Belle

Drinking a stick of melted butter like a good healthy girl

Yes 🙃 It does come up and it’s just as awkward as you’d imagine

Do I want to post more? Yes! Do I feel guilty about it? Yes, but sometimes (a lot of the time) I go through shit, and I hope that those of you who support me understand and know that I’m sooo so beyond grateful for y’all’s patience. All of my content is centered around my real life experiences with my fetish, and sometimes being a lazy fuck is just apart of that. Gaining takes so much of your mental and physical, and I’m not a normal girl running a normal OF yk?

My mom had an intervention type talk with me last weekend where she told me I need to start taking care of my health and how once your weight starts putting limitations on your life there needs to be a change. “I’m tired of only being able to sit around and do nothing when we see you” was a pretty humiliating thing to hear. It always leaves me speechless and feeling like a dumb pig when she says those things to my face. But the worst part of it all is that I’m nowhere near as fat as I’m gonna be

Basically as much as I can by myself all the time. I keep snacks and other essentials like my hairbrush, deodorant, etc by my bed. the only things I’m having to get up for is to go to the bathroom, the fridge, and to grab whatever I’m getting delivered from the door. I haven’t walked around a store or anything since I moved into my apartment. I’m a very sedentary girl

Trust me, it wouldn’t be for very long

I just need to find a good spot where no one will see me lol bc I really wanna make more stuff to show y’all just how out of shape I really am

I’m desensitized to so much now. I miss when I could just watch a simple belly play video on youtube and lose my mind. Living it out really is the only thing that does it for me

This reminded me that I used to write wg fics on wattpad when I was 13 lmaoo. I honestly don’t have the attention span to sit and write like I did then, plus I’m really not good at it. They were so fucking cringey but about what you would expect from a middle schooler. I used to read stuff, but I honestly don’t have any fav writers or anything. It’s been a while since I’ve gotten into it

love it. too much

I can’t wait for that first drive thru run after I’m discharged 🥴 hospital bracelet still on double fisting greasy burgers