Not Alone

that isn’t quite sadness but a lingering pain of loneliness that, some days, swallows you whole.

Kissing on my bed, In my PJ’s, while everyone else is asleep. Nothing more, nothing sexual, just that.

Do whatever the hell you want!

pls help

Please let me feel cared for. Let me feel like I'm not alone. Xx

Hobo Johnson

I always seem very calm a chill but in reality I'm trying very hard to keep the persona up. Im usally very anxiety ridden and overthinking everything.

yes they are my only friends but I feel like they don’t want to hear it. Like we just make joke and muck around when we’re together, we don’t talk about serious stuff. But when I do need them I ask them to come around but they’re bussy. I makes me feel even worse because they don’t know when I’m gonna have a breakdown, the have other stuff to do. 

Lorde- liability

Ive fallen for my friend but i don't know how hard? I'm feeling much stronger feelings for him then anyone I've ever liked... could I be falling in love with him or is it just my feeling being stupid? I know hormones come into it but I just want him to know how much I care about him and that he is important and life is hard but Ill always be there for him. But i think that's a bit overwhelming for him. Coukd it be love?