I get what I want because I said so

The truth is I can write blogs everyday if need be. I can get the likes the reblogs and just more of everything. But the truth is no matter how I write it's just gonna be a different version of the same message. Because it's that simple and I don't have it in me to make it complicated.

This happened when I was eighteen years old, and had some successes with the law at best. Mostly failures.

I would rather not get into the condition I had, but I was in terrible pain, limped everywhere, could not get a job, and spent most days in bed scrolling loa tumblr.

i know at times we're told to just manifest things away and ignore the world, but I prefer not to do this. I act as the person I now am in Imagination, but I have things to do in this realm too.

So I went to the doctor. The doctor told me ways I could mitigate the problem, but it would stay with me forever and the was only surgery to help lessen it.

I didn't want surgery. I've never even had my tonsils removed!

What did I do? Shoot up and tell her I was going to be a tumblr star and she was wrong?

no I went home and cried

BUT THEN I REMEMBERED: THE LAW OF ASSUMPTION

Every night, I attempted to enter SATS while in pain to revise the condition. Surprisingly doable.

And every morning, I woke up with the same issues.

I broke down. I cried. It didn't change anything.

Nothing changed because I didn't change.

About three weeks into this, I realized I hadn't changed. I was someone attempting to get my desire, not someone who already had it. It doesn't sound like much, but it's a very crucial difference.

So I went back into Imagination. I saw myself already healed, not trying to be, and I stopped trying to get it in the 3D. Because it's a mirror.

I went back six months (very backed up) to get a surgery that would help ALLEVIATE the pain. But I was already fine, and I had the physical changes to prove it.

I know I said this in my post with my Dad, but the doctor and technician were truly stunned that I had recovered.