welcome to the storm, i am thunder

today the dnd party told our dm about omegaverse

god i hate how often ill just be letting spotify go (yes i know the fault is essentially mine for that but still) and it'll play a song ive never heard before and ill be like oh that's fun i like that who is it! and ill look and the cover will be some big-tittied anime girl with the face of a toddler but with demon horns or some shit and i'll know it's ai garbage. and i will hate that they Got Me.

i miss lovestruck ): i miss the arcana ):

man i wish you could see the people who liked your playlists on spotify because i'm so curious if the people who liked my fenris/amell playlist are there because they're interested in the concept or because it's almost exclusively made up of songs about fucking

it's so hard because i'm so "well that's none of my business" about my own characters' sex lives. wouldn't even know how to open the discussion. uhhh hawke is a virgin until the act 2 love scene and then she's a gentle dom? uhhhhhhhh hhh riona likes it when zev pretends to be an assassin sneaking into her quarters at the keep so she can pretend to seduce him out killing her in a weird reversal of their original meeting? uhhHHhh cosette likes it rough and super super super gets off on shamelessly and aggressively teasing her partner into losing control so she can gloat about how irresistible she is?

sometimes i cry about all the amazing new things that i know my dad would love if he was here to see them. sometimes i'm like, well it's probably better that he's dead for this.