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hihihihi and welcome to my hellhole ^^

my name’s ruthie guthrie but you can call me ruthie or jackie !!

she/they/he/sun, i don’t really know what my gender is at this point

lesbian/ace/demigirl !! :3

self-diagnosed adhd and arfid [after loads of research dw]

asks are on for now, I might periodically switch em off n on

I really, really, REALLY love Chonny Jash

#oh God this was overdue #much much shorter yesyes !!#probs link my fanfics later tho #mmm maybe I should add a section ok lemme do that rq #mkay #ill link em later #it takes 4everrr #Anyway #pinned post #ruthie rambles #the last name I chose is definitely not a paper towns reference

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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY AMAZING PARTNER WHO I LOVE!!! You know who you areeeeee

#That’s all sorry I’ve been so busy all day it’s MEAN k bye

you won’t believe it, but

#no shit sherlock #Extreamly .#Ok that’s all I’m sorry AHAAA #ruthie rambles

why don’t people like me like. im not. ugly. i think. im not stupid either i think and i act like everyone else i think so why. why do i always get ostracized at like every event ever

#being emo in my bunk rn wowowowoww #imposter syndrome is also kicking me in the ass! it’s amazing and wonderful /sarc #like i feel depressed but am I really. am I just pretending so people will care about me #i don’t know I feel like im just a whiny bitch #anyway #sorry for venting on here it’s my only outlet rn kinda #tw vent

ok oh my god ignore me there’s no way I’ll ACTUALLY off myself I promise I just. really want to right now

#tw sui ideation #I PROMISE I NEVER WILL I PROMISE im just. sad.#Axl rose save me from this hell I’m living…… /j

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i. am. going. to. kill. myself.

#i hate myself so much #guys if you ever thought I hated you for like any reason I’m so sorry. i promise I dont #I don’t hate anyone ever #tw sui ideation

lunamilliesapphire

i started rereading phm right after I finished it because I couldn't stop thinking about it and my brain went "hey! maybe rereading it will help your mind settle!"

it didn't help

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Luna take this as your sign to read The Martian and Artemis next ok trust me okkokokokok

#I actually haven’t finished either of them but I own the martian and I got Artemis from the library #I’ve already started the martian but I’m gonna pause and start Artemis now #both books are also by andy weir bee tee wuh !!!#read them read them read them read them /silly /nf

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The plot of Project Hail Mary is just.

idk uh

This thang exists k bye

#I like him guys uh be warned cus i might starts posting about him Excessively #and also his gay boyfriend so yas #he’s not a chonny jash thingy but he definitely looks like one 😭 i didn’t mean for him tooo #ruthie rambles #ruthie doodles a bit #yaaaa

Congratulations on your lesbianism 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

❤️🧡🤍💖❤️

Dudes suck, it's better over here /silly

HECK YEA!!!!! Thank you sleepy I’m honored to be welcomed in by you ❤️🧡🤍🩷❤️

#Lesbianism is amazing yasssss #Sorry this is so late AGNDVF #ask ruthie

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I very lovee youu you amazingness yesyes

EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEE i love you toooooo

#i know exactly who this issss #You’re so cuuutie #ask ruthie

sensuhals

reblog this if you want anonymous opinions of you

#um um yes #?#yeaassh

wireveined

posting this on its own actually

#oh how I love them so

crystalline-cheeto

does anyone else’s dash just make you want to explode and scream and brutally mutilate yourself because Nothing Is Scratching The Itch In Your Brain or just me

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nevermind partner came online that was the itch

#I’m so sorry dash……#im starving and high on caffeine and and tired at the same time I’m not in a good mindset rnn……

does anyone else’s dash just make you want to explode and scream and brutally mutilate yourself because Nothing Is Scratching The Itch In Your Brain or just me

#tw sh joke #duuude idk what I even want to look at i just have the Fandom Butterflies in my stomach and idk how to berid of them #Absolutely pissed at my dash for not knowing exactly what perfect post I want 😔 /silly #ruthie rambles

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