A Hostile Place
Switch AU
A JSE Fanfic
After a brief break last week, I return! I'm so excited to get into all the stuff that happens in the house on Aspen Street, guys, it's gonna be so fun. This first part was actually going to have another scene at the end, but the last scene got a bit long so I decided to save that for next time. Anyway, I'll get right to the summary. Everyone is now stuck in the house, separated from one another. Jackie and Schneep look for the others, JJ has an unexpected fight, and Anti... well. Distorter's not going to let him get away. I hope you guys have fun here! :D
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âJackie? Jackie!â
Jackie blinked his eyes open, suddenly aware of the fact that heâd closed them. His glasses were super crooked, only hooked onto one ear, and he stared up at Schneepâs concerned faceâwhich was a bit blurry around the edges, due to his glasses not being in place. He groaned slightly. â...what happened?â
âThe shaking stopped,â Schneep said, glancing around. âI think you passed out at some point during it. I-I felt you go limp and... it worried me...â He trailed off, looking back at Jackie. âAre you alright?â
âYeah...â Jackie clumsily pushed himself upwards, pulling his glasses back into place. They were still in the living room. Still in the house on Aspen Street. Still alone. âI-I think the pressure was just... too much. Did you feel that...?â His voice dropped to a hush. âIt was... it was hard to breathe, it...â
âI felt... more or less okay,â Schneep said slowly. âThat pressure must be a mental sensation. One that I am... protected against.â He idly pressed a hand to the side of his head. âThe shaking was quite upsetting, though, of course. And there is no sign of where Jamie or Marvin went. Or... Anti. He was supposed to be here by now, with Distorter.â
âI hope heâs okay...â Jackie muttered. He instinctively looked towards the front doorâ
What front door?
There wasnât a front door.
There werenât even any windows.
There was only a blank wall.
Jackie jolted, fear like a knife stabbing into his chest. â...H-H-Henrik?â
âWhat?â Schneep followed his gaze. His eyes widened, and Jackie saw horror dawn on his face. â...that... is not... normal.â
âN-n-no, it isnât...â Jackieâs hands were shaking. He folded them beneath his arms, squeezing himself tight. âI... W-w-weâre... s-s-stuck. T-trapped!â
âJackie? Jackie! Breathe.â Schneep grabbed onto his shoulders, holding him firmly, but not shaking him or anything. âIt will be fine.â
âFine?!â Jackieâs voice broke. âFine?!â
âYes, fine.â Schneepâs tone was kind, but firm. âJackie, you cannot let yourself believe it is not fine right now. Iâw-we cannot lose you. You cannot panic.â He paused, then added quietly, âPlease. We... need you here.â
Jackie stared at him. Then he closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths. It was difficult. He could feel the atmosphere of this place weighing down on him. But he leaned against Schneep, who wrapped one arm around him, and focused on the feeling of him instead. He was warm... a contrast to the cold air around them.
âEverything... will be fine,â Schneep repeated quietly. Was he talking to Jackie? Or just to himself? Maybe both of them needed to hear it.
After a minute or two, Jackie opened his eyes again. âOkay... we need... we need to meet up with the others. H-how do we do that? Itâs... so hard to navigate around here...â
âWell, I donât think it is infinite, at least,â Schneep said. âSo we are bound to run into something sooner or later.â He glanced around again. âI came in here once to get Marvinâs cards. It was... confusing, but I was able to sort of control my way around by repeating my steps over and over. Just... going in a loop around the house and taking note of when things changed.â
âI guess thatâs as good a strategy as any.â Jackie swallowed a lump in his throat. Everything will be fine. Everything will be fine. They needed to project optimistic thoughts, otherwise the gloom of this house will echo back towards them and swallow them whole. Jackie steadied himself mentally, then pushed himself to his feetâonly to fall back with a yelp.
âAck, sorry! We are still connected.â Schneep smiled sheepishly. âAnd I think... we should probably stay connected, just in case."
"Right, right, good idea." Jackie laughed a little. "Uh, we'll stand up on three, then. One, two, three!â They clambered to their feet together, moving a bit awkwardly. âAlright.â Jackie patted himself down, making sure everything was in place. âLetâs go look around. See if we can find the others.â
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Breathe. Breathe.
Antiâs lungs struggled against the pressure. Why was it so hard just to keep breathing?
âMaybe you should just give up on that, then.â Distorter tilted his head to the side, leaning closer. He loomed over where Anti was kneeling, and the air felt heavier with his presence. âBreathing, I mean. It would save everyone a lot of trouble!â
He glared up at him, but he couldnât speak. Everything was just so much. And Distorterâs earlier words kept echoing in his brain. Itâs all his fault. Heâs the one who drew everyone here. And now... what would happen to them all?
âOh, Iâll go find them eventually,â Distorter said. âI just want to make sure youâre... secure, first.â
Wait a second... something didnât add up here. âH-how are you...â Antiâs throat was dry, the question getting caught on the walls of it. He tried to swallow. âThe... charm...â
âWorried about how I know what youâre thinking?â Distorterâs grin widened, and he crouched down so his face was closer to Antiâs. âI told you, I donât need to see into your mind to know what youâre dwelling on. I know you very very well by now, AodhĂĄn. Maybe even more than my other friends, Marvin and Jackie! Despite them both spending much more time here. You and I... well, I donât have to say it, do I?â
âWeâre... the same...â Anti said quietly, recalling how Distorter said something along those lines earlier in the day.
âExactly! Are you starting to get it now?â Distorterâs face took up the whole of his vision. âThereâs no use denying it!â
âDenying it...â Anti repeated. Distorter couldnât read his mind right now. So he was... assuming Antiâs reaction. Assuming that Anti... would deny their similarities. Something about that gave him pause. âThereâs no use... denying it... Youâre... right.â Again, he tried to swallow. âYouâre right about that.â
Distorterâs grin widened, and he started to laugh.
âWhich is why I stopped hiding it a while ago.â
The laughter stopped mid-sound. Distorter blinked, clearly taken aback as his smile faded a little. â...what?â
âItâs clear you see yourself in me,â Anti said, maintaining eye contact with those black, featureless eyes. âAnd... thatâs why you hate me so much. You donât like to be reminded of who you really are, donât you? Because... you hated that man. Thatâs why no one remembers him. Thatâs why youâve always wanted Stacy to leave. You hated who you were, and thatâs why you hate me... In a much more... personal way than how you hate Volt or Jackson.â The smallest smile cracked his face. âI think thatâs one of the reasons I hated you, too. You knew too much about me, you poked at all the right places... and in the end, weâre similar, arenât we?â
Distorter said nothing, but Anti saw the way his hands were twitching.
âSo yeah, thereâs no use denying it anymore,â Anti continued. âI donât know who you are. But I know who you are. And just like I would... you hate that someone knows you.â
Distorterâs hand shot out, but Anti was prepared. He ducked and rolled to the side, sweeping his leg out. His shin smacked against Distorterâs, knocking him down for a brief moment. Just long enough for Anti to scramble to his feet and back up. âBitch!â Distorter lashed out again, grabbing Antiâs ankleâclearly, he hadnât backed up far enough. He pulled, and Anti yelped, grabbing onto the back of an armchair to stay upright. âYou donât understand! You donât understand... anything!â
âI donât understand you, but you can understand me? Make up your fucking mind!â Anti kicked his leg, trying to tear it free from Distorterâs grasp.
âIt is made up!â Distorter snarled, pulling himself across the floor closer to Anti. âThereâs no way you understand anything! Youâre a fucking moron who leads his friends into traps! You donât know shit about anything! Much less about me!â
âYouâre just upset you didnât hurt me like you wanted to!â Anti snapped. He broke his ankle free finally and kicked forwardsâkicking right into Distorterâs face with a solid crack of a nose breaking.
Distorter growled like a wild animal, staring up at Anti with narrowed eyes, that smile still stretched across his face, teeth bared like he was ready to bite. He lifted himself farther off the ground, now on his hands and knees, blood dripping from his nose and eyes.
And Anti instantly bolted.
âFucking coward!â Distorter cried after him. âGet back here!â Footsteps thumped across the carpet.
"No, donât think I will!â Anti shouted, disappearing into the hallway. His previous experiences here told him that meant he was in a completely new area, alone and away from anyone else. But he still heard those footsteps behind him. Of course Distorter would be able to travel the house at will. Antiâs eyes darted around and he ran to the side, opening up a door and slamming it closed behind him.
THUD! Distorter hit the door the moment it closed. And then... he laughed, a low, creeping sound. âWeâre in the same house, Aaaantiiii,â he called, nails scraping down the wood. âYou canât run to a new house to get away from meeee.â The singsong tone dropped in favor of snarling rage. âIâm making sure of it!â ThudâTHUD! Distorter hit the door with both fists, one after the other.
âMaybe I donât want to get away from you, bitch!â Anti snapped.
âThen whyâd you run?â
âI regrouped!â Anti turned his head, looking around the room while still holding the door closed. This was a long bedroom. Dark, with no windows... strange, because who would make a bedroom with no windows? But even stranger still, he could make out shapes in the darkness easily. A desk, a chest, a pair of bunk beds... all of it colorless, but all of it in plain view. Like it wasnât actually dark at all.
âThatâs a fancy way of saying youâre scared,â Distorter growled.
âWhat? Of a freaky gray corpse man who canât die? Whatâs so scary about that?â Anti gritted his teeth and tried to make out the specifics as he looked around. Maybe he could find a weapon of some sort in here? Any sort of blunt instrument would do!
âLet me in the room, AodhĂĄn!â Distorter banged against the door some more. âIâll make it quick! It wonât hurt when I rip that protection charm off and drown your mind in fog!â
âFuck off, Distorter!â Anti shouted. âI know youâre lying! Because I know you so well!â
Distorter shrieked wordlessly and kept punching and clawing at the door. Anti didnât move, continuing to hold it closed. Well, at least while Distorter was busy with him, he couldnât hurt his friends... hopefully.
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Jameson fell to the floor during the shaking, as the ground beneath him had bucked like a wild horse, becoming impossible to stand on. His brain rattled around his skull, but there was nothing solid to grab onto. Even the furniture was shaking, afterimages peeling off and disappearing. He tried to think of a spell, but every time his thoughts turned inward, the ground heaved again, his head and limbs slamming against it. The only thing he could do was curl up in a ball and protect his head from the impacts.
When the shaking stopped, he quickly peeked out from behind his arms. His friends were gone. What? How? When? Had the shaking done that? Separated them out into different versions of the house? Why? Could Distorter control this place? Was he aware they were in here the whole time? These questions, and others like them, raced through his mind as he laid there, his body smarting with several newly-developing bruises.
After a moment, his brain processed that nothing was happening, and he slowly uncurled and sat up. The living room looked pretty much the same, except that his friends werenât here... oh. And the door wasnât here, either. The doorframe was still in place, as were the window frames, but they looked pasted onto a solid wall.
His heart sank. Now what was he supposed to do? Just... keep wandering around until he found his friends?
No no no. That sounded like a terrible idea. When they wandered around looking for Marvin, things only got worse. Instead, he should... oh! Right, looking for Marvin! He should be able to control the entrances again, like he did back then. And heâll find his friends easily that way. They can all reunite. No problems here.
JJ staggered to his feet, wincing slightly. He patted himself down quickly, checking to see if anything was serious, but the worst of it was a shallow scrape on his side. Presumably caused by the sharp end of the broken carabiner. But it wasnât even bleeding, so he left it alone and walked over to that arch towards the kitchen. How did he bring up the kaleidoscope doors last time...? It was sort of like a pulse of magicâ
Suddenly, his foot caught on something. JJ cried out as he tripped. He was barely able to catch himself, preventing his head from hitting the ground, but still gaining a few more bruises to join the others. Quickly, he pushed himself to a kneeling position and looked back at the ground.
A black power cord extended from a lamp near the sofa to the wall. He must have missed that... Strange place to plug in a lamp, though. The cord went diagonally across the floor at an awkward angle. Surely there was one closer to the sofa that would be easier to plug into. But who was he to judge?
He got up and started forward again.
Then something wrapped around ankle and pulled him into tripping again! The breath was knocked out of him as he landed this time, and he gasped for a few seconds to catch it again. That felt different. He twisted around.
The lampâs power cord was looped around his ankle. In a way that... seemed unnatural. There hadnât been a loop in the cord when it was on the ground. Jameson felt his stomach drop in dread.
He tried to kick the cord away. But it tightened, as if in defiance. His eyes went wide, and he followed its course towards the wall. There wasnât a plug there. The lamp wasnât plugged in. So why was the cord here?
The second the question crossed his mind, the lamp began to creak. And when he looked back at it, he saw it swayâand then fall towards him!
Jameson rolled out of the way just in time. The lamp hit the ground hard, much harder than it wouldâve if gravity was the only force involved. The cloth lampshade split and the metal loop around the bottom snapped, lashing out towards him and whipping against his arm. Jameson winced and hurried to his feet. He tried to run, but the cord around his ankle tightened, pulling against him. He spun around and sent a disc of magic towards the cord, slicing it in two. Now free, he ran towards the kitchen.
A pillow flew through the air and smacked against his face. It didnât hurt him, but it did blind him for a second as it stuck to his face unnaturally. He gave a muffled cry and peeled it offâonly to be smacked in the side of the head by something heavy enough to make his vision go white. He staggered, leaning against the wall. A drawer had opened up in an end table and items were falling out. Among them, a heavy-looking flashlight, which now sat on the ground at his feet. He stared at it as it rolledâthen flew up towards his face again!
Jameson quickly conjured up a shield, blocking the hit easily. What the hell was going on?! This hadnât happened last time!
He ran towards the kitchen archway again, the shield diverting attacks from a series of pens and pencils, their points all aimed towards him. Forget the kaleidoscope doors, he just needed a wall between him and these flying objects. He darted into the kitchen, pressing his back to the wall to take a deep breath.
Smash! A glass shattered against his shield. Then another, and another, all of them flying out of the open cupboards. Jameson cried out in surprise, reinforcing his shield. But he forgot to cover all of himself with it. The glass shards on the ground rushed towards him, like iron filaments pulled by a magnet, and stabbed into his legs. He shouted in pain and the shield dropped. The second it did, the knife block on the counter tipped over and all of them came flying at him! Jameson lunged to the side and the blades embedded themselves in the wall instead of in his face.
Okay, bad idea, very bad idea! There were so many more dangerous things in a kitchen than in a living room! He wrapped himself in a dome-shaped shield and ran back the way he came.
He got into the middle of the living room before there was another problem. In the corner, a chest opened up, and a blanket came flying at him, draping over his dome-shaped shield and blocking his visions. Others soon joined it, completely encasing him. Jameson took a moment to breathe; at least he was safe, even if he couldnât see anything. But then he heardâand felt, through his connection to the shieldâsomething heavy slam against the dome around him. Thud. And then several other things. Thud thud thud!
Shit... he couldnât just stand here and be attacked! Eventually, something might actually break through his barrier. He had to find the others. How did he do that last time? There was a flash of light whenever he crossed over a threshold... didnât he just have to press his hands against the edges and channel his magic into it? Right, yeah! Simple enough.
Jameson grit his teeth and began slowly walking forward until the edge of his shield hit something. That was probably a wall. He moved sideways from there, making sure that his shield was still pressed against the wall, until he ran into something else. Maybe... a chair? He backed up, going around it, finding his way to another wall, continuing along that in turnâ
Only for something to grab his leg and pull.
He yelped as he collapsed to the ground, the shield collapsing with him. A second power cord! For a brief moment as the blankets fell, he saw the TV. Its cord mustâve pulled him to the ground. And then the blankets all lunged for him, burying him. He tried to stand up, pushing against him, but that just gave them more to wrap around. One soon covered his face, making it hard to breathe, as others pressed his arms and legs together, smothering him in a blanket cocoon. The more he struggled, the fiercer they worked.
Jameson gritted his teeth. God, there was no way this was happening. There was no way he was getting defeated by blankets. He has magic, for fuckâs sake! He just had to think of a spell!
His mind scrambled until it found something that could be helpful. It would be tricky to pull off with his arms bound, but if he just visualized the result clear enoughâsomething heâd never been that good atâbut this was no time for doubt! He squeezed his eyes shut and pushed his magic outwards!
Maybe it was the force of his will, maybe it was this place echoing his magic back at him, but either way had the same result. Shards and spikes of blue magic shot outwards all around him, slicing through the blankets. Some of them were shredded completely, others were mostly intact but with significant holes. Either way, he was able to scramble out of them, crawling across the ground. Just get to the hallway! It was the nearest threshold! Once he got thereâ
The front legs of the TV stand collapsed. He glanced to the side and saw the televisionâa large, heavy-looking CRT model, not a lightweight flatscreenâcareening through the air towards him. He lunged forward, but it still landed on his legs. He screamed in pain at the crushing sensation.
The entire room stirred at the sound, every single loose object turning towards him. JJ quickly conjured up another dome-shaped shield. Blocking attacks from everythingâfrom lightweight pillows and notepads to heavier-looking bookends and paperweights. And as he watched, more things started rolling and tumbling towards him, coming from the kitchen and dining room.
This whole house was out to get him. He had to find the others and get out of here, fast!
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There was a backpack on the floor by the door.
Anti had missed it in his first couple glances around the room. It was too close to his feet. But he spotted it now, as heâd grown more desperate in his search for anything within armsâ reach that could help against Distorterâs furious attacks on the door.
He hesitated to pick it up. He knew who that backpack probably belonged to, and it felt... disrespectful. Taboo. Practically forbidden, especially with what he was thinking it could be used for. But... would the owner of that backpack want him to be stuck here?
His concentration waned for a second, and he felt the door pull against him. Quickly, he tightened his grip on the handle and pulled it shut again. âSo you finally remembered it was a pull door and not a push door, huh?â he said, quipping through gritted teeth to hide the fear that had shot through him.
Distorter laughed. âOh, you make me so angry, AodhĂĄn! Forgive me for losing my mind a little when it comes to your... antics.â Again, the door pulled against him. Anti could picture Distorter holding the knob on the other side, trying to get leverage. âBut now Iâve calmed down a little bit. Can we discuss this like adults, Anti?â
âNo,â Anti said shortly.
Distorter yanked on the door, and Anti quickly yanked back, leaning backwards to use his weight to his advantage. âYou know you canât last long against me,â Distorter said in a low voice. âI donât get tired like you do. And youâre probably feeling very tired right now, arenât you?â
Anti didnât say anything. He didnât want to admit it, but Distorter was right about that. His muscles were already starting to get sore from holding the door in place. But Distorter wouldnât stop. They knew that he didnât feel exhaustion, that he didnât feel pain, either. The only thing that really ever stopped him was electricity, wasnât it? But Anti didnât have any of that on hand. He didnât even have a weapon. He couldnât fight Distorter here... so he could only hope to outrun or outthink him.
Quietly, Anti bent down to reach for the backpack, grabbing it by one of the straps. He gave it a tug; seemed pretty heavy. There mustâve been a lot of school supplies in there... oh.
His heart sank. Nobody ever got a chance to put these things away... to take them out of the pack. It was all... set up. Ready for a day of school that never came.
It... wasnât right to touch this... was it?
The door jolted, and Anti felt the doorknob slip slightly out of his sweaty hand. In a panic, he lunged forward again, holding it shut with both hands now. But Distorter just laughed. âOh, AodhĂĄaaaan! Youâre hurting meeee!â he said in a mocking tone. Three of his blackened fingers had squeezed through the gap in the doorway, twitching slightly.
Antiâs felt his heart pounding with adrenaline. Not the time to hesitate and think about sad stuff! He switched which hand was holding the doorknob and leaned away again. âYouâll get over it,â he said curtly, reaching down and grabbing the backpack strap again. âEveryone gets their fingers jammed sometimes.â He lifted it up, holding it in the air as he stood up straight and took a step back from the doorway.
âBut that doesnât mean that it doesnât hurt, AodhĂĄn!â More blackened fingers clawed at the gap, their nails scraping and scrabbling for purchase. Distorter began to pry the door open. âOnce again, youâre proving how truly heartless you are, AodhĂĄn. How do you live with yourself knowing you hurt everyone around you?â
âThatâs a question you should ask yourself,â Anti said. âOh wait, you already did, didnât you?â He braced himself to say something extremely cruel. âAnd unlike me, you decided you couldnât live with yourself at all.â
Distorter went very still. And regret began to sink into Antiâs chest. But then Distorter shrieked in rage. âFuck you, you little bitch!â He pulled on the door againâ
And Anti let go of the handle.
The door flew open, faster than Distorter expected. The second Anti saw his surprised face, he swung the backpack at it. Slam! Distorter spun to the side from the force of the blow. And Anti darted out into the hallway again, running back towards the living room.
A roar followed him down the hallway; Distorter was furious. Anti raced forward, trying to get away from that sound. He turned the corner.
But there was no living room. There was just another hallway.
Anti stumbled in shock, staring at it blankly. It felt like he missed something, like his brain had skipped over some important detail. But it hadnât. The hallway joined to another, mirrored version of the same hallway. And instead of a basement door at the end, there was another corner that probably led into another hallway.
"AodhĂĄn!â
He tensed and ran forward down this new hallway. Maybe he was wrong! Maybe that corner at the end of the hall led somewhere else!
As he turned it, though, his assumption was proven right. Another hall. Mirrored again, but lined with the same three doors, and a corner at the end.
âYou canât escape me, AodhĂĄn!â Distorter laughed cruelly.
âWhat makes you think Iâm trying to?!â Anti shouted as he sprinted forward.
âThe fact that youâre running!â
Anti turned the corner at the end, finding himself in yet another hallway. Was this just going to keep looping forever?! There had to be some way to stop this! But there wasnât time to think, there was only time for instinct. And his instincts screamed âkeep running!â
So he did. He kept running, sprinting forward, panting heavily but not feeling all that tired. His adrenaline-fueled breaths echoed against the walls, which felt like they were getting closer and closer to him with every new loop. Distorter continued behind him, footsteps pounding against the ground, screaming and spitting out threats and insults and sometimes just Antiâs true name, firing it at him like a round from a rifle. The fear from his presence spurring Anti onward, but he tried to think beyond that. He couldnât just run forever. He had to get away from Distorter!
Near the end of one hallway, he paused and grabbed a door handle, trying to twist it. But he found it locked. And in the time he took to try it, he could see Distorterâs twisted grin get closer. So he kept running. Maybe if he lost himâmaybe if he got far enough aheadâ!
He put on an extra burst of speed. Distorter screamed behind him as he started to widen the distance between them. All the hallways were identical. He knew where the doors would be once he rounded the corner. He just had to be fast!
As he went around into the new hallway, he heard Distorterâs cries become slightly muffledâa wall in the way! Anti lunged for the closest door, turning the handle. And luck of all luck, this one pushed open. He scrambled inside and closed the door behind him. Despite how much he wanted to slam it, he knew he had to be subtle about it, so he merely gave it a firm push.
âStop lying to yourself Aodhan!â Distorterâs voice grew louder as he approached, and Antiâs heart sank in dread. âYou know you canât run from me forever!â It was right outside the door! âThereâs no escape for you or your so-called friends!â
And then... his voice faded into the distance as he ran down the hallway.
Anti let out a breath, relaxing his grip on the door handle but not letting go entirely. This could be a trick, after all. Even if the magic bracelet he had protected him against Distorterâs mind manipulation, there were plenty of ways to trick people without freaky mental powers.
He glanced around, taking in the details of where he was. Seems he found the bathroom. Much like the bedroom he was in before, there were no windows, and the lights werenât on... but he could still see. Everything was visible, even if it was all dull and gray. He caught a glimpse of himself in the mirror... and stared.
He didnât look tired, exactly, despite all the running heâd just done. But he looked... stressed. There were dark bags under his wide eyes, which stood out against his pale face. Was he... shaking? As soon as he saw it, he tried to stop, but couldnât feel any difference. And as he stared, those circles under his eyes just seemed to get deeper and darker. He looked away, hoping that was a trick of the shadows and not reality.
This place was not good. For anyone. He thought back to the scrying spell JJ had preformed. Maybe this was once a place of joy, but it had been corrupted. Warped from how much misery was poured into it. So much so that the confines of the house had begun to... break? Or... branch off? It was still somewhat unbelievable, that the world could start distorting from the sheer pressure of grief and sadness in a place. But at the same time... he understood. Deep in his chest, he understood.
They had to get out of here. All of them. But how?
And... when?
Theyâd come here to defeat Distorter. Should they leave without accomplishing that goal? Probably. This place was so much more dangerous than they remembered. But... if they left now... could they ever come back? Distorter knew. Anti wasnât sure how much he knew, but he was definitely aware that they wantedâneededâto defeat him in here. And that knowledge... would ruin everything. They couldnât come back here if they left. They couldnât start over.
Anti felt tears rising in his eyes. The thought of feeling so helpless, at the whims of Distorter again... it wrenched his heart, like a hand grabbing it and twisting it to the side. He couldnât do that again. He couldnât live under a shadow, under a threat, under pressure. Not anymore.
A sob echoed through the small bathroom.
But... it didnât come from Anti.
Anti raised his head slightly, frowning in confusion. He glanced around, and saw... a figure in the bathtub. He tensed instinctively, worrying this was a trick of some sort. The figure didnât look up at him. It just... sat there, leaning against the wall, legs curled beneath it. Quietly sobbing.
â...oh fuck me,â Anti whispered. This was prime scare material in a horror game. No way was he getting close to that.
But as time drew onâa good few minutes at leastâthe figure didnât do anything. It continued to sit there, sniffling and crying. Antiâs eyes began to adjust to the strange seeable darkness of the bathroom. He could make out details of the figure. It was a man. Average height, but a bit thin in build. Dark hair, pale skin. Wearing a plain T-shirt that seemed gray, but that might just be because everything was gray in this place. The manâs face was turned away from Anti, pressed against the tile wall.
Heâd never seen this man before. And yet... he felt... familiar.
Anti stared for a bit longer before turning his attention back to the door. He pressed his ear to it, listening for any sign of Distorter. Nothing. Pure silence beyond the door. He looked down at the handle and saw that it had a lock embedded in it, the simple deadbolt kind that you could turn. Which he did. Then he stepped away hesitantly, keeping his hand on the door for a bit longer before finally letting go. Even then, he didnât turn around right away. He only did once he was sure nothing was coming. And when he did, he slowly walked towards the bathtub.
The man didnât respond to his approach. Maybe he couldnât hear him? Or maybe he could, but... didnât care.
âUm... are you...â Antiâs voice sounded hoarse, so he cleared his throat. âAre you... him? The guy who... lived here?â
Still, the man said nothing. His crying had died down a bit. But nothing else.
âI think... I think you are,â Anti whispered. âFor a second, I, uh... I thought you were me, in a way. But I donât think I ever cried in a bathtub. I didnât cry a lot as an adult, hah.â He smiled sadly. âBut, uh, to think that I thought that for a second. Just goes to show how... we...â He didnât finish that sentence. It didnât need to be finished.
The man still didnât respond.
âCan you... hear me at all?â Anti asked quietly. âOr are you just a memory? Orââ He inhaled sharply. ââan echo? Th-this is some sort of magical echo chamber, after all?â
Silence. But the lack of an answer made that last guess seem the most likely.
â...Why are you here?â Anti wondered out loud. âI mean... we didnât see you at all the last time we came here to rescue Marvin. Though... I think Stacy mentioned hearing voices? Are you just an evolved version of that? Did I... summon you or something?â He bit his lip, thinking back to how things were just before this echo showed up. âBecause I was feeling... tired? Because I thought about how much I didnât want to do something?â He paused. âThat feels right to me. I mean, you donât end up crying in a bathtub for no reason. Youâre probably... feeling something like that too, huh?â
The sniffles died down completely by now, but the man still didnât say anything. Or give any sign at all that he heard Anti.
âI donât know why Iâm talking to you,â Anti said quietly. âIâm not... Iâm not good at this shit. Emotional connection and all that. I mean, I do alright with Will. But itâs different when itâs him. I... I know what heâs been through. He had a tough time of it before I met him, and it was... I knew about that shit.â He paused again. âMaybe... maybe I sorta know about this shit, too. Itâs what I kept saying to Distorter. What he kept saying to me. That weâre... similar. And I know we are, itâs just...â He trailed off, trying to put his thoughts into words. â...different. To... see it. I mean... itâs hard to see it with Distorter, heâs so... consumed by evil and shit. But you... even if youâre just an echo... I... I get it.â
The man was unmoving. So still he couldâve been a statue, or perhaps a trick of the mind.
â...I think I want to help you,â Anti said quietly. âYou, not... Distorter. Which makes no fucking sense, I know, youâre the same, butâbut you donât feel the same. Distorterâs made of whatever fucking weird ass magic does that to a person. Youâre just... the person who was trapped here.â
As the man continued to sit there, Anti felt an urge to reach out and touch him. To put a hand on his shoulder. Was that even possible? He knew the man was an echo of some sort, so he probably wasnât all there. He wouldnât be surprised if his hand just passed right through him. But he wanted to try anyway.
Slowly, Anti leaned down, hand outstretched, reaching for the manâs arm. He prepared himself to withdraw soon when his hand passed through, since it felt disrespectful to wave it around inside this echoâ
And then his hand made contact.
Just for a second. Anti gasped at the feeling of flesh and cloth beneath his fingers and palm.
The man whirled around, and suddenly Anti was thrown backwards, as if the air itself had flung him away.
âDÌONÍ'T ÍąLÌ”ÌÍOÍOÌ”áž°Ìą ̶MÌĄÌȘÌ«Ì̩Ț̞̀ÌÌ„Ì!ÌŽÌÍâ A voice screamed.
The sound of it pierced Antiâs ears. It wasnât just the volume, though the high-pitched shriek was painful in that way, too. No, it was the emotion in the voice. The pain, the rage, the sadness, the shame, concentrated into four words that slammed into him, going straight to his mind like a hammer pounding on a chisel with every syllable.
Then his head hit the side of the sink, and white burst in his vision. When he eventually got over the stunning pain of it... the man was gone.






















