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waaaay back when I was a cashier in retail we would talk about dumb shit while unloading the truck, and we got to the "what would you do in a zombie apocalypse" me and another worker were like yeah we would just die. End it all, we can't fight or run or shit. I refuse to put that much effort into survival.
And my manager was like no!!!! If that happened, I would drive to find you guys in my truck and we could eat stuff from my wife's garden and I would make sure everyone I know survived!! I would carry you all on my shoulders away from the zombies!!
Anyway, random shout out to that guy. You were too kind for retail management, Devin.
also afterwards everyone who was talking about their cool bunker fantasies were like "Damn, Devin's right, we should also be considering helping people around us." which is the only recorded instance of a retail shift making people better human beings.
All these tourists having a great time at the World Cup isn't surprising b/c the first rule of America is that this place rules if you have money to blow and it's a nightmare if you don't. The prohibitively high cost of attending the World Cup filtered out all the ppl who don't have money so all the people who actually made it to the U.S. are basically guaranteed to have fun
America hates the broke and woke and so every rich chud from abroad who comes over here goes home singing our praises. Tale as old as time.
I love vague labels that make people go "but that's confusing" or "but that could mean anything" Good. Keep guessing lol
"Queer doesn't actually tell me anything" who says I wanted to tell you anything. Who even are you.
Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to William Walton featured in The Selected Letters of Martha Gellhorn

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so many misguided metaphors around violence and desire. if the open maw of a panting beast fills you with the want to be devoured, that does not make you prey. while the rabbit trembles in fear, its deepest desire is to run. evolution demands it. in fact, the desire to be eaten does not make you any small animal at all.
it makes you a fruit.
the block button really does speak to me like the cursed amulet sometimes. thousands have been slain for minor acts of treason. all for the glory of my kingdom of course
Happy pride month
not to give green day credit but it is immensely funny how often Big Corporation For Guys Men Guys Guy Corporation will be like hi green day play my event. and green day is like ok Big Corporation For Guys Men Guys Guy Corporation but you know we suck dick and penis and want to kill politicians and we are going to play our song we suck dick and penis and want to kill politicians .and Big Corporation For Guys Men Guys Guy Corporation is like ok green day thats cool. and then green day plays their song we suck dick and penis and want to kill politicians. and Big Corporation For Guys Men Guys Guy Corporation is like wtf green day you cant do that you cant play your song we suck dick and penis and want to kill politicians. and this has been happening in a cycle for 30 years.
reminds me of the time Rage Against the Machine were vying for Christmas Number 1 (british public was doing a little trolling) so the BBC had to let them come on and play 'Killing In the Name Of' live on the breakfast show, and they asked them not to swear and they swore
me when I tell the guy who sings "fuck you, I won't do what you tell me" not to do that
THIS SONG IS FUCKING AWESOMEEEEEđĽđĽđĽđĽđĽ
HOW THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT THERES NOTHING THERE
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Legitimately good example of how thorough you need to be to protect private information

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It's fascinating (and infuriating) to live in an age where almost everyone I know is languishing in Dickensian poverty but social media is slap full of professional-managerial computer-touchers who've never known hunger insisting that the economy is fine because their metrics say rich people are still rich.
A bad economist and a bad engineer are often bad in the same way; they're both people who, when reality doesn't conform to the model, decide to get mad at reality instead of adjusting the model
queer allies as a rule have got to get more normal about the idea that trans women can have periods
keep in mind i am not a biologist in any way but my understanding of it basically goes
the period is all hormones. if you have the hormones but not the uterus you can still get everything except the bleeding from the uterus. yknow because your body can't detect that one peripheral but the rest of the program still works
the actual cramps and pain aren't from the uterus they're from the muscles around the uterus squeezing it, which you have even if you don't have a uterus
so if you're a trans girl you can't shed the uterine lining obviously but you can still get things like fatigue, cravings, mood swings, back cramps, and breast tenderness
this isn't really a thing common to trans women either. there's a bunch of ways cis women and other uterus havers can have bloodless periods too (stress, diet, birth control, anovulation, apparently thyroid issues sometimes) no matter what some terfs on reddit want you to think lmao
I think this is a lot easier to understand when combined with the knowledge that trans men usually don't get periods at all, but generally do still ovulate. T does not stop that. It doesn't stop the actual fertility cycle that periods are supposed to be a symptom ofâit just stops the period itself. Without E, even though we still release an egg, our bodies don't build a uterine lining, don't do cramps, don't do PMS, and all the rest.
So not only do you not need a working uterus to have periods, you can have a working, fertile set of ovaries and a uterus, but without estrogen, they still won't do periods, even if they're doing all the stuff required to actually get pregnant. And we know they do this because trans men on T get pregnant all the time.
If you put these two experiences together, it becomes clear. What you were taught in school was wrong. Having a period is not caused by having a functional uterus, functional ovaries, or the ability to become pregnant; it's caused by having an estrogen-dominant system. Lots of people, including but not limited to trans men, have all three of those things, but their bodies are testosterone-dominant, and so they don't get periods. Meanwhile, lots of people, including but not limited to trans women, don't have one or all of those things and yet still do get periods, because their bodies are estrogen-dominant and that's what actually triggers periods. Sure, fertility is the purpose of a period, for lack of a better term, but that isn't actually the biological thing that triggers that set of symptoms. Estrogen is. That's why trans people without uteruses still get monthly menstrual symptoms, and that's why other trans people who haven't had periods in years can and do still get pregnant.
(All that said, while you can get pregnant on T, it's still advised to go off it if you're actively trying to conceive, because we don't really know exactly how it impacts fertility and also because testosterone is harmful to fetal development)
Yeah, medical forms using the word "period" to ask about menstrual bleeding is misleading.
As I understand it, there's a "hormonal cycle" element to testosterone-dominant systems as well, whether endogenous or administered. This is most talked about with deciding between testosterone injections every 2 weeks or every week, where there's a greater fluctuation in the amount in the system and a greater changing effect on mood/energy when injecting less frequently. I know I was turned off by that sounding like yet another inescapable "you have to keep track of where you are in your hormonal cycle to understand your emotions and impulses" - and by the lack of context that hey, perisex cis men also have cyclical hormonal fluctuations.
Decapod of the day: Panulirus versicolor | Painted Spiny Lobster
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Unstoppable Force (my love of seeing other people's takes/stylization on my OCs) vs Immovable Object (my gripping fear of not doing other people's OCs enough justice when I draw them)
this is what I mean about how right now in the united states (won't speak for elsewhere but feel free to lmk in the notes if you'd like) a lot of us trans adults who are able to access transition care can only do so at the direct expense of trans minors. this clinic would not have opened if they held the line and offered equal access to healthcare to trans minors.
"Martin announced the direct-care clinic, calling it âone of the first times a public health department has ever taken that step.â But when CabĂĄn pushed back, pointing out that trans youth are the ones most under attack right nowânoting that there are âalmost no providersâ left for youth the entire cityâMartin indicated the clinic would not serve youth, citing the need to âstrike a balanceâ between providing care and avoiding âclawbacks from the federal government.â This morning, EITM can directly confirm that the age cutoff is 19âmatching the Trump administrationâs executive order threshold, not the standard legal age of adulthood in New York."
a lot of the structural transphobia we are experiencing is hitting minors even worse. their care gets banned first. if you want a preview of what access to healthcare will look like for us trans adults in 2 years, look at what access looks like for legal minors right now.
please have the compassion to show them solidarity now. do for them what you hope a cis person will do for us. like at the very least, talk about it.
The 19 instead of 18 cut-off isn't arbitrary, it's so they can establish that there is already a precedent for denying care to adults as well.
This should be ringing alarm bells. It doesn't stop with a ban on minor care, and kids shouldn't be treated as a sacrificial lamb for adults.

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This tweet read me to filth