Cassandra The Witch

Today I found out my medical insurance went up by like 80 dollars and I’m absolutely devistated. I’m so angry because I signed up for a tax credit for health care and they increased it for no reason. I even have proof that it’s suppose to be a specific amount. Right now I just want to cry. I’m having one of those days that seems to be tumbling down as I go. Why is this so hard?

I just want to be able to save the money I need to be with my boyfriend. I feel like everything in the world is working against me right now because the two people I got on the phone with were rude and literally fighting with each other. I just can’t stand it. I’m trying to carry myself and someone else and to be honest right now I’m just very vulnerable. I work a full time job and might have to look into getting another one and I feel like I could just burst.

Hello Everyone,

With everything that’s happened recently I’ve decided to try to ask the tumblr community for help in moving to the Netherlands to be with my partner. In the description is the story. I know it’s asking a lot but anything anyone can give would help me. All of my readers please reblog and spread the word, and those that are new please understand that I appreciate every bit of love and kindness you put in this.

What are you grateful for? In the last few months my life got turned upside down and all around in a matter of days. I was lost, alone, confused. I had to leave my home and restart my life with nothing but a few bags of clothes and my bed. My best friend who I thought of like a brother cast me aside for someone very toxic. I was branded awful. I was branded a horrible person, all for trying to compromise and relay my opinions to someone who I loved and cared for deeply seeing the toxicity of the situation. 

The months that followed were hard. I was alone, without my car, without everything. I still managed to get to work with the help of a coworker with a lovely soul and my boyfriend who unfortunately does not live in the same country as me. There were moments when I cried. There were moments that I really thought long and hard about if these accusations against me were true. I was so invested into these claims that I thought for a moment that they could possibly be real. Then I realized something..

There’s nothing wrong with being yourself and expressing your opinion to someone you love even if they find it negative and don’t want to listen to it. Honesty is the best policy. After some long thought, I looked at the situation in a whole new way. I realized that these claims were only as real as I made them.  I didn’t scream, I didn’t yell, I didn’t give ultimatums. I came from a place of love and compassion and spoke calmly every time I went to him to discuss a matter I thought needed to be discussed even if it was met with anger. I realized that I did everything I possibly could in the most honest, loving, and caring way I could think. 

Sometimes you can do everything right and still lose. BUT! These are simply lessons from the universe. This hardship was a trial. I firmly believe the universe sent this situation to me so that I would be able to realize my strength and love myself more by exiting the situation. I’m grateful for this. I’ve done so many things in the last 4 months on my own then I have in 3 years. I found a home, I found a way of life that I enjoy, and best of all I found peace and strength. I found a new wave of appreciation for myself. 

It wasn’t but 4 months after this whole situation started that I received a text message from my best friend explaining to me that I had been right and he had finally opened his eyes to the situation. This woman was toxic (she dumped him, married someone 3 weeks after leaving him, then went mia on bills, took his car, and his dogs) and he realized that I was coming from a place of love and I wasn't trying to bully him. I was happy and we reconnected and are now good friends again. I’m still hurt from the experience but after going through something life this it was easy for my to forgive. People aren’t perfect and if someone is genuine in their apology there’s no reason not to give someone another chance.

Another morning, another glorious baking adventure! This morning I graced the guys with some ham and cheese crossiants! These I have to say we’re absolutely delicious. Just adding a bit of egg wash on the top really made a difference!

This recipe wasn’t too witchy but I must say, even though they didn’t shape much lie crescent moons they did fill me with a wave of gratitude and euphoria. Food does many different things to our bodies. Tastes and sensations make us feel certain feelings. It’s amazing how powerful food can be.

I don’t know about you guys but this morning I was inspired to make breakfast and treated the guys to some Pokéball Waffles! Feast your eyes on this magical feat of engineering. 💜👌

Delicious too. 😂

Ps. What the boys don’t know is that I added a pinch of cinnamon to increase their luck and abundance! 😊

Well everyone it’s been a wild few months. I feel like I should explain my absence so let me begin by saying I apologize to those who were looking for my next chapter. As I was writing life hit me hard. I ran into numerous unexpected financial issues and honestly my life turned into “eat,sleep, and work.” To top it all off one of my good friends who I won’t name out of respect for his situation had been dumped by his girlfriend who then took his dogs, the car they shared, and went completely MIA on bills she was suppose to help with. (We found out later she married someone two weeks later) Needless to say, I jumped into action to help him as much as I possibly could.

Needless to say this has been a very hectic few months. I want to apologize again for anyone who has been anxiously awaiting chapter 7. It will come! I am in the midst of getting myself prepared mentally for this next year by embracing what life throws at me and obtaining better balance. This year taught me many things. It’s taught me patience, it’s taught me strength, it’s also taught me love. I say this with pride that even though things look a little dark now that they will get better.