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Because even though there are almost 8 billion humans on this planet, I can never get connected with any of them. It's like I'm different. An anomaly. The way I think, see and behave always been so different from others. So I have always been an outsider. Outside looking in. Never fit in anywhere. Also because I’m suffering from AvPD (avoidant personality disorder). Problem getting close to people. I’m born weird. It's like I don’t know how to be a human. So I avoid people. Lastly, I’m also a chronic dreamer. My head is always in the cloud. Or to be precise, in outer space. It's like there’s another planet in my head. So I believe there’s maybe some advantage for your humans to hear me out, it’s good to have a different perspective. Besides, I have a planet full of stories and ideas to share too.
I had this silly dream since small to make a difference in this planet. And I want to do it with my marks and by helping others. I just want my life to mean something and that I mattered before I die. And my mark so people might remember me when I gone.
And my end, I believe, is quite close as I'm facing all kind of issues right now, some of which can end me before I can achieve my dream (You could learn more of them at Gogetfunding)
So with clock’s ticking, I want to make my marks as quickly as possible. I already started a t-shirt designing business. And if it becomes successful and I’m still alive, other mediums like graphic novels, fiction books, tv shows, and movies will follow up suit too. So follow me as I create more marks in the future. And as for the “helping others” part, I'm donating 10% of whatever profit I made to a variety of charities depending on the cause that I’m promoting for that particular mark. And in the future, I hope I will give more. And as I still want to live until old age, the rest of those profits will go toward my self-preservation, solve some of the other issues that I’m facing and achieve my other dreams (more on that in Gogetfunding). But before that, there are things you should know about me.
1)Like I mentioned before, I have AvPD. It’s really hard for me to interact with people. Just the thought of talking or replying to people will make me hyperventilating. So if I don’t reply to your comment or reply it with just a few words, please forgive me. I’m not trying to be snob or anything. It’s just that I’m programmed that way. I can’t be sociable even if my life depends on it.
2)I’m a born idiot. So I’m predisposed to making really stupid mistakes and offend people a lot. So if you are offended by any of my works, words or my actions, please forgive me. It’s not my intention to do so.
3)My drawing and my computer graphic designing skills are rudimentary at the best because the only training I got are bits and pieces that I get from youtube. And my social media and my I.T knowledge are even worse. Before this, I have avoided them like the plague. So if you think my work are bad, I’m truly sorry. But please do correct me if I did something wrong and teach me if you can (I love learning).
4)I'm not very articulate. It’s hard for me to say right words or what exactly in my mind. So, I tend to rewrite my post or my tweet a lot to get the message right. And I'm also my very own worst critic. So whatever work I have done, I always see flaws in them and I want to correct them always. And as I’m still in my learning stage, I will be experimenting a lot too. So if these annoy you, please forgive me. Just bear with me on this. It’s something that I can’t seem to shake off no matter how much I tried.
5) My marks usually have some messages behind it. I'm not trying to be holier than thou nor am I wise. Actually, I'm the total opposite. And because I want to represent everyone (men, women, race, religions, nationalities etc), I will put my two cents in everything. Ii’s just that I don’t usually don’t speak up in the outside world because of the fear of appearing stupid. But everyone should have a voice. So, here’s mine before my time’s up. And I tend to write long. It’s my nature. So, bear with me on this too.
6)There may be a long gap between my marks because (i)I’m still in my learning stage, (ii) I’m a slow pace person (iii)I’m a super-sensitive person. So, I get hurt easily from criticism or failures and these things takes time for me to heal (iv) I have to fight my many inner demons like depression, procrastination, fear, self-loathing, etc. to get anything done and the final reason is that (v) I'm dead. If it's come to that, I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you for all your support, sorry and goodbye.
1)I wish to be anonymous here. This way, I can be myself, my true self, the one behind the mask that I put on for the world. And if the people start looking for me with torches and pitchforks, I can always run back to whatever hole I was hiding before.
2)Please like and share my posts with as many people as you possibly can. Because you are my only hope link to this world.
Follow me as I have lot of marks to show you. I hope you like them and make your mark too with me on this planet. Thank you for checking out my blog. And now, let my world domination begins. Muahaha.
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