reminder that i deeply care about @bumbleblossoms even though i basically never use this account and we don’t talk as much as we did a year ago

You break my heart without even knowing it, without even considering it an option. You tell me you love me but you say it in a way that just means you’re happy I piece you back together when she breaks you. I wonder if that even registers when you don’t text me back, when you don’t ever think to ask if I’m okay when you know I’m probably not, when you catch me looking at you in that way but you pretend to not see. And then I call you selfless, because you do so much at your own expense but then I remember it’s selfish to give and give but only to the one who you know doesn’t deserve you.

Unspoken

I Must Really Like You

The memories come flooding back to me in pieces like shards of glass falling against and into my skin.

I still think of you every now and then. Sometimes I’m breathing in the smell after rain or staring out the car window with my eyes on the changing sky. I don’t tell you when I think of you. Not for any particular reason. I just think it’s nice to have you cross my mind and then let you go off to do what you do. But now I just want to tell you so maybe it will make you smile or cause your heart to flutter or put you at ease for a second.

I always forget