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hmtb chapter 58: the edges of breaking (don’t let me fall too far)
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The space between his ribs is hollowed out, his head empty; he feels like a marionette that lost all its attachments, and can no longer function. There’s nowhere for him to go: not forward, not backwards, not a step anywhere. No frayed end of a string that could link him back to the world.
He can’t even anchor his gaze, his surroundings a blur out of focus.
He startles, body twitching as a lightswitch flicks on in a doorway off to the side. Far, too far. (Anything is too far right now. All of it too insurmountable.) (He’s tired. He’s so, so tired.) Light spills sideways into the hallway, illuminating a shadow of a figure, a person stopped just short of entering the room and dipping out of sight.
Grian’s breath keeps catching in his throat, his eyes big and incomprehending, glistening.
In a couple of swift steps, the figure comes closer, erasing the distance between them.
Lips move, but it’s meaningless to Grian. His ears continue to buzz. The world is askew, and Grian isn’t a part of it.
Gentle hands come up to cup Grian’s face, warm fingertips brushing freckled skin. Concerned green eyes try to catch his gaze.
Grian’s brain rattles.
Light spilled behind dark brown hair paints the strands shiny-gold against the darkness that crowds in from the sides—the darkness that holds Grian hostage, its tendrils curled around his frame, tugging at his stomach and keeping him in place. But there’s another hold on him, soft and firm and pleading all at once, and Grian wonders if it’s going to pull him out of this place. Out of—
Distressingly, he thinks of a wet bed and slick floor and stained clothes—blood, his blood, so much of it—and a hole in the ceiling, a familiar face looking down at him. Coming closer, reaching out, eager and desperate to save him.
He blinks, his hands lifting up and hooking into white sleeve, dazedly wondering if he’ll leave red smears across the fabric.
in order to understand me, you must know one very basic core thing:
i can and will make everything about grian.
case in point: ly talking about ospreys (birds) and how they mate for life and this one having had a bad mate, but now she has a better one
link: "i expect ange to make this about grian tomorrow for us"
me: i already started spinning grian thoughts midway through reading ly's messages
aNYWay guys what if avians mated for life and grian had a horrible partner and technically he's abandoned but still mated, and also what if egg trauma was involved, and what if scar was a charming vex who got smitten and tried to convince grian he's worthy of love and allowed to have better things—
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Jonathan Joss was an Indigenous, gay man who was murdered on the first day of Pride month as well as Indigenous History Month. He died protecting his trans husband. Homophobia and racism aren’t marks of the past, and this is a heart breaking reminder of that.
Praying for a safe journey back to the spirit world, Uncle ❤️🩹🦅
Today is the anniversary of the death of Jonathan Joss (King of the Hill, Parks and Rec). Jonathan Joss was an Indigenous, gay man who died protecting his transgender husband, on the first day of Pride month. Today we remember him and how he protected his family.
i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users
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Watching the new Folding Ideas video and I can't stop thinking that Mr Beast is unsatisfied because he doesn't have a fandom. He is dying to understand where to throw money to make fandom happen. It gives me great pleasure to know that we hold the power to keep mr. Beast miserable
When Dan Olson said that Mr Beast's people asked him and a bunch of other youtubers "How do you create fandom", I experienced a moment of terror so visceral that my heart jumped into my throat. But luckily what followed was a thorough reassurance that he would never be able to understand the answer to that question.
The reason WHY Team Beast wants to "create fandom" is because they have an awareness that fandom is something that makes Number Go Up, and they want to have access that sort of loyalty and attention. But fandom isn't really something you create intentionally, it's more of a natural side effect of caring about something a lot, and going about the business of expressing how much you care, and finding community that cares in a similar way. But Mr Beast and his team do not actually care about anything at all, except Number Go Up. Everything Team Beast does is just a random exercise in throwing money at different ideas to see which makes Number Increase More.
Team Beast made chocolate bars because they know their audience of kids likes and buys candy, not because they liked candy or were interested in the process of making good candy. This is how they ended up making a chocolate bar that lacked the pre-sectioned bar shape that any other reputable candy maker has known and utilized for decades.
Team Beast made a reality show, because they know that reality shows are popular, and that Squid Game was a massive cross-cultural phenomenon, not because they care about reality shows, or are interested in telling stories about the limits of human cooperation and integrity in high stress, high rewards situations. This is how they ended up making a reality show with too many people to focus on any sort of interesting individual narratives, filled with elimination challenges that didn't work.
Team Beast is basically going down a checklist of "what activities that have the highest profits/highest level of public awareness associated with them" because they want that Simple Numerical Supremacy that comes from them, not because they care about the actual activities themselves. This also explains why Dan Olson was invited to Team Beast's studios to begin with. They probably only have a vague awareness of him as a guy on youtube with a million subscribers, and a 2 hour documentary about NFTs that is apocryphally regarded as the Film That Ended The Business. They don't actually care about what he or other youtubers consider important. They just want their fandoms.
In 2026, the chicest thing a gay actor can do is never explicitly come out as gay but also make it abundantly clear that he is. Coming out is too modern. Staying closeted is too old fashioned. But this method merges contemporary freedom with Old Hollywood glamour and allure, and it weeds out the dumbest people who truly don’t get it. I call it the Pascal Method.
You clearly don't go here or to queer history and signaling, or both, enough to have this conversation and I'm not going to explain it to you. You could have asked questions, you could have done even a modicum of research. You didn't and you made yourself look ignorant. Goodbye.
#I'm fucking crying#this is an instant classic#this is the next meme#i can't believe I'm here to see a baby copypasta nary two hours old#I can't#lol#i laughed way too hard#iconic
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