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Yeah yeah kill the cop in your head. But also demolish the Disney theme park in your heart, ya know?

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no rest for me and im not even that wicked ?
I don't mean to be picky about fanfiction feedback, but if your response is "I don't understand a single thing going on here", maybe don't?
On one hand, I understand and accept responsibility for some amount of confusion. I like to write long stories. The story in question is a longfic sequel to longfic with many OCs, idiosyncratic terms, headcanons, and sometimes hiatus between chapters. Right away, cosmic horror workplace drama with psych-thriller elements is not going to be the most accessible thing in the world. And I'm autistic! I have to be realistic and understand that most of my work asks more of readers than a one-shot where only canon characters are named, written in extremely straightforward language.
But going back to review something you missed, or pointing out specific things that confused you, are also both options for a reader. If you opened a volume of any long, stylistic book series to a random middle chapter and then proclaimed, "I don't understand anything that's going on," who would expect otherwise?
Fanfiction is free, and I'm not paid to do recaps of what information to remember before any given chapter. It's not a TV show and I don't benefit from anyone binging it or not. I'm not going to create a glossary or a wiki for my work. If someone won't review prior chapters, they won't read those either.
I will never be so arrogant to say that improvement isn't a priority, that communication effort is all on the reader's hands. I'm way too autistic to think that works out for me. But if you're bold enough to actually tell me, "I understood nothing" then perhaps you're bold enough to lock in?
number one rule! never believe ur thoughts after 10 pm . unless its about The Character then believe all of your thoughts wholeheartedly
It's too bad that the Imperium hates even sanctioned psykers so much. I am not so arrogant to think I'd survive but if I did, I'd like to host a local radio station from my brain. You could opt-in to it if you were within half a km or so. Most of life in that galaxy is drudge misery, punctuated by overwhelmingly terrible moments. I think folks would benefit from a few lo fi beats before being told to set bayonets for a doomed charge.
Yeah I can adapt autistic experiences I have had to style myself this way.
Kind of low power level for a Sanctioned Psyker, got a pass for apparently arguing a daemon out of possessing them.
Telepath/Diviner mostly.
Speaks 'normally' (no gibbering, etc.) and seems sane but is difficult to decipher. Like, this world heritage post. Does understand other people properly and will unsuccessfully attempt conversation anyway.
Consults on 'Soul Safety,' one of the few things they do make sense-ish about. On its surface this is methods (that even non-psykers can benefit from) to be more resilient against foul influences but boils down mostly to identifying mundane dark patterns or coercion.
Refuses to use certain abilities as 'Soul Unsafe' and has a whole matrix of the risk level of different psychic feats they can show you at any time. It's not clear if this minimizes Perils of the Warp, or if they mean a different kind of 'safety.' It is definitely not discipline they were taught.
It is ambiguous if they are mildly heretical (does not grovel much) or strict to regulations (keeps submitting hazard reporting slips that officers ignore)
Really bad at overland navigation. Why does the psyker have an auspex. It doesn't need that (yes they do.)
Emperor's Tarot but you won't like it.
Blocks enemy scrying with what the Psykana demands should be litanies of the God-Emperor but mostly broadcasts pleasant music instead as it seems to work better.
Wears a visor but it's not really about their powers, it is that accidentally staring at people makes them suspicious of you.
Found walking in circles at night talking to themselves for no explainable reason. Because they are not a biomancer, they wear pressurized pants to manage a medical condition and all you will hear is an approaching and departing squeaksqueaksqueak in the darkness.
'But you're an Anarchist, wouldn't you like to be a Chaos Psyker' no
If the Imperium is the upper right quadrant of The Political Compass, Chaos Forces consistently demonstrate themselves to be either the bottom right quadrant, or the upper right quadrant again with more spikes.
The freedom Chaos offers is very much the 'freedom to own slaves' type, offered only to those with overwhelming resources or ability to enforce dominance.
It sucks but I would rather imagine myself struggling under oppression than endorsing it willingly. It can be fun to imagine oneself as a rebelliously icky, punky reject that fights authority but the reality on the ground for the setting is that Chaos is not punky at all. It's much more Libertarian Warlord Hellscape With Mind Control Personality Death Elements.
Committing to anything steelmanned in a setting as closer to Natural Law than any mortal authority could ever fake is a Bad End, full stop. If you don't want to be ruled by a false god and then delete yourself on behalf of 'an actual god,' I am pretty sure you just walked deeper into spiritual bondage.

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Just watched Adam Conover (of Adam Ruins Everything) make such a solid point that I think we should spread far and wide. Yes, having AI write your emails is lazy, sure, but people love being lazy. We need to really emphasize that sending AI emails (or using AI responses on social media, or publishing AI flyers, or or or) is rude.
It's rude. You're making someone take their time to read something you couldn't bother to write. You're telling them they were so unimportant you couldn't be bothered to actually take the time to say something yourself. And frankly, you're lying about it while you're at it.
It's rude.
It's not just rude to make me read something you didn't want to write. It is that you expect me to respond to your email written by Claude. You don't even want me to talk to you. You want me to talk to Claude so that you can make Claude respond for you. It is rude to expect me to talk to a chatbot when I wanted to talk to you.
It is also rude for you to receive correspondence or documents from me and have your chatbot of choice determine what to do with them without them ever being examined by a person, whether the chatbot also writes a response for you or not.
Botting these tasks also will also make a person themself ruder over time. If you eliminate all of the easy, normal tasks by giving them to a robot, you are left only with the hard and exceptional tasks. Doing nothing but these will quickly erode your social stamina. A gap will widen between a person and the messages sent on their behalf that real humans notice negatively.
The other side of the interaction gets ruder when bots are involved, too. Ask any call center customer service employee if they get treated with more or less patience after callers weren't helped by the bot they were diverted to.
It's too bad that the Imperium hates even sanctioned psykers so much. I am not so arrogant to think I'd survive but if I did, I'd like to host a local radio station from my brain. You could opt-in to it if you were within half a km or so. Most of life in that galaxy is drudge misery, punctuated by overwhelmingly terrible moments. I think folks would benefit from a few lo fi beats before being told to set bayonets for a doomed charge.
Yeah I can adapt autistic experiences I have had to style myself this way.
Kind of low power level for a Sanctioned Psyker, got a pass for apparently arguing a daemon out of possessing them.
Telepath/Diviner mostly.
Speaks 'normally' (no gibbering, etc.) and seems sane but is difficult to decipher. Like, this world heritage post. Does understand other people properly and will unsuccessfully attempt conversation anyway.
Consults on 'Soul Safety,' one of the few things they do make sense-ish about. On its surface this is methods (that even non-psykers can benefit from) to be more resilient against foul influences but boils down mostly to identifying mundane dark patterns or coercion.
Refuses to use certain abilities as 'Soul Unsafe' and has a whole matrix of the risk level of different psychic feats they can show you at any time. It's not clear if this minimizes Perils of the Warp, or if they mean a different kind of 'safety.' It is definitely not discipline they were taught.
It is ambiguous if they are mildly heretical (does not grovel much) or strict to regulations (keeps submitting hazard reporting slips that officers ignore)
Really bad at overland navigation. Why does the psyker have an auspex. It doesn't need that (yes they do.)
Emperor's Tarot but you won't like it.
Blocks enemy scrying with what the Psykana demands should be litanies of the God-Emperor but mostly broadcasts pleasant music instead as it seems to work better.
Wears a visor but it's not really about their powers, it is that accidentally staring at people makes them suspicious of you.
Found walking in circles at night talking to themselves for no explainable reason. Because they are not a biomancer, they wear pressurized pants to manage a medical condition and all you will hear is an approaching and departing squeaksqueaksqueak in the darkness.
It's too bad that the Imperium hates even sanctioned psykers so much. I am not so arrogant to think I'd survive but if I did, I'd like to host a local radio station from my brain. You could opt-in to it if you were within half a km or so. Most of life in that galaxy is drudge misery, punctuated by overwhelmingly terrible moments. I think folks would benefit from a few lo fi beats before being told to set bayonets for a doomed charge.
i got that dog in me but it's poorly socialized and i don't take it on as many walks as i should
mind palace that was formerly a palace until the ruling family was killed mercilessly for its crimes. and now it's the thinking woman's socialist republic.
Mind People's Congress

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OK its pride month and I have had some time to cook my thoughts about the massive recent shitfit over female characters in Warhammer40k by the Usual Suspects, and its overlap with homophobes, transphobes in the community.
What happened was not 'losers overprotective of the lore' because there is actually no relevant lore that was changed. Details were added, but not really contradicted. There is no record of the Emperor of Mankind declaring to anyone, "my Custodes will be only Men, Always, Forever, No Women, They May Not Decide to Be Women Either, Boys Rule Girls Drool." That would also be ridiculous.
But there is a reason why reactionaries behaved like a rule was broken. It doesn't actually exist inside Warhammer 40k at all, but inside their worldbuilding for our real world.
First, these guys rely on homosocial power to regulate their relationships. That's a fancy way to say 'they are nothing without the lads.' They seriously don't know who they are or who other people are without an all-dude insider group to tell them. This is not said to insult them or say they are individually weak, but we need to identify their behavior as politically weak and hesitant to commit to more voluntary, mutual forms of connection that form real community.
To cover this political weakness, they idealize state structures like the military as homosocial power groups. Or, 'they want the army for the lads.' It is easy for them to adapt the concept of a chain of command in their mind to a machismo gang structure, where dominant men get to command submissive men. If you think about this for more than 4 seconds it falls apart because you do not gain authority in the military by being the Lad Master (unless you're an ork, and they don't have 'a military,' all of them just fight stuff!)
This is why it is very VERY important to these types to keep women out of the military, and also to prevent any gay or trans stuff from happening in militaries and also their own slimy in-groups. They must shun all people who are outside of the scheme of power, or who have nonstandard relationships which could screw up that power.
The logistics follow, not as a means to simplify clothing, arms, training, but as a way to lock in a completely arbitrary cult as seemingly something born of standardization and common sense. Then they point to historical militaries being all-male as if opinions from before the invention of the tampon or scrubbing up before surgery really matter.
What all of this means is that there really is no load-bearing lore in Warhammer 40k that says the types of misogyny, homophobia, transphobia we're familiar with in real life exist among humans in that galaxy. Some types of these certainly exist. There is bioessentialist thought everywhere. The average human does not have access to adequate medical care, let alone care that would make a gender transition possible (even if it's extremely possible for the upper class!) and the military is often a segregated by gender. It would probably be hard to send a notice to the Munitorum to transfer you to an all-female regiment because you came out.
But the reasons that actually explain the fashy obsession with breeding more soldiers and segregating work by gender don't really exist in Warhammer 40k's setting for humans. There's more than enough humans, untold billions. There's no social or political control to be gained by persecuting LGBT+ people, or not allowing women to work in a manufactorum or whatever. Nonbinary genders and diverse sexuality are not a challenge to structures of power. Most human people don't have any power at all.
Citations that associate queerness, nonbinary identity, transfemininity, any femininity, with daemonic forces are mostly just writers over the years not really knowing what to do about the non-daemonic versions of those things. Without experience they simply are not going to mention other circumstances APART from the extreme, alienating, exaggerated Slaaneshi faction.
But like, The Emperor has taken the form of a woman before. Despite all the ridiculous things he thought, I am pretty sure 'make sure everyone's straight, and that women aren't important' were not on his priority list.
We should prepare for the long-term consequences of non-insignificant amounts of men being unwilling to handle Topics.
I don't mean any specific topic. I mean any topic, real or perceived.
Whole subcultures isolate their (predominantly male) marks by encouraging hostility towards any source of information that could potentially 'lecture' them, which is any communication with a topic actually. If you hear that anything was achieved by anybody through any means, "things," "achievements," "people," and "methods" are all topics.
Any portrayed group of human beings. Any music that has context or lyrics. Any news, data, or trivia. Any time an article has a thesis or lede, or even just a human author. Anything that could 'make a point,' or includes something one could make a point about.
What these guys don't consider to be a topic and thus 'safe' will of course be biased, but even their comfort zone will eventually stress them out. The order required to enforce it and the status of people within that order are also Topics.
I am not saying that these are guys who should be treated like children. I believe we should treat children better than we do and trust them with more, actually! What I mean is that even the limited topics we currently trust children to navigate are too much for this emergent group. Not because they're incapable, but because they are actively unwilling.
Apolitically killing bandits and savages in my video game with no messages
asked the skyrim bandits why they were living in a cave and they explained the war effort has buried the economy so they can't find work and lost their homes. I use my shout to blast them across the cave and find a preeeetty nice sword among their belongings
The USA's Affordability Crisis is a feature and not a bug because a general expectation of stability undermines the military. Fascism wants the military to be the thing people access to obtain stability and to make life more manageable. Fascism is okay with making your life intolerable in the hopes you start yearning for the structure, clear expectations, and reliability enabled by nationalized logistics, and accept abuse from top-down authority and evil orders as the price to pay. And whoever a fascist authority doesn't want to achieve stability can just be kept out of the military (or funneled to grueling and fatal tasks if they're already there.)
Private corporations also like things this way, because they're often vultures of the military. They like that top-down authority structure. They like to set the price of stability and for people to bargain lower to access it. They like fitting you into the role of an 'employee' the way the military likes fitting you into the role of a 'soldier.' The military doesn't see the private sphere as a competitor much though, because private corporations don't usually promise the logistical support that the military offers (but does not always adequately deliver) as a simplification to life.
If stability was just a given, if you could expect housing and utilities, communications, to be clothed and groomed and fed, and to receive health care at a minimum, then it would be very hard to persuade people that extreme stress under authority is a required element of reality.

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i donāt feel like debating that topic much farther bc truthfully if it comes down to āwomen will lose to men in every sport bc they donāt have as much testosterone!!!!!ā my elite feminist response is honest to god āok we will lose with honor as equals instead of having our own special Easy Mode Female category so we can win amongst ourselvesā like iām sorry i just canāt be persuaded. iām a brick wall. i want co-ed sports
i bring a sort of āwomen can lose at some sports against men if it means being regarded as equalsā vibe to the debate that ātestosterone objectively increases performanceā people donāt really like