☀︎₊⁺⋆ orion

𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬? 𝘖𝘩 𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘦, 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘤.

𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 (𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦) 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮? 𝘦𝘸….𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴! 𝘥𝘪𝘷𝘢 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘣𝘰𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘢𝘮𝘪 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 30 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘫𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯! 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬, 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬! 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘸 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘨𝘭𝘶𝘦, 𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘷𝘢 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘱 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺 (𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧) 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦

𝘥𝘪𝘷𝘢 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘰 𝘠𝘖𝘜 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘷𝘢! 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘨𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 50𝘬 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘳 30 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘵𝘴𝘳𝘭𝘺𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘴 "𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘢 𝘧*𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘳. 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯' 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘥. 𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳, 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦."

𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘥𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨! 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧. 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘪𝘧 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘦𝘵?? 𝘕𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.

𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦. 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘷𝘢, 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦. 𝘞𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘢 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘶𝘴 𝘸𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘶𝘹𝘶𝘳𝘺. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴.

𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 "𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘪𝘳𝘤𝘶𝘮𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴! 𝘢 𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘳𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘺𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺" 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘰𝘬? 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦?? 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦?? 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐'𝘮 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘴𝘢𝘺 "𝘸𝘩𝘰'𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦?" 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 (𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘤𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘷𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯) 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 "𝘰𝘮𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘰? 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘬?" 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦! 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘫𝘢𝘣 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘢𝘮𝘨𝘪𝘢 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 "𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘩 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘪𝘫𝘢𝘣𝘪 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘶𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦?" 𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘶𝘱𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐'𝘮 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 "𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬" 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘱𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳. 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘱, 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦. 𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴. 𝘚𝘰 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘷𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘮 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸

Hello!

I understand how you feel, truly. I've said this many times before, but it's genuinely one of the most important things to remember if you ask me;

Human life is short. You get born, go to school, work, die. Your entire life is built on making things work as quickly as possible, because before you know it, you're out of time.

This is why our shifting journeys often feel so heavy. Because 1 year, 3 years, 6 years. It feels like a LOT. Like this heavy burden of failure and a ticking clock.

I think that is exactly what slows many people down. Because how can you relax and be okay with everything, when it takes so incredibly long to get what you've been waiting for?

Shifting is real, I promise you that. But it is not a job. It's not school. Or a responsibility. Shifting is a natural occurrence that is yours no matter who you are, where you are, or how you feel mentally.

It's important to remember that this is not something you have to fight for, little sprout. You don't have to do methods, or dedicate your entire life to it. You will shift. And frankly? It's probably more likely that it will be easier once you stop seeing it as this heavy burden.

whenever an embarrassing event crosses my mind i just tell myself that i'm in a reality where it never happened

we have learned that absolutely any desire we have is possible to manifest in our lives because creation is finished. every single probability has already happened and they are all happening in the now.

the way manifesting works is we use our imagination to choose -from all those infinite probabilities- the version of reality that corresponds to the fulfilment of our desire. and by focusing on that specific probability, we transfer to the lifeline where it is true.

the same is true for the past. if all possible versions of the past exist already, then we can focus our imagination on the specific version of the past we would have liked, and this way we will be transferred to the lifeline where this

the most common misconception about trying to manifest something is that your trying to manifest something.

you have to understand that you already have it! all the methods and your manifestation routine you have done: scripting, subliminals, robotic affirmations, etc. is just to help you remember you already have it!

your not trying to manifest something because you’ve already manifested it, it’s already yours.

there’s no process or “journey”, when you already internally accepted that your desire is already yours.

get👏 your 👏ass 👏persisting👏 !! do NOT let the '3d' wash you out. keep persisting, keep going. you're there. YOU HAVE YOUR DESIRES. I PROMISE. DON'T GET DISTRACTED NOW.

some tough love/wake up call for all the shifters/manifestors out there.

there is nothing. no one that can save you. you wake up everyday, scroll through tumblr/tiktok/pinterest/whatever the fuck and then go back to sleep thinking 'oh maybe i'll find a good enough method'. you keep hoping for some random miracle while still thinking of the same old sob story. you keep looking for new bloggers, new information, new method to try. well? you're still here aren't you? i don't see your desires around you.

you treat persistence as if it's a suggestion. then you're in people's askbox sending them messages like "WHY CAN'T I PERSIST?" you tell me. why can't you? why is it so hard for you to actually stay consistent with the thing YOU want. why is it so hard for you to stay thinking in YOUR favor?

no blogger, no tiktoker, no youtuber can shift or manifest for you. NO ONE. no one is coming to save your sorry ass. they're fucking lying if they say otherwise. ONLY YOU CAN SAVE YOURSELF. how hard is it to actually stay firm in your mindset. you have the cheat code, you have the methods, you have your affirmations. how hard is it for you to stand the fuck up and decide? decide that you are getting the thing you want. decide that you are NOT taking ANYTHING else.

why do you keep waking up and repeating the loop? how much time has it been? weeks? months? years? and you've combed the entire internet for the SAME. DAMN. INFORMATION. again and again.

how many times are you going to think 'this time i'll get it' only to turn back around and waver. only to repeat this entire process. how hard is it for you to persist in what you want. you have had no trouble persisting in your negative thoughts all these years. do you truly want your desires or is thinking in your favor too much for you?

(Shifting Motivation)

your subconscious doesn't have senses, it can't see, hear, feel; it only knows what you feed it. When people say "the subconscious", they usually mean all the parts of the brain and body that operate outside of conscious awareness. That includes:

automatic body regulation (heart rate, digestion, hormones),

habit circuits in the basal ganglia,

associative memory in the hippocampus,

Emotion regulation in the amygdala,

even sensory filtering in the thalamus.

None of these systems "see" or "hear" the way your conscious mind does. Perception (vision, audition, touch) happens when raw sensory data (light, vibration, pressure) gets processed in sensory cortices and then integrated into your conscious workspace (prefrontal-parietal networks, global neuronal workspace). The subconscious systems don't have access to that integration.

They can't look at an image in your head or hear words; they just take patterns of activation (repeated signals, associations, emotional tones) and adjust behavior or physiology accordingly. That's why affirmations work on belief systems: when you repeat or imagine a phrase, you are making it real for your subconscious, and this is how you shift: if your subconscious KNOW, then it is.

The brain runs on Hebbian learning, "neurons that fire together wire together." Every time you state "I am confident, you fire linguistic areas (Broca's/ Wernicke's regions), emotional tone circuits, and self-representation nodes in the medial prefrontal cortex together. Over time, the basal ganglia and associative cortices treat that as the new baseline expectation, as the truth. And it then become the truth.

The subconscious isn't "believing" in words, it's reshaping synaptic weights because you keep giving it the same input. This also explains why it doesn't matter whether you consciously "see signs" or not.

The subconscious doesn't care about sensory proof.

It doesn't check: did we really hear this outside, did we really feel tingles in the body? It only encodes frequency and intensity of signals. If you feed it repetition and strong emotional coloring, it updates habits and physiological set points, regardless of whether any of your sens were actually involved.

And that leads to why "symptoms of shifting" (vibrations, tingling, hearing your DR, seeing flashes of light, feeling like floating, ect (I could go on for hours naming those)) are not signs of the subconscious "activating." They're just byproducts of nervous system states. For example:

Tingling = paresthesia from hyperventilation or
relaxation-induced blood flow changes.

Vibrations - myoclonic jerks at sleep onset (your motor system discharges as you cross into hypnagogia).

Hearing - hypnagogic hallucination, when auditory cortex briefly fires without external input.

Floating/falling = vestibular system misfiring
during drowsiness.

None of these are messages from the subconscious, and none are evidence of "approaching a shift." They're universal brain events that happen when you're half-asleep, deeply relaxed, or focusing intensely. People who don't know the neuroscience interpret them as special signs, but they're just physiology. This is also a way to see if some of those shittokers know what they are talking about or not.

What does matter for belief and manifestation work is the repetition of signals you feed yourself. Since the subconscious doesn't perceive external senses, you don't need to "see proof" or wait for "symptoms." Your subconscious updates its "rules" purely based on internal data streams, basically: WHAT YOU TELL IT, what you imagine with conviction, what you emotionally charge. That's why affirmations “stick" if you repeat them with enough emotional intensity and regularity: you're simply overwhelming your brain's prediction models with a new reality.

So, stripped down to science:

Subconscious = non-conscious brain systems that
don't have sensory perception.

They learn from patterns, not from external proof.

Affirmations work because they create patterns.

“Symptoms" are just ordinary neurological side effects of relaxation and drowsiness, not special proof of shifting.

In other words: the subconscious doesn't "see" you shifting. It doesn't wait for vibrations, tingles, or hallucinations as proof. It only processes the data you feed it. And that's why the only thing that matters is the consistency of what you choose to input, and what you choose to input.

-Apeiron

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In this blog i'm going to do my best to explain the mechanism behind shifting that i mentioned in this blog, while also keeping it relatively simple and easy to understand (gonna avoid any complex terminology). Then i'm going to give you my two cents on how to implement this knowledge in your journey yay.

Your subconscious dictates your reality, meaning that whatever your subconscious expects and considers as true is what you are able to become aware of.

you can leave whenever you want.

this world has dictated its rules upon us since we were manifested into flesh and bones, but it's time to return to our roots.

remember you are the creator, take off your little human mask and remember this reality, and your physicality are mere vessels.

you need to give up on the idea that you are changing the outside. give up on trying to make things and people move. give up on thinking that you are creating reality - you are not. you are changing yourself.

we get manifestation all wrong because we treat it like a method that allows us to change what is outside of us; but nothing is outside of you. you are all there is and isn't, you are beyond time and space. you simply are. and it's all about you.

stop visualizing in a way that centers the desire -> you don't desire money, or sp, or a career, or a physical change. you desire the way it would make you feel, the identity it would allow you to inhabit. so inhabit it, allow yourself to be in it and that is all you need to do. stop looking out for validation, you are it. I AM that I AM.

you say "i affirm and persist but...".

you say it has to change.

you say 3d's ur bitch.

you say it has to prove something to you.

but the moment you recognize the law of being, that whole structure starts collapsing.

being isn’t a technique.

being isn’t affirming 24/7.

being isn’t forcing yourself to feel a certain way.

being is simply existing.

you are already being.

and if awareness is all there is, then where exactly is this separate physical reality everyone is fighting with?

where is the distance?

where is the delay?

where is the lack?

the mind creates a problem, then spends years trying to solve it.

awareness simply is.

the 3d is not something you need to fight. it merely mirrors your 4d.

your ego is not something you need to fight. you can ignore whatever it tries to tell you, because it holds no power unless you give it power.

your thoughts and doubts are not something you need to fight. they do not choose for you unless you allow it, so acknowledge them and let them pass.

your feelings and worries are not something you need to fight. they are part of human experience and don't mean shit unless you assume they do. allow yourself to feel, don't dwell on it, and move on.

your circumstances are not something you need to fight. as a conscious creator you have the power to change them, unless you tell yourself that you are a victim.

realise that there is nothing you need to fight or struggle against, because you are the limitless operant power and are in charge of everything you experience. you are in control.

do not give any importance to what does not please you, because what does not please you is irrelevant. focus your attention on what you want more of.

Honestly, no i didn’t have to reach some sort of pure knowing before it reflected. In fact, it’s quite the opposite, it usually manifests while i’m still doubting/uncertain. You don’t need to reach a knowing or some calm state before your desires manifest. All you need to do is stick to one story despite the way you feel. Feeling impatient or doubtful does not ruin your manifestation. It doesn’t “slow it down,” it’s literally just feelings and feelings do not manifest. What manifests is what you repeatedly tell yourself, not how you feel. I’ve made a thread about this before but emotions are extremely unreliable and can shift very often, imagine a world in which your emotions manifested… it would be absolutely chaotic. The only thing that manifests is the story you decide is true now. That’s all. Not your doubts, not your feelings. Don’t be afraid of your feelings!! Do not give them negative meanings like “i felt impatience so it means i will never get it and i ruined it” instead you can reframe them you could interpret it as excitement! You don’t even have to interpret it any way though, you can just feel it and move on and decide it didn’t happen or just doesn’t matter at all. You’re the one making the rules, you’re the one interpreting things ALWAYS.