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YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK! YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK! YOU CAN BITE AND SCRATCH AND BEG BUT YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK!

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What You Missed That Day You Were Absent from Fourth Grade

by Brad Aaron Modlin

Mrs. Nelson explained how to stand still and listen to the wind, how to find meaning in pumping gas,

how peeling potatoes can be a form of prayer. She took questions on how not to feel lost in the dark

After lunch she distributed worksheets that covered ways to remember your grandfather’s

voice. Then the class discussed falling asleep without feeling you had forgotten to do something else—

something important—and how to believe the house you wake in is your home. This prompted

Mrs. Nelson to draw a chalkboard diagram detailing how to chant the Psalms during cigarette breaks,

and how not to squirm for sound when your own thoughts are all you hear; also, that you have enough.

The English lesson was that I am is a complete sentence.

And just before the afternoon bell, she made the math equation look easy. The one that proves that hundreds of questions,

and feeling cold, and all those nights spent looking for whatever it was you lost, and one person

add up to something.

salmonella-destroyer-of-worlds

edgebug

(no children, the mountain goats/US politics)

segamascott

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16tinyfrogs

on watching a parent age

i saw somebody say “what if you’re gone and i haven’t become anything yet” and basically that broke me on a random thursday evening

#except I was 16 when he died #I really hadn’t become anything yet

sea-mists

feels like every few weeks I have to relearn how to exist, that I do need to sit in the sun and move my body and not drink too much coffee and dress in clothes that make me feel good and talk to my friends and journal and get off my phone sometimes and eat vegetables and drink more tea and generally reclaim the space in my life for myself ya know

cottagewarlock

you know what’s a good feeling? a real good feeling?

when sunbeams do this.

that is all.

mityenka

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever

#damn i was really hoping it went away #but at 35 can confirm it has not

pilgrimattinkercreek1974

Oh ok so it turns out ive been borrowing grief from the future ! it turns out ive been preparing to lose the things i love rather than basking in the light of them while they last. Maybe i should nt do that

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everoutoftouch

If you have Spotify reblog this and tag what your number one song on your “on repeat” playlist is.

#everything is quiet by Braden Bales #but in my actual brain rn it’s Olive Tree by Quinn XCII

writingraccoon

Love the word "also". I have more things to say

bonivers

“why do you have a gap in your resume” idk why is there a gap in your staff. worry about that

vero-niche

adhd will get you thinking "i should make this doctors appointment" every day for 7 months and counting

vero-niche

none of us are making those appointments huh

great-and-small

We’re gonna getcha

wbicepuppy

oh no

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I can feel The dryness of those markers in my bones

the-silent-screamer

Fun fact those dry markers were supposed to have water put into them to make them work. You take off the bottom thing and pour water in and bam, instant marker success. Only learned about this four years after I’d lost my set 🙃