caden

hi!! I'm TDF and I'm physically disabled and living under the poverty line. My income adds up to about 1/3 of the local minimum wage.

I am stuck in bed most of the time because my physical health is so bad, and I have expenses nondisabled people don't.

(sorry to copy from my last post but I'm SO sick rn & can't think of a better way to share that info 😅)

hi!

I am incredibly stressed rn.

bc I've already had to borrow money to cover urgent necessities and I'm once again low on several meds and there's one that's more expensive rn bc I am sicker than usual!

and i don't quite have enough protein bars to meet my own protein/fiber minimums for this week

and i also have 3x the mouths to feed as usual and 2 of them have very restrictive and therefore expensive diets due to health needs.

so really any help at all (from an adult who can comfortably afford it) would be deeply appreciated!!

rn Walmart or Amazon cards, or protein bars, would help the most, but I'd be so grateful for anything!!

link to walmart cards (for groceries/toiletries etc): https://www.walmart.com/giftcards/

link to food/necessities list: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/19QO1LMKKHQ3A

my email is thatdiabolicalfeminist at protonmail dot com

i hate doing this sm 😭 thank you for being kind about it!!

I'm almost out of the antacid that helps w some of the problems caused by cheap food, as well as throat numbing spray to help with the strep-like sore throat I get from my autoimmune stuff, which is unusually bad rn.

I'm almost out of some of my supplements as well, and hygiene/cleaning stuff like facial tissues (using a lot rn) and Lysol wipes. completely out of oxiclean and a few other hygiene/cleaning items.

Because of this framing, I was routinely neglected by nurses to the point I was constantly on the verge of fainting while they ignored my buzzers, and my new and acute issues remain uninvestigated for concerns of “further harming me through testing”. I’m currently experiencing big blood pressure drops, sensory loss, rapid muscle loss, my bladder isn’t working normally, struggling to physically move, and more.

There’s a general medicine doctor who works with complex presentations and treated a friend of mine who took interest in my case, but I’ll need to present to the ED of a private hospital to see her and it’s $510 just to enter, and up to $270 for imaging and $150 for bloods. I have been unable to care for myself, need to get seen today and would like to crowdfund it through many and w visibility because my only other options rn are relying on my abusers or another patient who I don’t know well who offered to assist, with much more power than me. any amount would be really helpful, pls donate if white waged and able

PayPal.me/disabledoracle

0/510

0/150

i have sold plasma already. i have sold my belongings. i have been applying to jobs like crazy but it just isn't panning out. please help me, even just a buck or two. anything given will go straight toward medication, rent, and gas, with anything over the goal going to groceries. i don't mean to be pitiful but my family will hurt me and homelessness in texas is dangerous especially in the summer. thank you all so, SO MUCH for your help in the past, i am so close to getting out of this hellhole.

commissions will be done as soon as i can finish them. please give me patience while i claw my way back to being human again. thank you

So unfortunately my situation has gotten worse rather than better. I was hoping to get some overtime that would've made it so I could decrease my goal slightly, but that didn't happen. Until I get a car again can't take hours at another site my company operates at either, as the transit cost would be 40$ instead of 25$. I also had to start a new phone plan due to my SIM card going bad and stupid company policies about who on the account can order a new one.

Two rental companies wasted me and my close friend's time while getting a place before the first declined us and the second probably will as well, so I'll likely spend next month in temporary accommodations and need to get a storage unit for most of my belongings. There is no point in asking my landlord for mercy or an extension; when I first said I wanted to move out I asked if I could stay until the beginning of August and they declined that, deliberately giving me one month less than I asked for. They have also been pushy about my move out date, hostile the entire time they've been in the same house as me, tried to pry into my affairs, condescending, racist/Islamophobic, and generally a fucking terror to be around. They've entered my room without permission while I was at work for no good reason and are extremely selfish and entitled. At the beginning of June their immediate move was to tape a move out notice and homelessness resources to my bedroom door- something that in no way felt kind. While I'm not happy about the situation I'm going to be in starting in July, I don't really regret trying to get out.

I have managed to save enough money for most of the car downpayment; less than I'd planned, but still a good amount. However, I'm struggling still to keep up with transit costs, and just got overcharged by uhaul in order to move my stuff. Some of that money will be refunded, but not all of it. Most of the money I'm trying to raise is still primarily focused on transit and car payments, but I've had less and less wiggle room than I'd like. I'm trying to remain hopeful but my situation isn't great and I'm incredibly stressed, as one can imagine.

Please spread this post and give what you can, when you can. The GFM link will be immediately posted in a reblog.