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Crew Roster
Willow/The Willows: gestalt person made of the four original facets/persons in the Crew. Assume it's us if we don't otherwise specify who's writing. 30s, she/they
Crystal Lynne Willow: Same age as the body (mid 30s) She/her. Formerly known as Librarian. Primary value: Truth, knowing things
Anna Nita Willow: Slightly older than the rest of the Willows. She/her. Formerly known as Mama Bear. Primary value: Caring for others, protecting others
Sunni Mimi Willow: mid 20s. She/her. Formerly known as Baby Bear. Primary value: Living in the moment
Shiloh Veda Willow: Ageless. They/them. Formerly known as Monk. Primary value: peace
Jasmine/Jas: parogen or soulbond created or found when the body was 15. Roughly the same age as the body. She/her.
Varyn/V: parogen created by Jas at around body age 19 or so. Adult age. He/him
The Doctor/Doc: parogen/walk-in encountered around body age 28 or so. Fictive of The Doctor from Doctor Who. Ridiculously old no matter how you try and count. He/they.
Aeraya/Aery: Walked in with Doc. Roughly body's age. She/her
Ameris/Amy: Tenno fictive from Warframe. Walked in about 6 years ago. 20, she/her.
Morningtide/Morrie: Formerly known as Tai. Age unknown, some kind of young adult. He/him.
Dajhin/Daj: Former Passenger, ~18/19-ish? Hard to tell, he was 15 for 8+ years. Twin to Ameda. Parogen copy of Daj from Tristan&s system. He/him.
Amedalhin/Ameda Grace, goes by Grace: Former Passenger, 18/19-ish. Twin to Daj. Parogen copy of Ameda from Tristan&'s system. She/her
All Crew are held to the same standards of behavior and must adhere to our Code of Conduct, and are held responsible for our day to day life. We also have Passengers who are not held responsible for our day to day life, are not allowed to front unless a Crewmate is fronting with them, and are not expected to adhere to our Code of Conduct but are encouraged to anyway. (Especially for Little Alice who's still too young to really understand responsibility.)
Passengers include Little Alice (7, she/her), Kyra (30s, she/her) Coriander/Cove Presence (Ageless adult, any pronouns except it). Not an exhaustive list of all Passengers.
The Fifth Era Folks are a group of tulbonds/parogens from our paracosm. They are: Kaorlin/Lin. Ending. Maker and Mirth (subsystem). Temaera/Tem. Starsong. Allura.
The Irregulars are another subsystem of seven who don't wish to be known publicly by name yet.
Note: Tristan& are a system in our innerworld who want nothing to do with our system here, partly because they're busy with their life in the innerworld, partly because they haven't forgiven us for how awful we were to our headmates before we learned about plurality and resolved to do better, and partly that they have no interest in joining our system here as they're plenty busy enough with their own system.
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endogenic systems piss me off.... "Multi origin" systems piss me off.... Do I think they're faking? No. I just think that they're in denial about their own trauma, which is largely part of the disorder that they have. They will learn AND understand one day.
This is not an endogenic or othergenic or whatever hate post I am just genuinely concerned for the amount of genuinely delusional people on this app
are you aware that people can live their lives however they please?
they're literally just existing, they're not faking anything because being plural is their way of being. just because they don't have a cdd doesn't mean their existence is not real or less valid than yours.
some may be in denial of their trauma. some may not consider their trauma what it is. honestly, why is it important?
We're mixed origin ("multi origin" as you put it). we were originally traumagenic but we've formed a few headmates other ways. one because we needed a co-host and someone who could handle dissociation, another to handle sleep. is that so bad? we needed help, so we created someone to help. more like, we influenced their creation. that's it.
we also have some headmates who we have no idea why they formed. but that doesn't erase the fact that originally our system formed because of trauma and extreme stress. we don't have a dissociative disorder and are not in denial of our trauma. but even if we were in denial, even if we had a cdd, why does it matter? why does it matter to you? /genq
and please don't use the term delusional to insult people. that's actually ableist. being plural is not a delusion.
Coming back to this post because someone reblogged it but yes I am aware. Are you aware that "live life however they please" can include a mirage of things?? Not just referring to disorders, people shouldn't "just live life the way they please" if it harms themselves or others why is Tumblr such a fucking cesspit
Don't EVER try to educate me on my OWN DISORDER that I have been aware of and documenting sine 2018 you literally won't win with your psychosomatic spiritual arguments because they mean nothing to me. If you're going to argue DID argue facts, symptoms, trauma, not "belief" that IS delusion and "being plural" can very much be a fucking delusion if you're *just not*.
You can go ahead and get abused and put yourself in danger and literally psychologically break yourself all you fucking want, just don't tell people that its a valid way to live life because it's not. It's literally the "I love getting worse" pipeline by the by.
You don't "have to know" how or why an alter formed in order to have a dissociative identity disorder, do you happen to struggle with critical thinking skills? (Genuine question)
You seem genuinely confused and uneducated on this topic so I'm truly concerned about the state of the rest of the "plural" Tumblr community if YOU'RE supposed to be an archivist. There is only one system origin and that is trauma. There is no such thing as having a "mixed system origin" if you had trauma then that's just it mate 😊
For people like us trauma continues to affect day to day life, regardless of if it is being perpetuated or not, due to the fact that a lot of alters hold, process, deal with and archive trauma, including it's effects on the system.
Every system is different in terms of functionality; how, why, where and when. If you can "make alters" that's literally just your system function because you understand that you need to expand on a necessary yet dormant and already there fragment.
Go on a self discovery journey bro idk what to tell you, sit like Buddha under a tree until you reach nirvana it'll help
Hi, diagnosed traumagenic DID system with PTSD and CPTSD here.
Endogenic and non-disordered systems aren't harming themselves or others by their experiences existing, and have existed this way for many, many years before Tumblr.
There are also many, many folk with the same disorder and experiences as you, who don't have to believe the same things as you in order to still have their disorder and experiences. You certainly don't get to tell others what to identify as, or what their experiences should be, when you do not know them.
That is not, by DSM definition, a delusion. You're misusing the word and disregarding its actual meaning and impact, and you're also using it as an insult so you can invalidate others' experiences, which is ableism, again by definition. You're claiming that experiences of those who don't experience delusions are inherently more valid or superior to the experiences of those who deal with delusions - which perfectly fits the definition of ableism, "discrimination or social prejudice against people with disabilities based on the belief that typical, able-bodied or neurotypical traits are superior."
Delusion has always been a central topic for psychiatric research with regard to etiology, pathogenesis, diagnosis, treatment, and forensic
“In the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, a delusion is defined as: A false belief based on incorrect inference about external reality [emphasis on external] that is firmly sustained despite what almost everybody else believes and despite what constitutes incontrovertible and obvious proof or evidence to the contrary. The belief is not one ordinarily accepted by other members of the person’s culture or subculture (e.g. it is not an article of religious faith)."
"The question is what precisely makes the difference between a statement of internal experience (e.g., “I like that rich red color”) and a statement about the outer world (e.g., “It is raining”). An important difference is that utterances about one’s own mental states are not subject to external validation and there is little expectation of testing them, whereas statements about the outer world are always verifiable and subject to corrections, whether by observation or superior rational arguments by another person.”
A DID fact is that it comes from trauma. It's a mental disorder, a collection of symptoms, one of which includes having multiple parts in some way. It also requires and includes a multitude of other symptoms, unlike plurality and systemhood, which only require being multiple in some way.
A fact about what a mental disorder is, is that symptoms of CDDs exist in non-pathalogical forms, like plurality and dissociation, without needing to fit a diagnostic criteria to exist. Whatever these symptoms or experiences are, no matter what other people might think of them, if they don't cause impairment in daily functioning, then they don't meet the criteria for a disorder.
The question of ‘what is a mental disorder?’ is central to the philosophy of psychiatry, and has crucial practical implications for psychiat
"A mental disorder is a syndrome characterized by clinically significant disturbance in an individual's cognition, emotion regulation, or behavior that reflects a dysfunction in the psychological, biological, or development processes underlying mental functioning. Mental disorders are usually associated with significant distress or disability in social, occupational, or other important activities. An expectable or culturally approved response to a common stressor or loss, such as the death of a loved one, is not a mental disorder. Socially deviant behavior (e.g. political, religious, or sexual) and conflicts that are primarily between the individual and society are not mental disorders unless the deviance or conflict results from a dysfunction in the individual, as described above."
“The DSM-5 wording indicates that mental disorders are usually associated with significant distress or impairment. The word ‘usually’ may be technically accurate, in that on rare occasions, a mental disorder is listed in DSM-5, and there is no ‘clinical criterion’. However, given that psychiatric symptoms are often on a continuum with normality, the clinical criterion is one key way of providing a relatively valid and reliable marker of underlying dysfunction, so lessening the risk of false positives and over-medicalization.”
“The insistence of staying Plural even as at the end of therapy is something I've encountered throughout my career. More conservative leaders in my field insist that there's only one cure to DID and that's complete fusion and integration. The fact of the matter is that it's up to the client to decide how they want to be and how they define themselves. From my perspective, and that is in line with the DSM principles, one can have all the phenomenological manifestations of the DID, but if there’s a sense of well-being, internal communication, cooperation, awareness, exchange of information, and external functioning is intact, then it's just a different way of being. It's not a disorder.”
“It's when they are unable to meet their obligations in real life and are unable to advance their goals in life, when they are experiencing internal strife and conflict and are paralyzed and unable to conduct their lives effectively [that it’s a disorder]. That's in the functioning domain. That's one criteria, a very important criteria. Scholastic, academic, work, family relations, functioning and all that, if it's not impaired, then there's no problem. That's the objective criteria. And then the subjective criteria is distress. So if you're not bothered by multiplicity in the sense that you don't feel that you're being taken over against your will, if you're not losing time, if there's no depression and anxiety associated with this disorder, if some parts are sort of leaking distress to other parts. That subjective criteria is another important indication that one needs help. But in other situations where these two criteria are not met, a person can be completely dissociative in the sense that they are functioning as a system and still not meet even the DSM criteria. Because in the DSM, for almost each and every diagnostic entity there is a condition that it must impair functioning or create distress. And unless this condition is met, then there is no diagnosis.”
“There's a great need out there to identify those who have multiple worlds and identities to identify the other forms of multiplicity and dissociation out there, and to label and understand better the variance ranging from normal and adaptive to excessive and abnormal and distress producing, and develop ways to help those who need help and want help. That's where we're at now.”
"It was apparent from visual inspection of the data that most of the MPD cases in the general population were radically different from clinical MPD patients. These people often did not report abuse histories and often reported experiencing little psychopathology. They had low DES scores (only one scored above 20). By reviewing the DDIS profile of each person positive for MPD I identified six individuals who appeared to have pathologic posttraumatic MPD, which was 1.3% of the entire sample."
"These six individuals had abuse histories and substantial amounts of symptomatology. For instance, two met criteria for BPD and four had had a major depressive episode. Although they were clearly more symptomatic than the eight individuals positive for MPD who did not report childhood abuse, they were not as disturbed as clinically diagnosed MPD patients. Eight cases (1.8% of the entire sample) were possible false-positive diagnoses of MPD in individuals who did not report childhood trauma or extensive symptomatology."
"Although the study yielded only a small sample of 14 individuals positive for MPD, the findings raise a number of issues. How should we think about the eight individuals who felt they had distinct personality states, but who did not appear to have clinical MPD? The first possibility is that the DDIS is not valid in nonclinical populations: These eight individuals may have DDNOS or no DD. In the absence of blind validation studies, all conclusions must be tentative."
"The second possibility is that there is no problem with the DDIS, but instead with the DSM-III-R criteria: Perhaps the DDIS reflects the true prevalence of DSM-III-R MPD in the general population, but the DSM-III-R criteria yield false positives. Third, several of the eight apparently atraumatic individuals may be amnesic for abuse they experienced and unaware of their amnesia. Some of these individuals may be in a period of quiescence or remission, may have had more florid MPD in the past, or may develop overt MPD in the future if subjected to enough stress."
"Another possibility is that multiplicity exists in a nonpathologic endogenous form in the general population. About 2% of people may be natural multiples who do not have dysfunctional posttraumatic MPD, They may simply have a highly dissociative psychic organization. If subjected to child abuse, these individuals would have developed clinical MPD with all its symptoms, self-destructiveness, and dysfunctional amnesia. The threshold for development of pathologic MPD in response to trauma is presumably low in such individuals, if they exist."
"DSM-III-R criteria function well in clinical populations to differentiate MPD from other diagnostic groups, however it appears that more complex criteria are required to differentiate pathologic MPD with numerous personality states, complicated amnesia barriers, and severe trauma histories from individuals with nonpathologic atraumatic multiplicity."
"The existence of mild, nonpathologic variants of MPD in the general population is consistent with the findings for all other forms of mental disorder. Simply having distinct personality states that feel subjectively like separate people may not in itself be a mental illness. This may be true even if the personality states have separate names and converse out loud with each other inside the person’s head. The DSM-II-R criteria for MPD do not make this distinction between psychiatric disorder and normal psychic organization. It is likely that the 14 individuals positive for MPD in the study have provided preliminary information about a heterogeneous group of people, some with disorders of varying etiology, and some with no psychiatric disorder."
“There is no reason why this should not apply to the dissociative spectrum - some people will not develop DID no matter how much trauma they experience - while others will do so with less trauma. It is logical that here are some people who are more organized in terms of separate parts as part of their endowment - in the absence of severe trauma they may have a few parts but no severe internal conflict or amnesia. I don't think it's productive to debate whether the parts in non-traumagenic multiples should be called parts, alters, or something else.”
“It can be boiled down to several categories. 1. DID and OSDD as defined by DSM-5 - which require distress and dysfunction. Neither of these require trauma by DSM-5 rules but there virtually always is trauma. 2. Other DSM-5 dissociative disorders. 3. People with parts and trauma but no distress or dysfunction. 4. People with parts but no trauma, and no distress or dysfunction. - Like everything in DSM-5 there are mild versions that don't meet full criteria and don't have distress or dysfunction. One of the problems in the discussion is that people often have fixed ideas and rules about 'how it has to be' - unfortunately for them, the real world doesn't always follow those rules.”
And it's certainly not "I love getting worse" when medical literature acknowledges it as a positive and non-distressing experience, as you can see in the below references.
You seem to be unaware of both what plurality even is, and what 'system' means - we recommend you don't go around calling people confused and uneducated.
For 'system', we suggest this pre-written list of references, since we don't want to copy/paste them all.
💬 0 🔁 4 ❤️ 11 · – So then, what is a system? – · In the context of CDDs, multiplicity, and plurality, a "system" is a collection of parts,
For 'plural': (you can find additional references on this list here using 'multiplicity' instead of 'plurality')
- "The third group that may be less familiar to clinicians, includes those identifying as Plural, but not considering themselves “disordered”. This group may include those with philosophical or spiritual practices that lend to an experience of multiplicity but do not consider themselves traumatized by this, as well as those who have chosen functional multiplicity as a goal for treatment rather than integration – and who do not consider themselves “disordered” because they are functioning and not distressed by symptoms.”
- "As for those who may identify as Plural but report no trauma history, there is valid concern on several counts. One, is that reports of Plurality without traumagenic origin could undermine the most recent research that defends DID as a trauma-based disorder against those who have dismissed it for far too long, despite so much research and evidence already. However, even within the Plural community, Plurality is a broader concept than DID, and that is understood by Plurals who claim no trauma history. Furthermore, the research confirming DID as a trauma-based disorder is doing just that: confirming traumagenic DID, the disorder, not Plurality, the identity.”
- “Many multiples with DID therefore are not plurals. Conversely, there are plurals who do not have DID. Of those plurals who don’t have DID, many once met diagnostic criteria but no longer do, while remaining multiple. They may cease to meet criteria because they no longer meet the distress/impairment criterion; on clinicians’ parts, the judgment as to whether or not a multiple merits the diagnosis of DID will probably especially often concern whether the client’s multiplicity per se is impairing them. But plurals may also not meet diagnostic criteria because they no longer meet the amnesia criterion as the latter is framed, since multiple headmates may share their knowledge and experiences with each other. Some plurals identify with the diagnosis to the extent that they believe that their system was produced by trauma—a major factor in the etiology of DID—but claim that they never strictly met diagnostic criteria.”
- “Then there are “natural” or “endogenic” systems. Some claim that they were just always multiple people, without ever having experienced childhood trauma of the sort that is generally believed to be the precipitating factor for DID and without having intentionally and effortfully created headmates in the way that tulpamancers do; other natural systems say that while they have experienced such trauma—just as have many singlets—they were already multiple by that time. Natural systems’ causal origins could perhaps just be some kind of neurobiological difference (or abnormality); alternatively, several systems I spoke to expressed the belief that authors may sometimes inadvertently create headmates in the process of vividly imagining fictional characters. Note that this could be viewed either as inadvertent tulpamancy or—from the standpoint of a narrative account of the self—as just the same sort of process by which a singlet brain “creates” one person.”
- “Plurality and dissociative identity disorder are not exactly the same. Being plural, or having two or more people existing in one body or space, is just one part of the diagnosis of dissociative identity disorder. Many people who are plural do not experience distress from the existence of others within themselves although dissociative identity disorder and plurality are frequently associated with trauma, there are those who are plural and report no history of trauma. The case presentation in this chapter describes someone with severe trauma, but this is not a definitive or universal reason for the existence of plurality.”
- "In psychology, plurality is when multiple personas characterized by completely distinct thoughts, emotions, and preferences are manifest in one person. The condition, which is also known as multiplicity, is usually considered part of a dissociative identity disorder (DID). This means a person is out of touch with reality (dissociative) in understanding who they are (identity) to the point of experiencing adverse effects in their daily life (disorder). However, a person may resonate with having a plural identity without it being diagnosed as part of a disorder; they might not find their plurality to be distressing. Plurality is considered a disorder when a person exhibits depression, delusions, anxiety, substance abuse, loss of memory, suicidal tendencies, confusion, or a combination of these symptoms.”
- "Though the causes of some plural systems are unknown, psychologists and other mental health practitioners have reported some reasons common to many cases. Plurality may be deemed a traumagenic system, a spiritual system, or tulpamancy. Plurality means that one person manifests or exhibits two or more distinct personalities. When the plurality is deemed a mental health concern, the person might be diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder (DID). Other forms of plurality may not be distressing to the individual; perhaps they are even sought out. Statistics show that about 1.5 percent of the global population is diagnosed with DID, a mental health disorder characterized by plurality. However, since plurality takes many forms, including spiritual systems and tulpamancy, it is difficult to ascertain just how common plural systems in general are.”
- “Plurality is a newer, more inclusive term that our study uses to describe the broad range of experiences of having more than one person or entity sharing one body. It has been used in the scientific literature as well as the self-advocacy community, and is an addition to the related terminology of dissociation and multiplicity. The term system is often used to describe a collection of these entities sharing the body."
- "Plural identity is a self-reported identity, not a specific clinical diagnosis. Some, but not all, plural people dissociate, or have a psychiatric diagnosis of dissociation such as dissociative identity disorder (DID), or other specified dissociative disorder (OSDD). There is a diversity of experiences within plurals/systems, such that members of a system may have different gender identities and salience of gender; ages/experience of age; perceived internal appearances; varied beliefs, memories, feelings, and thoughts; and complex interrelationships with other system members."
- "A subset of scientific literature recognizes that experiences of multiplicity manifest in non-pathological presentations, and has found value in a holistic or non-pathological approach to dissociation. A recent literature review by Eve, Heyes, & Parry conceptualized a continuum of multiplicity experiences ranging from nonpathological multiplicity to clinical DID. They noted that professional ignorance of nonpathological or subclinical multiplicity resulted in the over-medicalization of participants’ experiences.”
- "The present study uses the term ‘plurality,’ which emerged from the advocacy community of multiples, and recently has been incorporated into the scientific literature. This newer, more inclusive term describes a broad range of pathological and non-pathological multiplicity, denoting those who have more than one person or entity sharing one body as a ‘plural system.’. While the term ‘plural’ includes those in clinical distress and diagnosed with a dissociative disorder (DID or OSDD), authors have noted that many identifying with plurality found ways to live well with dissociation or did not experience distress from plural experiences.”
- "The term ‘plural’ includes those fitting the diagnosis DID or OSDD, which is caused by early childhood trauma, but also includes other forms of plural identity. The majority of plurals do not strive to become one personality, a singlet or singleton, but aim for a state of ‘functional’ multiplicity."
- "We shall define multiplicity as the phenomenon of multiple persons, personae, or selves manifesting or being perceived to exist within a single embodiment. This definition follows existing use of the term, excepting that it inclusively recognizes the autonomy and personhood of these ‘selves’ in their own right, rather than treating them as mere manifestations, perceptions, or ‘states’ of a singular person. This preference reflects the prevailing (though not exclusive) understanding of selfhood by those who experience plurality, as well as the constraints imposed by a sympathetic understanding of other forms of multiplicity, some of which will be discussed forthwith. Multiplicity exists on a continuum, and it may not be possible—let alone desirable—to differentiate, categorize, and label every possible experience thereof. As such, the survey that follows is not intended to be exhaustive, but rather to illustrate the historical, social, and clinical background that informs contemporary understandings of the phenomenon. Three prominent explanations for or forms of multiplicity will be treated: spirit possession, dissociation (especially as realized in the form of dissociative identity disorder), and finally plurality, which will serve as our focus for the remainder of the article.”
- "The connection between plurality and pathological dissociation, however, remains a point of significant contention. Communities which would eventually coalesce under the banner of plurality began to emerge in the aftermath of the DSM-III’s diagnostic formalization of ‘multiple personality,’ which notably lacked the requirement of distress or impairment present in more recent revisions of the DSM. This subsequent narrowing of diagnostic scope has resulted in many experiences that may previously have been considered pathological no longer meeting the criteria necessary for clinical diagnosis. Although this in turn precipitated a shift toward non-pathological understandings of plurality among those who experience the phenomenon, some in the plural community remain committed to the basic clinical framework as articulated by the DSM, and—echoing etiological debates regarding dissociative identity disorder—express skepticism toward non-traumagenic experiences of plurality. This commitment can result in frustration for patients unable to find validation of their experiences through clinical diagnosis, as well as for clinicians who must contend with what they perceive as factitious diagnosis-seeking.”
- "Countering the clinical view, others have decried what they allege are attempts at the medicalization of plurality. This position is well represented within the plural community, where many ‘endogenic’ systems refute clinical expectations of underlying trauma. Further, even among trauma-based systems, many experience no distress or impairment on account of their plurality, and thus neither consider themselves to be disordered, nor see integration as a therapeutic goal. While such understandings undoubtedly originate within the plural community itself, they can also increasingly be found in academic literature; recent treatments of plurality have viewed it as non-pathological and phenomenologically-distinct from dissociative identity disorder. Despite this, existing research on multiplicity-spectrum experiences is often undermined by imprecise definitions and mistaken understandings that conflate non-pathological manifestations of plurality with those properly described by dissociative disorders, obscuring the scope and applicability of such research, and of its findings. In consideration whereof, further reference to ‘plurality’ in this article shall consider only holistic, non-pathological manifestations of the phenomenon.”
- "Because non-traumagenic plural experiences rarely affect functioning, they have fallen very much under the radar of researchers, academics, and mental health professionals. The existing body of research on non-DID plurality is limited to online surveys and theory, and this must change. The lack of social, scientific, and medical awareness and understanding of plurality causes stigmatization, misdiagnoses, and mistreatment. Further research is a necessity to counter this."
- "Plural experiences are not limited to tulpas and dissociative disorders. In fact, when the diversity of plural experience is considered, multiplicity may seem to be less of an extraordinary achievement and more of a fundamentally human experience. Many fiction writers, for example, report that the characters of their design seem to come to life in their heads, behaving autonomously and being perceived as full-fledged consciousnesses. Religious individuals of faiths where the God, Gods, or spirits they believe in can interact with them to a degree report similar phenomena, regardless of their specific religion or culture. There are also online communities tangential to tulpas where members report being plural as long as they can remember, but do not experience uncontrolled dissociation. And, of course, there is also tulpamancy. Tulpamancy is one way to willfully create new identities. It is a means to become plural."
- "While plurality is widely accepted within the Tulpamancy culture, it could be argued that the mental presence of a non-physical entity may be indicative of disorders such as Dissociative Identity Disorder, Schizophrenia, or Schizotypal Personality Disorder. While the experience of tulpamancers could fit diagnostic criteria such as the presence of multiple personalities, delusions, or auditory hallucinations, there are reported advantageous qualities of Tulpamancy which lead to questions as to whether their experience results in significant distress or impairment."
Also, you're getting pretty close to being racist, with the extremely unnecessary and prejudiced last sentence of yours.
This is intentionally not being tagged. Please don't reblog. Tw Christianity.
Not all of us Crew are Christian. Most of us aren't. More of us are followers of an innerworld faith than anything else. But secondmost common is Christian.
We who are Christian are staunchly anti-fundamentalist Christianity, staunchly pro-queer, pro-immigrant, pro the poor and disabled. We loathe the prosperity gospel and believe it's one of the biggest scams ever and has caused so much harm. We are strongly opposed to televangelists, and evangelicalism in general - we are opposed to how it's so commonly used as a "do good works so you have an "in" to spread Christianity with" instead of genuine doing good for the sake of loving your community and the world we live in.
We are also keenly aware of cults, including those that claim to be Christian. Our faith is not one of those.
We are, as a whole, Unitarian Universalists, which has space for all of our myriad faiths, including agnosticism. One of the guiding principles of the UU is support for the "free and responsible search for truth and meaning". As such, we believe in questioning, that doubting is an important part of the process and that real faith is not the absence or squelching of questions or doubts, but is the result of finding meaningful answers to your questions and doubts. The easy answers are usually not the fullest, most meaningful answers. Like most things in reality, the truth is much more complicated the further in you explore it.
Christianity is no exception.
We do not believe in the inerrancy of the Bible. It was written by at least forty different very human authors, across hundreds of years, with different purposes and cultural concerns and understandings. We can't fully understand it without taking that context into account. And even then, there's going to be some things we just don't know.
We are NOT Young Earth Creationists. The Earth is billions of years old. Evolution is real. We have doubts about abiogenesis, but our faith doesn't ride on it.
But if you take away all the various specifics. Take away the stories that we find meaning in, even if we don't know if it's Truly True or not.
The main thing we believe in is love.
Love, the kind I'm talking about, is not an emotion. It's intentional compassion, kindness, and genuinely caring: the action, not the feeling. It's putting yourself in other people's shoes. It's doing for others at your own expense — though one of the people you should love is also yourself, so don't set yourself on fire to keep someone else warm.
And we believe that love is the most truly important thing in the world. All the most meaningful stories to us revolve around love.
Even if you proved to us today that Christianity is false, we'd still believe in the the healing transformative power of love.
I wrote the following about our faith and the book Era's End that we're writing.
I think, in this chapter, I've really distilled the core essence of my faith too. It's not "the plans of the gods can always be trusted". It's "by following and believing, I'm becoming a better person, and helping the world I live in be better too." And I think that's a stronger kind of faith than just "my god is better than your god" bullshit.
Era's End is, ultimately, about what it means to have faith in a world where you can see and talk to the gods. And tell them they're jerks to their face.
I think the same lessons of faith can be applied even if you don't believe in any gods here. Even if you believe there are no gods, just people. Is what you believe in, is what you hold as your highest value, is the thing that's most important to you, the kind of thing that makes you a better person? Does it make the part of the world you live in a brighter, kinder, gentler, fairer, more just, kind of world?
If it does, that's worth holding on to. Regardless of the specifics.
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If you don't like our "care about literally everyone, even the Bad Guys, while opposing the evil they do" philosophy, you're really not going to like how we wrap up Era's End. Not spoiling it, but there are some genuinely awful people in it. Some of them die.
Not every character treats that as a win.
Some do, yes. But others grieve — even knowing these people can no longer hurt anyone, even knowing that's something to be glad about.
I get it if you can't wrap your head around that.
But here's where we're coming from: we believe in an all-loving God who grieves when Their creations live in hatred. If that's true, we can't in good conscience live in hatred either. Not even for the Bad Guys. Not even in fiction.
Because the real win state — in fiction and in real life — was never "all the bad guys die and go to hell." It's "Good is able to do what it needs to do to set wrongs right."
Getting the Bad Guys out of the way does make that easier. But that's not the point. The point is Good still has to do the work.
And we can do that work without needing to hate anyone to get there.
To drive the point home even further: the Jesus I believe in didn't sacrifice Himself just for the Good People. He died for the people who tortured Him to death — and killed Him in a way so brutal it gave us the word "excruciating," from the Latin for crucifixion.
One of the most influential figures in early Christianity was Paul, who — before he was a Christian — spent his time hunting down Christians to have them killed.
If God can love someone like that, who am I to do any less?
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Maybe someone over here can help, but sometimes i feel like im trying too hard to develop a singletsona online and it stops me from being authentic. I’ve been diagnosed with DID for over half a decade, and we’re still only somewhat comfortable with actually acknowledging ourselves outside our own home and relationship.
Authenticity is important to us (obviously not everyone needs to know who we are authentically irl) and as a proponent of that i feel like i should be way more comfortable with myself than i am.
Does anyone have any tips or suggestions? Im mostly looking for opinions from other DID havers, but therians and otherkin and anyone like that can throw their hat in the ring too.
We don't have DID, but we are both plural and many of us are otherkin or related things. We're openly plural for the most part. At work, in friendships, in unrelated communities like writing, etc.
I think the most liberating realization we've had is that people in general are super oblivious.
We feel like we're super distinct but unless we point out a switch, basically no one knows, except our partner who is ridiculous levels of observant. Some of us have particular mannerisms related to our nonhumanity, like how Varyn moves like a bird and keeps our arms tucked in close like wings.
Not only do most people not notice this stuff without being told and pointed out to, the people who are told about it typically really don't care. We get the occasional super supportive person, but most people just file the info away under "That's neat but not important or particularly interesting." They treat it with the same level of casual acceptance as being gay instead of straight, or that you used to live in such and such place.
Of course, this does only apply to the people we've told who AREN'T also bigots in one way or another. And THOSE people can go fuck a cactus. They're never going to be your ally, don't even bother.
but the problem is, right
you're supposed to follow
the rules, but also
you're supposed to be normal
and normal people don't follow
all of the rules, they follow
some of the rules but not
all of the rules
but no one ever tells you
which rules you're not
supposed to follow
and also you can still get in trouble
even if it's normal but you will also
get in trouble if you're not
and it's not like I'm trying
to win anything here
but I would like it
sometimes
to be easier
to survive
being plural means a headmate pulling you into headspace to cuddle with you and help you go to sleep because of your& insomnia
being plural means smiling and laughing at a joke one of your headmates made, or having witty banter with them as you make a meal that you'll both be able to enjoy
being plural means a headmate going "its okay, you don't have to do this, i can do it" and you thanking them because yeah, you cant do that, and thats okay
being plural means thinking about your headmates when buying new clothes, or seeing a shirt or pair of pants for sale and going "they'd love that !!"
being plural means making one of your headmate's simplyplural profile, and spending lots of time perfecting it so that it fits them to a T
being plural means knowing you aren't alone
being plural means knowing that your headmates, your friends, your family, are always there for you
being plural means love.
THIS POST IS INCLUSIVE OF SYSTEMS OF ALL ORIGINS !!! DO NOT BRING SYSCOURSE ONTO THIS POST.
it's easy to mock the concept of batman's secret identity and think it's ridiculous that nobody would realize that he's bruce wayne but if some lady suddenly showed up late at night dressed in full military grade kevlar and started fighting crime in los angeles i wouldn't look at that and think "ah it's kylie jenner"
ngl if you use the terms 'sysmed', 'plusscum / plurscum', or 'traumascum' we genuinely think you're pretty low. comparing syscourse with transphobia is ridiculous because they are nothing like each other, and if you think they are similar- you are heavily mistaken and need to reevaluate your knowledge of CDDs.
plurality is a fancy word for systemhood and systemhood is only accessible through childhood trauma. point. blank. period. there's nothing more to it and no genuine evidence supporting endos & willows.
the 'evidence' is people misunderstanding or purposely rephrasing CDD articles. and no you're not being open minded by supporting ableism, you're just turning a blind eye to traumatized survivors that fight tooth and nail to be taken serious and be treated decently.
endos & willows feel free to respond but do expect to get blocked afterwards.
What in the absolute nonsense is this lmao. The plural terminology was made to move away from the more ableist term of "naturally multiple" and has been coined 1. Specifically an inclusive tag and 2. To give nonCDD systems terms that they don't have to steal from us.
The evidence about their existence has nothing to do with the resources and studies on CDD multiplicity. There is actual evidence out there, it's just in different areas of science because it is not a medical experience.
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So I just went with my buddy while he got a rib tattoo, and they hurt like a lot, so he’s over there grimacing and being a huge manbaby so I just reach over and grab his hand so he can squeeze it because I’m a good person who helps others
And he’s clinging to my hand like it’s a life preserver and I’m being me and talking about nonsense like Grimace from the McDonalds commercials and how R2D2 is always ready to throw hands, and whatever, and the artist keeps glancing over at me and I’m like do your tattoo bro I’ve got my buddy handled
But then I realize he’s like, looking over because he can’t tell if he’s seeing something or not, and I glance down and I see my rainbow scalemail bracelet, and how I’m talking to my buddy all fondly and I’m like stroking his arm like he’s a wounded animal, and right as it clicks in my head the tattoo artist asks in his most nonchalant voice possible, like intentionally bland, I’m just talking about the weather haha what do you mean voice:
“So, are you guys close?”
And my gay ass is over to the side internally screaming because yeah, I am gay, but like this is just me being a good bro and my buddy is COMPLETELY OBLVIOUS TO WHAT IS HAPPENING BECAUSE HE’S A GARBAGE STRAIGHT PERSON AND HE SAYS
“Yeah of course, that’s why I asked him to come”
SO NOW THE TATTOO ARTIST THINKS HE’S RIGHT AND HE HAS A GAY COUPLE GETTING A TATTOO AND MY BUDDY HAS NO IDEA AND I’M AWKWARDLY SITTING HERE LIKE SHOULD I STOP HOLDING HIS HAND??? SHOULD I CORRECT THIS TATTOO ARTIST??? SHOULD I LET MY BUDDY KNOW??? MY GAY ASS DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE BEING INCORRECTLY ACCUSED OF BEING GAY, WHAT DO YOU DO
So that tattoo artist is like “Cool man, that’s great. Good for you.”
So then my buddy is like can I get some water, and the guy comes back with one bottle of water and my buddy takes a drink and then hands it to me, and I’m like obviously he has to lay down and needs me to hold his water so I just hold it in my hand, but turns out he was offering me water, so he turns to me and is like Colton, drink some water, and I take a drink and my garbage lizard brain is like “You’re drink sharing in front of the tattoo artist, now he KNOWS he’s right”
So we’re talking about tattoos with the artist and I mention that I’m getting a tattoo in September and my buddy is like “Yeah I’m gonna go and hold HIS hand for that one haha” and the tattoo artist FUCKING SAYS “I mean, I should hope so”
I MEAN, I SHOULD HOPE SO
I MEAN, I SHOULD HOPE SO
AND NO ONE ACTUALLY BROUGHT IT UP. I KNEW WHAT THE TATTOO ARTIST WAS THINKING BUT DIDN’T SAY ANYTHING TO CORRECT HIM. NOW WHEN MY BUDDY GOES BACK AND GETS HIS NEXT TATTOO IN THE FUTURE AND I’M NOT THERE HE’S GOING TO GO “OH WHERE’S YOUR BOYFRIEND”
So I've got this friend whose nervous because she's trans and dating this guy who she hasn't told yet because they've only been on a two dates. For this story let's call the friend Jane and the guy she was dating Jason. Happy ending don't worry.
So I tell Jane to bring her boy over to a bbq I'm having and she can tell him she's trans at my place surrounded by queer and trans people who love her and will support her if he ends up being awful.
She waits till the end of the bbq to tell him the news, by which point the rest of us have learned that Jason is a kind, friendly, empathetic, hard working, dummy. So we sit down, all of us a little worried about this gym bro's reaction when she tells him she's trans, and that she understands if he doesn't want to keep dating her it's no big deal.
He's baffled, so we explain what trans is, and after the disclosure that she hasn't had bottom surgery yet...
"Oh you have a dick?"
"... yeah."
He look's around at the room full of people with baited breath, his clearly a little afraid girl friend says
"Oooohhhh! I get it! You think- don't worry Babe! Watch this!"
And ya'll this man jumps up, runs into the kitchen and returns with one of the bratwurst we had for grilling and proceeds to tilt his head back, put it down his throat, hold it in his mouth for a moment, and spit it up without even a whisper of a gag and then looks around at the group absolutely beaming with pride.
My mans saw his worried girlfriend and her support network and thought to him self "Oh they don't think I can't please my girl, but I'll show them!"
I do feel the need to add that later he excitedly tell the group that as a straight guy, he never thought that skill would be useful outside hotdog eating contests.
warrior who came to me for advice: i just don’t know if i should listen to the telepathic trees, who say i should save the forest, or my adopted wolf mother, who says i should cut it down to build my city. that’s why i came to you… should i go with Psi Ents or Dog Ma?
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just saw a "tragedies iceberg" with titanic and chernobyl at the top and the bhopal disaster near the bottom...i'm begging you to have even the slightest hint of curiosity about the world around you...the bhopal disaster is literally considered the world's worst industrial disaster!!!!!!!!!
it bothers me the way certain industrial disasters are treated as uniquely tragic and terrifying as opposed to others, just because of narratives that can be spread
Some more information on the Bhopal disaster and surrounding events:
"[Union Carbide Corporation] built the plant in Bhopal because of its central location and access to transport infrastructure. The specific site within the city was zoned for light industrial and commercial use, not for hazardous industry."
"[T]he facility [operated] with safety equipment and procedures far below the standards found in its sister plant in Institute, West Virginia."
"The local government was aware of safety problems but reticent to place heavy industrial safety and pollution burdens on the struggling industry because it feared the economic effects of the loss of such a large employer."
Among a number of other safety issues at play the night of the disaster, "The gas flare safety system was out of action and had been for three months."
"An estimated 3,800 people died immediately, mostly in the poor slum colony adjacent to the UCC plant. Local hospitals were soon overwhelmed with the injured, a crisis further compounded by a lack of knowledge of exactly what gas was involved and what its effects were."
"Immediately after the disaster, UCC began attempts to dissociate itself from responsibility for the gas leak. Its principal tactic was to shift culpability to UCIL, stating the plant was wholly built and operated by the Indian subsidiary. It also fabricated scenarios involving sabotage by previously unknown Sikh extremist groups and disgruntled employees but this theory was impugned by numerous independent sources."
"In a settlement mediated by the Indian Supreme Court, UCC accepted moral responsibility and agreed to pay $470 million to the Indian government to be distributed to claimants as a full and final settlement. The figure was partly based on the disputed claim that only 3000 people died and 102,000 suffered permanent disabilities. [...] Had compensation in Bhopal been paid at the same rate that asbestosis victims where being awarded in US courts by defendant [sic] including UCC – which mined asbestos from 1963 to 1985 – the liability would have been greater than the $10 billion the company was worth and insured for in 1984."
"At every turn, UCC has attempted to manipulate, obfuscate and withhold scientific data to the detriment of victims. Even to this date [2005], the company has not stated exactly what was in the toxic cloud that enveloped the city on that December night."
"[M]any [victims] responded well to administration of sodium thiosulfate, an effective therapy for cyanide poisoning but not MIC exposure. UCC initially recommended use of sodium thiosulfate but withdrew the statement later prompting suggestions that it attempted to cover up evidence of HCN [hydrogen cyanide] in the gas leak. The presence of HCN was vigorously denied by UCC and was a point of conjecture among researchers."
"UCC discontinued operation at its Bhopal plant following the disaster but failed to clean up the industrial site completely. The plant continues to leak several toxic chemicals and heavy metals that have found their way into local aquifers. Dangerously contaminated water has now been added to the legacy left by the company for the people of Bhopal."
"The events in Bhopal revealed that expanding industrialization in developing countries without concurrent evolution in safety regulations could have catastrophic consequences. The disaster demonstrated that seemingly local problems of industrial hazards and toxic contamination are often tied to global market dynamics."
"UCC has shrunk to one sixth of its size since the Bhopal disaster in an effort to restructure and divest itself. By doing so, the company avoided a hostile takeover, placed a significant portion of UCC's assets out of legal reach of the victims and gave its shareholder and top executives bountiful profits. The company still operates under the ownership of Dow Chemicals and still states on its website that the Bhopal disaster was "cause by deliberate sabotage"."
However angry you are about the Bhopal disaster, you're not angry enough.
[All quotes from Broughton, E. (2005). The Bhopal disaster and its aftermath: a review. Environmental Health, 4(6). https://doi.org/10.1186/1476-069X-4-6. Bolding mine.]