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🥚: scrambled or soft boiled

🥩: rare

🥛: skim

🍷: …not sure. i like mocktails though, so i’d probably like cocktails?

🥚: scrambled with LOADS of cheese or in a cheesy omelet. Basically I can’t eat eggs unless they are buried in cheese lol

🥩: medium rare. preferably with a bunch of fatty bits the fat is the best part

🥛: chocolate. it’s the only way I’ll drink milk. unless I’m dipping a cookie in it

🍷: I don’t drink alcohol because 1. i’m a minor 2. it destroyed my late aunt’s life :D

☕️: hot chocolate also :3

🥩: medium rare

🥛: I only buy whole milk bc that’s what my parents bought growing up (apparently young boys need the extra fat in whole milk? Or something? And I had a lot of brothers?) and other milk tastes icky and thin to me now lol. Also I just don’t really drink milk but I like to have it around for various uses

🍷: I don’t drink :3 there is a mocktail bar in my town I visit occasionally tho

☕: peppermint tea absolutely SLAPS. Also I recently got an herbal chai type mix from a small business at a local craft fair and boy oh BOY

🥚 - poached (on a bagel with bacon and avocado yummm)

🥩 - i don’t rlly eat steak but i’d probably say medium

🥛- sugar free oat milk - i usually only have it in cereal tho :D

🍷 - i don’t drink either but i love mocktails!!

☕️ - omg you get me, i LOVE peppermint tea too!!! like so much my friends want to get me a kettle lmao. i discovered it after i lost my voice and i’ve loved it ever since

🥚- fried

🥩- i’d say medium rare like literally everyone else mostly because i have no idea about steak

🥛- whole milk, it’s just yummy dude

🍷- i don’t really drink but i rlly want to try beer

☕️- coffee, like any time, i love it bitter and i love it sweet it’s just so good man

🥚 - fried or poached (basically anything goey)

🥩 - literally never had steak but it would probably have to be whatever the most cooked version is bc i couldn’t stand it being raw

🥛 - WHOLE MILK THE OTHER ONES ARE WATERY YOU PSYCHOPATHS

🍷 - don’t drink and don’t want to, i did have one really really nice blood orange mocktail once at a gala dinner that i’ve never found again but for the most part i don’t like them either cos i don’t like fizzy stuff

☕ - hot chocolateeeeee

🥩 - Medium

🥛- 2% milk bc it tastes better than the other ones

🍷- I can’t legally have it so idk

☕️ - Peppermint tea

Tags!!

🥚 - fried or scrambled with A LOT of cheese

🥩 - medium

🥛- I dont drink milk😞

🍷- im a minor so I dont drink but I probably won’t in the future

☕️ - chamomile tea <3

steak: medium rare

milk: 2%

alcohol: i dont drink but sometimes i put grape juice into a wine glass and act like im a professional wine taister (:<<<

warm drink: hot chocolate

🥩 ribs: i prefer medium

🥛: me no like cow juice

🍷: minor

☕: hot chocolate

tags under cut:

🥩 📫︎ 🕈︎☜︎☹︎☹︎ 👎︎⚐︎☠︎☜︎

🥛 📫︎ ☞︎⚐︎☼︎❄︎✋︎☞︎✋︎☜︎👎︎

🍷 📫︎ 👎︎⚐︎☜︎💧︎☠︎🕯︎❄︎ 💣︎✌︎❄︎❄︎☜︎☼︎

☕️ 📫︎ 👍︎✋︎👎︎☜︎☼︎

🥩: ☌⟒⋏⎍⟟⋏⟒⌰⊬ ⎅⍜⋏’⏁ ⎍⋏⎅⟒⍀⌇⏁⏃⋏⎅ ⏁⊑⟒ ⏁⊑⟟⋏☌ ⍙⟟⏁⊑ ‘⋔⟒⎅⟟⎍⋔’ ⍜⍀ ‘⍙⟒⌰⌰ ⎅⍜⋏⟒’ ⎎⍜⍀ ⏁⊑⏃⏁ ⌇⍜ ⟟ ☊⏃⋏’⏁ ⏃⋏⌇⍙⟒⍀

🥛: ⟒⟟⏁⊑⟒⍀ ☊⍜⍙ ⍜⍀ ☊⊑⍜☊⍜⌰⏃⏁⟒

🍷: (⋔⍜⎅ ⟟⌇ ⏃ ⋔⟟⋏⍜⍀ ⌇⍜ ⟟ ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⋏⟒⎐⟒⍀ ⊑⏃⎅ ⏃⌰☊⍜⊑⍜⌰)

☕️: ⟒⟟⏁⊑⟒⍀ ⏁⟒⏃ ⍜⍀ ⊑⍜⏁ ☊⊑⍜☊⍜⌰⏃⏁⟒

Steak: No pink or red pieces. Very well done. Congratulations. Burnt.

Milk: any, basically. Whole, %2, I’m not the biggest fan of silk milk, but I’ll drink it. Oh and chocolate and strawberry. Love those.

Alcohol: Minor

Warm drink: No.

Steak: I love pink and red pieces. Medium rare. Fatty pieces are heaven.

Milk: 2%

Alcohol: Minor

Warm drink: No.

Steak: Medium rare, I think?

Milk: 2%

Alcohol: Minor and also never

Warm Drink: No

Steak: Well done. I want a brick.

Milk: does chocolate milk count?

Alcohol: I’m not legally allowed to drink and also the few times my parents have given me a sip it tasted pretty terrible so…

Warm Drink: Peppermint hot chocolate with whipped cream!

Egg: scrambled (with salt and cheese)

Steak: I’ve never had steak before

Milk: 2% or whole, whichever is available

Alcohol: none. I don’t drink

Warm drink: tea! either earl grey or cinnamon

steak: medium well (ALSO WHAT YOUVE NEVER HAD STEAK?)

milk: 2%

alcohol: no, but my favorite mocktail I’ve made was Sierra Mist w creamer, raspberry syrup, and coconut

warm drink: pg tips black tea w milk sugar and a tiny bit of vanilla

Egg: probably sunnysid up? Is that what you call it in english??🍳<-that one

Steak: medium rare. It needs to be pink/red.

Milk: uhh i think its like a 0.5 perchent fat???? Idk man i just call it blue milk

Alcohol: illegal

Warm drink: hot chocolate

This one really fucked with my brain to think of the english names

🥚: none! i hate the texture and the taste and the smell :)

🐮: 2% reduced fat, i also just call it blue milk and had to go check the fridge lmao

🍷: i don’t drink

☕: also hot chocolate! especially peppermint

🥚: Scrambled!

🥩: Well done with a bit of red

🐮: While milk, I need the calcium and it’s tasty! The other ones are so watery. I used to only drink fat free though!

🍷: Uhh so I can drink and I’ve never had a mocktail but I do wanna try beer? I’ve accidentally had a small taste of it here and there but never enough to actually taste it lol

☕️: Caramel coffee or peppermint tea, it’s a tie!

🥩 - Medium Rare! Family is all the same lol

🥛 - 2%? Idk normal grocery milk?

🍷 - Screw that, I had a good strawberry and cucumber mocktail tho!

☕ - Hot chocolate with a candy cane or peppermint :3

Steak: Well done, I need it well done or else dead

Milk: Chocolate I guess. I just don’t really like white milk

Alcohol: I don’t drink so uhh

Warm drink: Peppermint tea with a spoonful of honey. Yummer yum

Moots moots, let’s see (rin you keep taking mine)

Steak: no (I hate all red meat)

Milk: 2% (I don’t drink milk typically I just use it in baking)

Alcohol: haven’t had anything good yet

Warm drink: TEA fruity ones

Steak: medium rare

Milk: only with sweet things, specifically chocolate (brownies, chocolate chip cookies, etc)

Alcohol: no thank you!

Warm drink: peach tea or hot coco!

Steak: Medium Rare

Milk: 1%. I regularly drink straight milk.

Alcohol: When I could still drink it, Moscow Mule

Warm Drink: chai latte or turtle mocha (or literally any tea)

Steak: Medium rare

Milk: Whole Milk

Alcohol: I can’t drink legally but a really sweet wine or mead

Warm Drink: Hot chocolate, raspberry hibiscus tea with lemon and honey, or just classic chamomile tea.

steak: medium rare!!

milk: i hate milk…….

alcohol: underage but prolly a lime cocktail of sorts

Great Is Thy Faithfulness

It Came Upon a Midnight Clear

Rock of Ages, Cleft for Me

Love Divine, All Loves Excelling

Give Me Oil in My Lamp

El Shaddai

Every Move I Make

King of Kings and Lord of Lords

Jesus, Name Above All Names

For the Beauty of the Earth

M - Mad as Rabbits by Panic! at the Disco

E - Ezekiel by Phil Keaggy

A - Alone Together by Fall Out Boy

S - Stumbling by Maewyn

U - Up by Worthikids

R - Respect by Heart to Gold

E - Everlasting by Tuck Everlasting the Musical

S - Set Those Sinners Free (Choir Edition) by The Hope County Choir

D - Delta Dawn by Tanya Tucker

E - Everywhere, Everything by Noah Kahan

R - Runaways by The Killers

E - Everything Happens to Me by Samara Joy

P - Poor Pirates by The Spongebob Musical

O - Ophelia by The Lumineers

yay this is actually pretty representative of my music taste!!

K - Kehaar’s Theme from Watership Down

I - I Wait, I Wait, I Wait, I Wait by Laufey

B - Becoming The Lastnames by Will Wood

B - Bark Like You Want It by Sir Mix-A-Lot

E - Euthanasia by Will Wood

R - Runway by Lady Gaga ft. Doechii

C - Climbing The Down from Watership Down

A - Against The Kitchen Floor by Will Wood

T - Tough Luck by Laufey

C - Cherry Bomb by The Runaways

H - Holding Out for a Hero by Bonnie Tyler

A - Army Dreamers by Kate Bush

T - Take Me to Church by Hozier

T - the cure by Olivia Rodrigo

H - Homewrecker by sombr

I - I Thought I Saw Your Face Today by She & Him

S - Salvatore by Lana Del Ray

I - I might say something stupid by Charli xcx

S - Should I Stay or Should I Go by The Clash

N - No Good Deed by Cynthia Erivo

O - O Children by Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

T - That’s Life by Frank Sinatra

R - Running Up That Hill by Kate Bush

E - Evergreen by Richy Mitch & The Coal Miners

A - Angel of Small Death and The Codene Scene by Hozier

✮ “Mh? What's up?”        “Nothing, go back to sleep.”

✮ “Where're you goin'?”        “I'll be back in a second.” “:(”

✮ “Baby, let's go to bed. It's late.”        “You go ahead. I'll be there in a second.” “Ugh.”

✮ “You look dead on your feet. When's the last time you got any rest?”        “Um...” “Okay, that was way too long of a pause. Off to bed you go.”

✮ “Can't sleep?”        “Mhm...” “'s okay. I got you now.”

✮ “I'm cold.”        “Get your ice feet away from my legs!”

✮ “Come on, it's time to get up.”        “[incoherent mumbling]” “I made breakfast?” “[peeking out from under the blanket] Waffles?” “(fondly) Of course I made waffles.”

✮ “So that means if we solve the equation for X, we need to... Oh.”        “[soft snoring noises]”

✮ “Mh? Wha- what's happening?”        “You fell asleep on the couch waiting for me again.” “Your fault for being late...” “[forehead kiss] You're right. My apologies.”

✮ “Don't you look comfy. May I join?”        “You're the only thing still missing.”

✮ “Baby. Come to bed.”        “Just a second-” “No. Now, or you're sleeping on the couch.” “Alright, alright. I'm coming.”

your favorite movie (or top 5)

a movie you like/have watched with a color in the title

a movie you like/have watched with punctuation in the title

a movie you like/have watched with a number in the title

the last four movies you've watched

your favorite movie that is technically "bad"

a movie you watched as a kid a ton

your favorite horror (or if that isn't your thing mystery/thriller) movie

favorite actor/actress?

favorite director?

who do you think is your most watched actor/director

favorite animated movie

favorite movie genre

what do you think is your most watched movie genre

do you have a letterboxd?

what movie(s) have you seen in theatres recently?

movie you watched recently that you LOVED

movie you watched recently that you HATED

movie you watched recently that you HAD MIXED FEELINGS about

movie that you've been wanting to watch forever but still haven't

favorite documentary?

favorite romcom (or just favorite comedy)

movie that you did not understand

foreign film you love?

movie musical you love?

western you love?

a movie you're nostalgic for

a movie based off a book

favorite historical movie?

favorite biopic?

favorite scifi?

a movie you think is overrated?

a movie you think is underrated?

favorite movie series?

favorite action movie?

favorite fantasy movie?

name a movie character you love!

a movie you like/have watched set in space

a movie you like/have watched set on an island

a movie that everyone loves that you also love!

name your comfort movie!

name your guilty pleasure movie :}

a movie you think everyone should watch

most anticipated movie this year (if any)

Like did you know that people CAN in fact perceive you differently than you do yourself regardless of how objective you think your own perception is. And not just like emotionally or relationally or socially, but literally also physically. Like people can PHYSICALLY perceive you differently than you see yourself. This is insane news for all of us overweight girlies.

Like our VISUAL perception of ourselves, even though consciously it’s simply observation, IS NOT COMPLETELY OBJECTIVE. We, or at least I, attach subjective truth onto an observation… and then let it drive my life for a decade.

And this is hard to articulate, so when opening up about it it’s easy to stay surface level. Especially if you’re like me and hate talking about it because it seems so attention-seeking. But when it’s something you are literally subconsciously thinking about all the time to the point where it drives your life - and you’re never opening up about it?

But when I would only half heartedly open up, I would receive only half-precise encouragement. So I would feel none of it applied and everyone was lying. So even when I would open up I would find ways to twist encouragement into even more self deprecation because I thought things were so bad that even close people that I trust would lie to me. But turns out people literally can PERCEIVE THINGS DIFFERENTLY. Like some things I was convinced were objective truth actually aren’t (maybe a wee bit of dysmorphia was whispering who knows).

So basically I was trying to open up to this person right and I started with the same surface level stuff and then… she was just locked in and gave me logical responses. Like obvi I love her and she loves me so she said sweet encouraging things because it was a hard conversation, but she just thought it out logically with me, which is totally what I needed.

Basically I hope to encourage <3. I struggle a lot with terrible self perception and I hate opening up about it… even though my personality is typically a very open book. If you’re struggling with the relationship between your weight and appearance you’re not alone pookie! Perception and its involvement of subjective and objective truth is so insane to think about, and it’s worth some research if you’re having problems with it. And it’s alway helpful to find someone to logic it out with you, if that’s the way your personality works.