Maggie und Kai Kring in Oderbruch

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Maggie und Kai Kring in Oderbruch

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being an everything crafter is great but also sucks. like i want to get my watercolors out but i need to put away my microcrochet first. i want to do some leatherwork but my oil paints are on the table. i want to whittle but i'm using the bucket i catch wood shavings in to hold my papermaking mush. i want to write my book but my hands are too busy knitting a sweater. i want to code another video game but i'm too busy studying nalebinding. do you see my problem. the problem is that i need more hands
This is how I realized i was neurodivergent. My diagnosis of ADHD shocked no one.
hatte jetzt ja nicht erwartet viel zur oderbruch serie auf tumblr zu finden (weil nischen deutsche "krimi"serie) aber es ist iwo schon witzig, dass die posts Die ich finde zu ca. 50% "OAH NE EY, VAMPIRE??? WARUM" kommentare sind
weil ICH hab die serie spezifisch wegen der vampire angefangen XD
bad things shouldn't happen to my friends. i should be the worst thing that happens to my friends
characterization details/extrapolations for my beautiful morally gray wife ava (previously: simon)
i think at the core of her character is how her strong sense of (what she believes is) justice clashes with the coi's methods. it's not clear if she truly thinks the punishment fits the crime, but she is very much the one feeding convicts to the blood ocean and it's been eating at her for a while now
HOWEVER. ava is particularly vitriolic about filament station. she goes out of her way to bring it up twice, in conversations that have nothing to do with it, and her tone is. oh man. she also outright says that simon doesn't deserve to live for what he did and seems to really believe it, judging by how she refuses to replenish his oxygen reserves before sending him back
which is to say, filament station may have been personal for ava
she's constantly lying to simon (outright or by omission) about his survival and freedom, but doesn't put any effort into making it believable, and i don't think it's because she doesn't care if he survives or not. it feels more like she's been told to lie to convicts for the sake of the mission and she just can't pretend anymore
if the subs are numbered sequentially and all used on the same moon, at least four other convicts died on ava's watch, and she had to tell all of them that yes, they're the first one down, they'll be free when they return, they'll no longer be pariahs
tl;dr she has to lie all the time and she's bad at it
she only talks to simon through some kind of barrier, like the comms system or the porthole window so he (and by extension the audience) never hears her voice unaltered, which is a very neat cinematic detail re: the lying and miscommunication
cares about her crew but isn't necessarily kind to them
holds onto 'it's bigger than me' even though it's coi propaganda because it makes sense to her
her last name might be ellis, but it's just speculation based on this possibly being the list of personnel on ava's ship
i think she sees the chance to retrieve simon herself as an act of....not penance, necessarily, but of coming back to herself by doing what she actually thinks is fair, and even if she dies scared and unsure if the mission succeeded, she also in a sense dies free

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has anyone considered that it was probably her house too. where else was she supposed to put her chintz?
small tips for Enjoying Being Alive from someone who went from wanting to die to genuinely loving life. these won't fix your life but they'll make it a lot easier to want to live day by day. I promise.
tell yourself things you do not believe. it feels stupid at first but I've done this for years and now I believe it when I say "I'm good at this" or "I love myself" or "I deserve good shit!"
make a note of every mundane good thing that happens to you. mental or literal notes! could be as little as "the sky is a nice shade of grey, it's calming" or "I ate a piece of fruit today, I'm looking after myself" or "I talked to a friend". again, feels stupid at first, but I genuinely believe this is part of why I have so many "good days". trick your brain into storing things in your long-term memory that you wouldn't otherwise remember.
diet deficiencies can make you properly miserable. your physical health impacts your mental health more than you'd think. get some vitamins, some omega-3s and so on. whether from food or supplements. they can make quite a difference! your brain is responsible for a LOT of the way you feel, and giving it the fatty acids it needs to function at its best can go a long way.
I know these all sound like stupid junk people who have never wanted to die tell you. I know they sound like dumb "self-help" tips written by people who have suffered mild anxiety at worst.
they're coming from someone who had multiple daily panic attacks for half a decade. someone who genuinely felt like he did not deserve to live. someone who hated himself so much he convinced himself he was irredeemably evil. someone who loves being alive these days, even though it's difficult sometimes.
you truly don't have to follow any of this advice. but just read through. store it in the back of your mind. come back to it when you want. best of luck. [:
These are genuinely great! If I can add a small comment it would be to try to change scenery every now and then, take a different route home and go for walks. And make appointments to meet your friends!
ABSOLUTELY. anytime I feel myself descending into a slump where everything feels wrong and bad and gross and hard, I go on a Weird Walk. I choose a familiar destination (the dairy, the beach, a specific hill) and intentionally choose a route I've never tried before. it's crazy but it makes me feel better almost instantly, even if the new walk is worse than my usual route. your brain CRAVES new stimulation! you are a member of a species with one of the most active brains in the animal kingdom. please try not to live like a hamster.
Mother Mary (2026) David Lowery
MOTHER MARY (2026) dir. David Lowery costume design: Bina Daigeler

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MOTHER MARY (2026) dir. David Lowery
Mother Mary (2026) dir. David Lowery
#closeted lesbian relationship/break up so hard you get literally haunted by a ghost until you deteriorate and you're forced to go see her#they could've made out for half of the movie and it would've been less gay than whatever the hell was going on here lmao
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Everything I know about colour theory I learned from this hellsite (ie I know nothing about colour theory), but this soothes me.
I've been using this tool called tumblr-utils to back up my tumblr blogs. it creates a locally navigatable archive of a given tumblr url's posts, which is more convenient than the post soup you get from tumblr's native blog export feature.
what that means is that I have a folder on my computer with the name of my url with an index.html file in it, and when i click on that file to open it in a browser I get a simple page with a list of years and months. selecting a specific month will send me to a list of the posts i made or reblogged in that month, similar to tumblr's own archive page. the contents of the post including images are stored locally on your machine.
It can also make a separate index file that organises posts by tag, which is great if you're a consistent tagger, but it will list every single tag you've ever used so it can take a while to find the tag you're looking for in the list if you're a habitual tag commentator. generating the tag archive also takes a while depending on how many posts have to be processed.
you can make it back up any blog as long as it's not set to private. I have backups of both my main and sideblogs and it keeps them in separate folders.
it's had some trouble going all the way back to the start of my main blog in 2012 just by sheer volume of posts, but by making it fetch posts from one month at a time I've been able to go back to 2015 (that's tens of thousands of posts), which was good enough for my purposes.
it might be a little scary to use if you've never touched the command line before, but there's both text and video instructions to set it up and using it is just a matter of typing the command and letting it do its thing in the background.
This document has a really good guide for setting it up, along with some other options for backup. I've been using tumblr utils for a while myself, and I run an incremental backup once a week.
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according to An Immense World, apparently giant squid eyes are, like, UNREASONABLY large, even for something their size living at those depths. the next largest eyes on earth, blue whale eyes, are less than half the size, and swordfish, who live at similar depths as giant squid and have the largest eyes of any fish, have eyes that could fit inside a giant squid's pupil.
eyes hit serious diminishing returns wrt resource costs vs vision quality as they get bigger, so the question became: what the FUCK do giant (and colossal) squid need to see so badly that they couldn't see with swordfish-sized eyes that's justifying that massive energy cost? that nothing else in the deep ocean needs to see so fucking badly??
turns out the one strength eyes that big really have over much smaller eyes is: seeing large glowing objects in water deeper than 500 meters from an appreciable distance.
sperm whales are the primary predator of giant squid. sperm whales don't glow. BUT! water that deep is full of bioluminescent creatures-- these creatures light up when bumped into. something a sperm whale's size is continuously bumping into those critters, it's just surrounded by a glowing field all the time when it's swimming at those depths, visible from a distance-- if you have the right eyes-- as a massive glowing shape. so basically the only reason to have eyes the size of soccer balls is if you live in the deep ocean and your life depends on having a heads up when a hungry sperm whale lurking around
and also I gotta say, the imagery... the huge lurking threat betrayed only by the ambiguous glowing shape of its movements through the water, is really evocative, if spooky deep-sea games aren't already using that to make things extremely ominous then they should really start
Backrooms review: WHAT A FUCKING DELIGHT OF A MOVIE. I love love love that the sets were real. Practical effects always contribute so much to giving actors something to really work with and it SHOWED in this. In particular, during Clark's first exploration of the Backrooms, Chiwetel Ejiofor completely sold that he was alone and lost in an extradimensional realm. Thanks to a combination of his acting and a physical space for him to act in, the disorientation and isolation felt real. The first 2/3 of the movie were so damn uncanny, my stomach was in KNOTS.
As a janitor, I have been in some WEIRD spaces. Backrooms-level incomprehensible architecture, disorienting floorplans, buildings that just make no fucking sense. And I'm typically there alone, late at night. This movie captured the sense of being in places like that perfectly. I don't wanna go to work tomorrow because my main building is in a weird business complex and has an unsettling layout and I'm there alone! At night! I'm going to spend the entire time feeling like I've noclipped straight out of reality!
The thing is that the backrooms are a character unto themselves here. Whatever may inhabit them, it's the place that shapes the story. It creates itself out of memory and copy, never quite right, always familiar. Clearly as much love and attention was given to the set itself, placing props in just the right way and setting up walls at the best angles to create the uncanny valley, as would have been given to a living actor. The backrooms felt alive.
Although the last 1/3 or so of the movie was a complete tone shift from the first 2/3, I did enjoy it. The beginning felt like one of the original kanepixels backrooms shorts. That last bit felt much more...standard horror fare. Which didn't surprise me given that this was a movie from A24. I have an ongoing beef with big-studio horror movies, because to me they feel like (as I put it in a previous post) a pan of cookie-cutter beheaded gingerbread men. You can track the story beats. That doesn't make them bad, they're often very good and even excellent. I love a lot of big-studio horror. The thing is, I can still acknowledge that they are...samey. Predictable. Appealing to the widest possible audience.
Backrooms isn't trying to appeal to that wide audience and you can see it in the reviews. It's aiming at an audience that knows about the backrooms as a concept from Kane's work and/or the wider sea of backrooms media. It's aimed at an audience willing to be quiet and put down their phones, an audience willing to let the environment tell a story, an audience willing to let questions go unanswered and accept that not everything will be explained.
Luckily, given that I'm writing this review on tumblr, it seems that tumblr at large IS that audience. Reddit is certainly not. If you like this movie, don't bother going there, you'll just get annoyed. Stick around here on tumblr. It's nicer.