I've been thinking a lot about Felice lately. About how it was for her growing up in a predominantly caucasian presenting setting.
From the interactions with her parents it doesn't strike me as those issues ever were something they discussed as she grew up.
Since I'm not black I can never have that deeper, inner knowledge, what I do have though is experience from friends and family members.
So I imagine Felice growing up;
Being the only black person in her age group in those fancy schools, having heard things like the N word, "but it only means black."
Seeing her classmates and close friends react to black people they don't know, them actually saying racist things about them, since they look different, without realizing how those racist viewpoints would apply to Felice, but they are used to seeing her so it doesn't "matter" for them.
Never seeing her father's natural hair, only her mother's (and maybe other white relatives') completely different textured hair. And let's face it, Smysan would not have known how to take care of Felice's hair type.
Would Felice have thought about if her friends only are her friends because of her parents' money?
Would Brave have been her favorite Disney princess movie, or did Tatiana count as a princess in her circles?
How much racism did she have to endure from older teachers? Younger teachers?
How often would she have gotten the question about where she really came from?