Sometimes you realize in life that source is telling you very specific stories. I see now that we truly have to lose all things we thought we knew to be sound, that we thought we knew was love. We have to lose the things that our #ego was attached to and bringing us into old patterns again. We have our discussions, we have our love, we have our #knowledge and our intelligence, what we fail to see and hear sometimes are the things we wish to be true are really just a shadow of what is to come. We are meant to grow beyond where we have ever been, we are meant to become better. I realized how rare it is to find another that can be true to this journey too. It was not for me to find, it was for me to stumble on, in stumbling on love within myself. I see that there is some magnificent, wonderful truth to being silenced and alone, there is some beautiful move to owning how you feel, listening to the little voice in the back of your head that you don't want to hear. It is small, it hears and sees all that we do not, it brings us a chance to become greater than we ever knew and it is the #freedom that we often ignore. When that voice comes up and it gives you an answer to a question you never asked, when it confirms something strange happens in an unsuspecting way, when it shows you that not all things are as they seem and that is due to the fact that everyone has a side to them they do not wish to reveal for the pain it carries is what will reveal to the world their vulnerability. When we embrace our vulnerable side we feel exposed to the world, when in fact it is the vulnerabilities that show our strengths. I suppose I was ready to find another on this journey, I supposed I had hoped for the best, it is in this hope that I see where the ones that have entered my life as of recent years are simply the mirror of my insecurities and as I expand I see that it is all a lesson in arriving at #compassion for myself This is #challenge, this is difficult, yet as you do this more and more you find that there is a real hope that derives from this, a hope that is covered in faith. I have learned that while you all love what I do, I have learned that all I do is for faith in me. (at Mesa, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_MBP8rHfXd/?igshid=13dgajxa4hifb
