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- Just Friends (Gewoon Vrienden) (2018) - Brokeback Mountain (2005) - Being 17 (Quand on a 17 ans) (2016) - Maurice (1987) - The Way He Looks (2014) - Man in an Orange Shirt (2017) - Free Fall (2013) - Malila: The Farewell Flower (2017) - God’s Own Country (2017) - Man in an Orange Shirt (2017)
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All of you fellow mlm out here talking about yearning and boyfriend cravings, but have any of you ever SPOKEN to a boy before?
y’all have no idea how much i love short boys. ur under 5’3? please fall in love with me bc god knows i will fall in love with u
i can’t ask for a boy shorter than me because it will never happen. 5 feet tall gang
21-Day WIP Challenge
Day One
List ten words you’d consider using in the title. Even if you’ve already decided on a title, try new options. Then, maybe make some title options!
Day Two
Write three possible first sentences for this story. Try to make them as different as possible.
Day Three
What’s the most exciting part of writing this story for you?
Day Four
Write a prologue for the story (that won’t be a part of the final draft). If you already have a prologue, try writing it from a different perspective.
Day Five
What are your fears for this project?
Day Six
What’s your logline for this project? (Tips on a killer logline here.)
Day Seven
Describe your favorite side character in-depth.
Day Eight
Pick a very specific location within the story and describe it using only 1 of the 5 senses.
Day Nine
Create a letter your MC would send to you after finding out you’re going to write about their life (as if they were a real person and you were a biographer).
Day Ten
Write ten pieces of dialogue that could be a part of your story without context.
Day Eleven
Assign a theme song to each important character.
Day Twelve
Write a review you’d want to receive for this book in the future, highlighting all the unique and interesting aspects.
Day Thirteen
What’s the worst thing that could happen to one of the side characters?
Day Fourteen
What kind of entertainment (theater, TV, books, music, etc) does your MC enjoy?
Day Fifteen
What steps have become obstacles for you so far in the writing process?
Day Sixteen
Write new titles for your WIP as if it were other genres. One for horror, one for autobiography, one for fantasy, etc etc.
Day Seventeen
Why did the MC’s parents (or whomever) name the MC what they did? Is there meaning behind it, is it cultural, are they named after someone important or a relative, who came up with the name, is it a nickname/how’d they get it?
Day Eighteen
What is one writing goal you’d like to accomplish within the next week?
Day Nineteen
How far are you in the writing process?
Day Twenty
Write a short bio for each important character as if they had written it themselves.
Day Twenty-One
If you had to cast the movie version of this work, who would you cast (and for which characters)?
Here have 50 somewhat questionable character trait prompts
Wears a t-shirt with a picture of them doing their worst habit to warn people how shitty they are
Or doing something cool that’s their proudest moment and just wants everybody to know about it
Always carries a picture of a specific meme and is aggressively waiting for the right time to use it
Invented an instrument and only plays that instrument
Has the weirdest saying that makes no sense
Owns 57 different hats
Hates pants
Wears the same jacket 24/7
Repeats every joke
Calls people by their full names
Barely talks to people but will go into lengthy passionate discussions with animals
Talks reeeeaaaallly slow
Can only cook pizza
Thinks their protected by the will of God
Doesn’t believe any history because they weren’t there to see it
Owns over a hundred plants
Is always the guinea pig of the group
Biggest idol is Indiana Jones
Eats 5 bananas a day
Wants to be a villain but is too lazy
Makes questionable fashion choices
Always has a weapon on
Thinks guns are cheating
Wants to be a pirate and is super bummed about being born in modern times
Dances away their problems
Has a secret cooking show
Has a lucky rock
Draws things they think they’ll forget
Got stuck in a well once
Drinks a LOT of milk
Tried to pursue a comedy career for a few years
Likes to find high places to hang at
Powerpoints every problem to make a decision
Becomes unintelligible in action-packed situations
Has a personal agenda against diaries
Invents the crappiest things
Is scared of the rain
Hates sodium
Is a perfectionist but only about completely irrelevant things
Listens to the same 10 songs on repeat and ONLY those 10
Logic > Emotions
Emotions > Logic
Only cares about their dogs
Gets triggered by rubber ducks
Would absolutely hate this list ‘cause what kinda people are these
Thinks Middle Earth is an actual country on earth. Nobody has the heart to tell them the truth
Nobody actually knows whether they’re always drunk or it’s just their personality
Loves musicals more than anything and wants to be in one so bad but can’t sing for shit
Believes anyone can change and has endless hope and is just the purest and healing person okay
Not used to human contact and has no tact or manners at all
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In the vast world of comics, I wonder if there have been heroes with a “Groundhog Day,” type power. By that I specifically mean a hero who, if they die, immediately finds themselves waking up at the beginning of that day again. If they don’t die, they just continue forward through time.
I’m just thinking of how crazy it would be to have that hero on your super hero team. Like, you go to headquarters in the morning, and it seems like everything’s normal. But then you go to fire off a one liner, and they say it at the same time as you. And suddenly you know. Something went wrong.
And then one day you come in, and your heart drops as you see that their every move looks rehearsed. They answer questions before asked. They are totally aware of everything that’s about to happen. Imagine how scary that would be, realizing you’re starting a day that you’re team mate has failed to survive maybe dozens of times.
Sometimes he’ll walk up to you and just slap your sandwich out of your hand and say “don’t eat that” and you’re thinking, damn, what did that sandwich do to me? This was actually still the first time through the day, he just wanted to mess with you.
Dr James Barry, the first doctor to perform a successful C section wherein both mother and child survived, was a huge champion of handwashing at a time when most doctors didn’t wash their hands. For this reason, many of the chilldbirths he delivered resulted in healthier babies and mothers. He was also a gay trans man, who specifically wrote that upon his death he wished for his body to be taken in its nightshirt, wrapped in his sheets as a shroud, and placed into the coffin so that nobody would see his body. His wishes were not respected, and as a result he was outed at his death.
i’ve also been informed he had a poodle. He named his poodle Psyche. I’d just like to congratulate him on being an excellent human being, who not only pioneered modern medicine but also had good taste in dogs. that is all.
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i thought this was fake but it’s not
here’s the sawbones episode about him
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He was also reportedly quite the ladies’ man, and he’d apparently carried a child to term and gave birth.
he’s one of my favorite historical figures and ive read a lot on him including the biography Scanty Particulars by Rachel Holmes. a lot of the details of his life are difficult to figure out, partly cause he was very private and partly cause he had so many rumors surrounding him. here are some of my fave facts about him:
-he was very concerned with protecting poor people, women and people of color, aka all the people most of upper class british society at the time cared the least about. he worked to reform prisons and hospitals in south africa at risk to his own career, and also improved the conditions under which poor enlisted british soldiers and their families lived
-he was kind of a known hothead. he was rumored to have fought at least one duel (probably not true though). florence nightingale hated him even though they had similar ideas about medicine because they had such a clash of personalities in the brief time they worked together
-he was a vegetarian and took a goat with him on sea voyages so he could always have fresh milk
-even though he had an abrasive personality and made a lot of enemies, his patients, especially the women, really loved him because they felt like he knew what he was doing and actually cared about their health
-he died poor because the british army ripped him off >:/
edit i almost forgot the best thing. he didn’t just have one poodle named psyche. he had a bunch. when one died he would get a new poodle and name that one psyche too
“i thought your poodle died?”
“psyche!” [poodle comes trotting in]
this is the best response
Photo of Dr. James Barry in the late 1840s:
You can read more about Dr. Barry here.
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My dad told me a story recently about how he was in Boy Scouts or something and they went on a hike and were each given a rifle and one single bullet to practice shooting with (idk, it was the 70s or whatever). One of his friends, whom I’ll refer to as Steel Balls for reasons that will soon become clear, beckons my dad to a part of the woods and points to a giant hornets nest up in a tree. SB announces that he’s going to shoot it, waits for my dad to take cover (as one should in this situation), and fires off his only round into the nest. Sure enough, a swarm of pissed off hornets descend upon SB, who stands stoically and perfectly still at the base of the tree. Dad maintains that, despite their buzzing right around him, none of the hornets stung his friend, and they soon calmed down and returned to their newly renovated nest. SB turns back to face my dad and imparts this chunk of wisdom: “That’s the secret to dealing with hornets, Jim. They don’t know humans make rifle shots; they don’t know where the noise came from. You gotta stand still and don’t move, and they won’t chase you. If you run, they know you’re guilty.” Apparently dad was so awed he gave up his single bullet so SB could shoot the nest a second time, with the same results.
Long story short: hornets can sense guilt and there are people in the world who have tested this theory.
can we not mock bi girls for liking men as if any part of their sexuality is shameful in the year of our lord 2019
anyone else think bi ppl should pick a side
anyone else think misogyny is bad and respecting women is important
As a lesbian, I try to stay clear of bi women. Mostly because idk. It feels wrong to put love on a spectrum. It can almost be misleading to be honest. I’ve been rejected by bi women because idk they really weren’t that into women or because they lean towards men more. I think we should make terms for people who lean more towards one side so no one is misled. Anyway, what do I know. I’ll probably get yelled at for saying all that but whatever.
Someone not being into you doesn’t mean they’re not into women…….
Decoration tips from the local hearth witch
Dried slices of orange, lemon, lime, and apple are wonderful for decorating your sacred space (mine is my kitchen). Create strings of them to dangle from the ceiling, or perhaps set them one by one along your windowsill. Not only is it a cute and witchy way to invite positive energy into your home, but it’s homemade and very Earth-friendly.
To begin this project, I consulted both a very old recipe card from one of my relatives and the internet. The following is what I did in particular, though I offer no guarantee that this will work perfectly.
Preheat the oven to the lowest temperature possible, preferably between 150 and 200 degrees Fahrenheit.
Find a cooling rack and a baking sheet or metal pan big enough to hold said cooling rack. (This is to keep the fruit slices elevated while baking, to prevent burning.)
Slice the fruit of your choice, preferably round, ripe, and unbruised, into 1/8 to 1/4 inch pieces. The thinner your slices, the faster they will dry. Thin slices also allow more light to pass through, thus creating a sun-catcher of sorts.
If using apples, soak the slices in 1 cup of lemon juice and 1 tablespoon of table salt (or a similar ratio) for about 10 minutes before baking to prevent browning.
Use a tea towel to pat dry each slice of fruit. You may press gently on the pieces to squeeze out more moisture, but be careful not to damage or stretch your slices.
Place the fruit slices onto the cooling rack. Place the cooling rack onto your baking sheet (to catch any residual fruit juice) and pop it into the oven.
Return once every hour to turn over the slices of fruit. You’ll know slices are done when they harden—if you squeeze the fruit and liquid is still present, it is not fully dried yet.
After 3–6 hours, you have your dried slices! This little project will bless your home with the lovely scent of warm citrus. If you’re feeling festive, try adding cinnamon sticks, walnuts, or ginger to your mix.
Notes from the hearth witch:
Don’t fret if some of your slices are overdone. Even the brownest of my lemon slices look perfectly clear in the light!
For me this is spellwork, and the entire process was very calm and grounded. My craft is about making the home a sacred place. I have simply shared the “recipe” portion of the experience; take liberty in using it for your own rituals, giving these as gifts, or simply making a decoration.
blessed be ♥️🕯
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How fucking wild must it be to be a first year at Watford? Like you're just going about your day and all of a sudden one of the upper class men explodes and everyone's just like "yeah he does that sometimes" like excuse me??? Unbelievable
I’ve never seen a meme with such a clear expiration date as “let’s raid Area 51 on September 20th” because some loon is gonna do it and they’re either gonna get shot or disappeared and ain’t nobody gonna be joking about it any more
us on september 20th when someone photographs and liveblogs their journey into area 51 and they suddenly stop posting
gay bitches be like “I’m yearning for someone to run their fingers through my hair softly while we lay together in comfortable silence” anyways I’m bitches
i really want to kiss my boyfriend but there's two things stopping me:
1. i don't know how to kiss
2. i don't have a boyfriend
what is a transmed?
being a transmed means:
we believe you need gender dysphoria to be trans
we want being transgender to remain medicalised (hence transmedicalism) so that HRT and surgery will be covered by insurance
being a transmed does NOT mean:
that we hate tucutes
that we think you have to hate yourself to be trans
that we think your dysphoria has to be crippling
that we are against non-binary people
that we believe you cant explore your identity
that we believe you cant be gnc
that we think you have to medically transition
that we think you have to pass
that we think you have to bind, tuck, pack, etc.
that we are gatekeepers
that we are transphobic
that we are inherently bad
literally anything other than i believe you need dysphoria to be trans
im adding to the list as i see tucutes spread more lies about what transmeds believe. while indivual opinions may differ, the label “transmed” means one thing and one thing only: you need dysphoria to be trans. dont spread lies or ill throw my laptop into the raging fires of hell :(
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Just a PSA
If you’re planning on participating in “harass a transmed day” please unfollow. I don’t care if you’re a transmed planning on harassing tucutes on this day, or a tucute planning on harassing transmeds. Harassing and suicide baiting is not okay and if you’re the type of person to do that, you need help.
Me: *sees a boy*
My gay ass: woah? 😏 hot? a boy! wow I like the look of that boy!
My trans ass: i … dysphoric
