here's looking at you, kid

what if you were 15 and your dad was really sick and you didnt know when he was going to be better and your mom put a lot of expectation on you in the meantime and there were things wrong with your family nobody would talk about and you missed someone you really loved but just had to go about your business like normal and your childhood best friend wasn't hanging out with you anymore because they were doing their own thing and you had to go to school and hang out with people you werent sure you liked every day and your teachers were so fucking weird and you had really awkward crushes you didn't know how to handle but you didnt have anyone to talk to about them cus your childhood best friend was spending time with other people who were cooler and better at explosions than you and you still really really missed your special person like it hurt so bad just to think about them and Your Dad Was Very Very Sick And You Didn't Know If He Was Ever Going To Get Better. that would be crazy. luckily i dont know anything about any of this because im not a deer.