day you feed with hate, I grow stronger.
I have often been the one to have flaunted an image grotesque and obscene.
But of all these dark roads that I roam, none could compare to you.
You’ll soon be hearing the chime, close to midnight.
If I could turn back time, I’d make all right.
How could it end like this?
There’s a sting in the way you kiss me.
Something within your eyes said it could be the last time.
Wanna bewitch you in the moonlike.
I wanna bewitch you all night.
It keeps on giving me chills, but I know now, I feel the closer we get to the last bow.
Standing tall, invincible, but do not forget your knives to save your lives.
Don’t you forget about your friend death.
Don’t forget that you will die.
Navigate all alone on this tempestuous sea to ride with me.
Had you had the chance today, you could’ve sold out too.
You have never stood this close to where you want to be.
You have always waded in the shallows between me and the deep blue sea.
You’d never want me to appear.
You never wanted this to be over.
You never wanted it to reach out to the edge of time.
What you’ve done you cannot undo.
I have always held you closer than you’ve known.
I am riding in the shadows behind you on a pale white horse.
Still, your soul will suffer this plight.
Can you hear me say your name forever?
Can you see me longing for you forever?
Would you let me touch your soul forever?
Can you feel me longing for you forever?
I know the light grows darker down below, but in your eyes, it’s gone before you know.
This is the moment of just letting go.
We dance once more; I feel your hands are cold.
Within your heart, a story to be told.
When I look back upon my life, it’s always with a sense of shame.
I’ve always been the one to blame for everything.
It’s a sin; everything I’ve ever done.
Everything I do, every place I’ve ever been and everywhere I’m going to, it’s a sin.
At school, they taught me how to be so pure in thought and word and deed.
_________, forgive me, I tried not to do it.
Turned over a new leaf, then tore right through it.
Whatever you taught me, I didn’t believe it.
_________, you fought me, ‘cause I didn’t care, and I still don’t understand.
I stepped into an avalanche; it covered up my soul.
You who wish to conquer pain, you must learn to serve me well.
You strike my side by accident as you go down for your gold.
(S)he does not ask or your company, not at the center of the world.
When I’m on a pedestal, you did not raise me there.
Your laws do not compel me to kneel grotesque and bare.
You must learn what makes me kind.
The crumbs of love that you offer me, they’re crumbs I’ve left behind.
Your pain is no credential here.
It’s just the shadow; shadow of my wound.
I have begun to long for you. I, who have no greed.
I have begun to ask for you. I, who have no need.
You say you’ve gone away from me, but I can feel you.
I feel you when you breathe.
You don’t love me quite so fiercely now.